Tell me your dreams

Title: Tell me your dreams (11/16?)
Author: Mahie/EvenStar
Reply to: persefone_rj@hotmail.com
Pairing: Jack/Will
Rating: NC-17
See Part 0 for other info.
No infringement is intended.
'thoughts'
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Okay,here there be /rape/! You've been warned. Nothing graphic,anyway.
Thanks for your reviews!! :) You make me feel really good! :) Wow,I didn't
imagine to get sevieeviews on the last chapter! :)

Axu: Thanks thanks thanks! :) Hope you enjoy this chapter!
Lydia: Thanks again dear! Well,if you felt sad in the last chapter,this
will be even sadder. :( But the ending is good! :) Ah! Hoping to read
'Leave me lying here' today! *can't wait!*
Cashiel: Hello,thanks so much for your review! Hope you enjoy the
next parts! Well,revenge from the girls is coming. :) Stay tuned for
the next chapters! Wow,I like it when you guess right! :)
Newenit: Thanks again,dea,dear! Yeah,Jack will be even more loving with
Will now. Just wait for the next chapter! I laughed so hard when you
wrote "AND CHARLES....WELL, MAY HIS COCK FALL OFF BEFORE HE GETS TO OUR
SWEET WILL.......AND IF HE DOES RAPE WILL MAY IT FALL OFF AFTERWARDS...
HEHE" LOL Ah! Stay tuned for the next chapters. Think I'm going to make
Anna and Tracy castrate some of the pirates,yeah,good idea. :)
Grey-Elven Eyes: LOL You're really funny! I love your reviews! Did ye
get off the mast already? If not *goes running to the mast to help Elven
get out.* Characters have a life of their own sometimes. :P
RosePetal2001: Hi dear,thanks for the review! Well,everything's gonna
turn a different way now,but I hope ye enjoy it!
Okay,now enjoy the new chapter! *hopes*

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The Black Pearl was sailing fastly,as it was the fastest ship in the
Caribbean. Will took no notice of it,as he had an unconscious Jack in
his arms. Hours had passed and still Jack hadn't awaken. Will started
to worry. He shook Jack,trying to wake him up,but Jack didn't move for
a long time. 'Oh God,please help him.' Will thought worriedly.
It was late at night when Jack awoke,blinking. He sat down,startled,
thinking he was still at Barbossa's crew's hands. Will calmed him:
"Shhh love,it's okay. You're safe now."
Jack let Will hold him and stood there on his warm embrace. Will kissed
his forehead and said:
"You were worrying me. How are you feeling?"
"Everything hurts..." Jack whimpered. Will gave him a concerned look and
started caressing his hair.
"Why don't you lie down again?" Will said caringly.
"Aye that I will do. I can't stand this pain,it's terrible."
"I know." Will kissed his lips and put Jack with his head on Will's thighs.
He caressed Jack until he fell asleep. When Will noticed Jack was snoring
softly,he let out a relieved breath and fell a tear running by his face.
How long would they have to stand it? Were they going to live or die?
The thought of dying came through Will's mind all the time and he couldn't
say he felt relaxed at any of the time. He was able to forget about that
all while he was making love to Jack. But then all those dark thoughts
came back to him.
Will was sat there,caressing his lover's hair and was almost asleep when
he heard the door being pushed open.
Soon Charles was in front of his cell door.
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Charles had thought much about his plan. He would have to be very careful.
If Barbossa knew he would rape Will without his permission,he would get
really pissed and Charles didn't know what the captain could do to him.
He waited the day slowly come to end. Barbossa shouted he was going to
sleep and soon all the crew was asleep as well. Carefully,Charles tiptoed
from the bed and walked to the brigs. He took a rope and a blindfold
before he descended the stairs.
He looked at Will evilly,but his smirk was kind of sweet and loving,if
Will could call Charles by any of these qualities. The only conclusion
that came through his mind was that he was completely nuts. He was
smiling sweetly at him but was going to rape him. What was the sense in
that? Yes,Charles Lewis was completely nuts!
