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M through R › Pitch Black
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
12
Views:
4,242
Reviews:
3
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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Chapter 11
Chapter 11: Taking the Leap IntTo the Great Unknown......
You know it's funny what love can do to you. Make you feel emotions you never thought possible. Make you want to hold the person you love and never let them go. That's how I feel with Jack. Every waking minute I was thinking of ways to make her smile. To make her laugh. I was thinking of ways to hold her, and kiss her, that would send shivers down her spine. I wanted our love to be new, even when it was old. I wanted her to always guess what new things I was going to do to her. New ways of making her gasp, or have those big, beautiful hazel eyes widen in shock at something I had said or done.
And then it hit me....but not soon enough.
I knew there was something that had to complete the circle we created for the starting of our life. But, being the type of man I was, I had no damn clue as to what that was. I racked my brain, trying and trying to figure out what this link was. No go. Guess, I wasn't as smart as I thought I was. *chuckles*. I remember how I came to the conclusion of what I was to do. As I sat on the couch, late at night, many infomercials on the Vid, my mind wondered.
And that's never a good thing....
I pondered what most 'normal' people did when they loved another. What most couples who were serious, finally ended up doing. *Sigh* I would like to say, I came to this startling discovering on my own, but then that would be a lie. It actually took an old movie to jump start me in the right direction. To give me a good kick in the ass. As I watched arsenic and old lace, it hit me.(I know, not exactly a movie you would think to make a decision in your life, but this is me we're talking about.)) If I wanted to feel the complete, then I would have to do the unthinkable.I would have to buy a ring, and ask Jack to marry me.
This would be the part I hate myself for. But anything for love. Anything for Jack...
So it was set. I had it all planned out in a matter of minutes. How I was going to ask her. Where I was going to ask her. The design of the ring I wanted to have made for her. All down to the curves, angles, and set of the diamonds so when the light hit them just right they would sparkle like her eyes. Shit, there I go again. Man, I am a wimp. They're right. *shakes head* And after it was set, the plans were in motion, I had to play...
The Waiting Game....
Never before had I been through so much torture. I felt anxious, and nervous. I feared that something would go wrong, and I would fuck it all up. I also feared she would say no. The one thing I didn't want to happen. I knew Jack loved me, I knew she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me, but, no matter how much I tried to shake the fear of resentment, it lurked it ugly head and wouldn't set me free.
That's when I knew, I had to ask her as soon as possible, before I lost my mind entirely.
You know it's funny what love can do to you. Make you feel emotions you never thought possible. Make you want to hold the person you love and never let them go. That's how I feel with Jack. Every waking minute I was thinking of ways to make her smile. To make her laugh. I was thinking of ways to hold her, and kiss her, that would send shivers down her spine. I wanted our love to be new, even when it was old. I wanted her to always guess what new things I was going to do to her. New ways of making her gasp, or have those big, beautiful hazel eyes widen in shock at something I had said or done.
And then it hit me....but not soon enough.
I knew there was something that had to complete the circle we created for the starting of our life. But, being the type of man I was, I had no damn clue as to what that was. I racked my brain, trying and trying to figure out what this link was. No go. Guess, I wasn't as smart as I thought I was. *chuckles*. I remember how I came to the conclusion of what I was to do. As I sat on the couch, late at night, many infomercials on the Vid, my mind wondered.
And that's never a good thing....
I pondered what most 'normal' people did when they loved another. What most couples who were serious, finally ended up doing. *Sigh* I would like to say, I came to this startling discovering on my own, but then that would be a lie. It actually took an old movie to jump start me in the right direction. To give me a good kick in the ass. As I watched arsenic and old lace, it hit me.(I know, not exactly a movie you would think to make a decision in your life, but this is me we're talking about.)) If I wanted to feel the complete, then I would have to do the unthinkable.I would have to buy a ring, and ask Jack to marry me.
This would be the part I hate myself for. But anything for love. Anything for Jack...
So it was set. I had it all planned out in a matter of minutes. How I was going to ask her. Where I was going to ask her. The design of the ring I wanted to have made for her. All down to the curves, angles, and set of the diamonds so when the light hit them just right they would sparkle like her eyes. Shit, there I go again. Man, I am a wimp. They're right. *shakes head* And after it was set, the plans were in motion, I had to play...
The Waiting Game....
Never before had I been through so much torture. I felt anxious, and nervous. I feared that something would go wrong, and I would fuck it all up. I also feared she would say no. The one thing I didn't want to happen. I knew Jack loved me, I knew she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me, but, no matter how much I tried to shake the fear of resentment, it lurked it ugly head and wouldn't set me free.
That's when I knew, I had to ask her as soon as possible, before I lost my mind entirely.