Will tensed when Charles opened the cell door,with a gun pointed at Will,
so that he knew he wouldn't try anything against him.
"Come out." Charles commanded.
Will did as he was told,carefully,praying that neither Jack nor the women
were awaken. They didn't hao kno know he was going to be raped right
then. Sighing,Will walked before Charles,who still had the gun pointed
at him,and they left. Will thanked the heavens for neither Jack nor
the women had awaken.
Charles led Will to a cabin he knew was empty. He locked the door and
finally spoke for the first time:
"Now listen carefully. You are /not/ going to try anything. If you do,
I'll kill you."
Will nodded sadly. He looked at Charles in the eye. There was nothing
of that old friendship there anymore. Charles had changed. He was bitter
now. He was obsessed with that one thing and would die for getting it
done. He would kill for getting it done. Or that was what Will thought.
"Why?" Will asked simply,sadly,trying to catch a glimpse of regret in
Charles' blank eyes. There was nothing. They were empty,emotionless.
"Because I want it. Isn't it reason enough?"
Will looked at him sadly.
"Do you really wish to hurt me,Charles? Don't you remember all those
years we were friends? /Why/ for God's sake are you doing this to me?"
Charles seemed to break a little,but he composed himself soon:
"You didn't love me." he explained,simply. "You rejected me. You looked
at me with pity in your eyes. How do you want me to understand it?" he
spat angrily.
"It's not my fault that I can't love you back,Charles. You can't choose
whom you fall in love with." Will said,with his eyes full of tears.
"Please...don't do this to me..." he continued.
Will's face was so full of purepurest fear that Charles fell silent for
some time. 'Come on,just take him already!' the inner voice on his head
said. But his heart said otherwise.
And so Will did something Charles didn't expect. He said:
"I forgive you. I forgive you for everything you've done." and he said
it sincerely. He was really angry with Charles,but he still liked him.
He couldn't expect to forget a long time friend stantaneously.
Charles was visibly breaking now. If he was trying to compose himself and
rape Will before,now he was trying to compose himself and avoid the tears
which insisted on gathering at the corners of his eyes.
He knew Will could forgive him. He /knew/ Will. He had always been this
understanding. And that was what Charles loved the most about him.
Suddenly,a tear fell by Charles' face. He felt really angry for he didn't
want Will to notice it. Angrily,ook ook Will from behind and threw him
onto the bed. He pinned him,laying above Will,and said:
"Don't /ever/ speak like this again." he said,but it was obvious in his
trembling voice that he couldn't help the tears anymore. He couldn't
help to back out.
Will wouldn't be raped and he knew it.
Will looked at Charles,smiling sadly. He looked at the gun on Charles'
hand,to the rope and the blindfold that were forgotten on the floor. He
looked into Charles' eyes,that were looking at him,trying desesperately
to regain control.
But this control had been lost already.
"Don't do this,Charles." Will asked,calmer now. "You know you don't want
it. You're not lthisthis. You are hurt and you are obsessed. But you're
not evil." the intensity on Will's voice made Charles drop his gun.
Charles felt everything was lost now. He didn't care about a thing anymore.
He stood up,leaving his place above Will,and collapsed on the other side
of the bed,crying loudly.
Will sat down and looked at Charles with concern. He didn't know what to
do. He didn't know if he would only anger Charles even more,but he couldn't
help it. Will made Charles sat down and held him tightly.
"Oh my God...what have I done?" Charles cried for all he was worth. Will
held him,with his eyes closed,feeling relieved. But not only relieved.
He was happy he had managed to make Charles realize what he had been
doing.
"It's okay..." Will said,looking at Charles' reddened eyes. "I forgive
you."
"I never deserved you,Will." Charles said,putting his head on Will's
shoulder. "I'm worthless,I don't deserve your trust our our friendship.
I don't even deserve to be beaten up by you."
Will caressed Charles' hair softly and said nothing. He was still angry.
He agreed with what Charles had said. But he knew he still liked Charles.
He knew that a friendship as theirs wouldn't just vanish this easily.
Will slowly released Charles,who was now sniffing,one of his hands tangled
with Will's. With his other hand,Will unloaded the gun and Charles did
nothing to prevent it. Instead,he just helpell dll do it and gave the
bullets to him.
Will released Charles' hand and stood up. Charles did the same. They held
one another tightly again and left the cabin.
They didn't realize a pair of eyes watching them.
----
Charles took Will to his cell. Jack,Anna and Tracy were still asleep.
Charles said lowly:
"Good night Will."
"Good night." Will smiled at him and Charles smiled back. Just when Charles
was going to climb the stairs,Will said quietly: "Thank you."
Chs jus just nodded,his eyes shining happily. He could not have Will,but
his conscience was clear now. He had found peace again.
When he reached the deck and was going to the crew's quarters,he was
grabbed by his collar:
"So you did rape him without my permission,didn't you?" Barbossa's angry
voice echoed.
Charles closed his eyes. /Now/ he was really fucked up.
----
Will was going to sleep. He was feeling happy with himself,with Charles,
with everything. He was grinning like an idiot when Jack awoke:
"Hi." Jack said,smiling at him.
"Hi,my love." he said happily.
"Why are ye this happy?" Jack smiled,glad to see Will was feeling good.
He remembered Will had only felt good when they had made love the night
before.
"You won't believe it..." Will was going to say but a shout and a sound
of door opening made him stop:
"Yer going to learn to know what respect is!" Barbossa shouted angrily,
unlocking Jack and Will's cell and throwing Chs ins inside. He left
angrily right after that. 'And to think I was starting to trust the lad.'
he thought with hatred. 'You can't trust anyone these days,dammit.'
"YOU?" Jack said angrily and was going to spank Charles when Will took
him from behind:
"No Jack."
"Why not?" Jack asked astonished.
Charles was curled against himself,not looking at any of them both.
"Do you know why he's here?" Will said,understanding everything. "He
took me outside to be raped and Barbossa must have seen him."
Jack was listening to Will carefully. Charles said nothing.
"But he didn't,Jack. He didn't rape me. We forgave one another." he helped
Charles to sit down and so Charles did just that.
"Well, /I/ didn't forgive him."
With that Jack started to spank Charles just like he had done to him.
Will begged him to stop,but Jack wouldn't listen to him. Charles cried
in pain but Jack didn't feel any pity.
If Will had forgiven Charles,that was okay with him. But it didn't mean
he would do that as well. But fortunately,Will didn't let him do it for
longer. So,Charles was injured,but not that much.
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The next day,Barbossa awoke and gathered his crew. He was very irritated
with Charles. The lad mad made a deal with him and couldn't follow
everything rightly. He had tried to rape Will under his very nose and so
Barbossa was going to punish him severely. Charles had told him he hadn't
raped Will,but surely Barbossa hadn't believed a word he had said.
"Men!" Barbossa shouted. "That lad betrayed us!"
"I knew it." Koehler said.
"Shut up!" Barbossa shouted. "We are going to take him and his...*love*
today." Barbossa said mockingly. "If he betrayed us,we are going to betray
him and rape this Turner boy too. Tomorrow we deal with Sparrow...and
kill him." Barbossa grinned evilly.
Happy shouts could be heard coming from the crew.
They descended the stairs quickly and shouted:
"Wup yup yer scurvy dogs!"
Will awoke with a start and took Jack's hand automatically. Jack embraced
his lover and spoke:
"What do ye want at this hour? We can't even sleep,dammit?"
"You'll be having plenty of time to sleep when yer dead." Barbossa laughed,
pointing a gun at Jack. He shivered. Will stood in front of him to protect
him,but Jack didn't let him do it for longer.
"But we'll deal with ye later,Jack." said Barbossa. "For now...take the
lads!" he commanded while pointed his gun at Jack. Other two crewmembers
pointed theirs to Will and Charles.
"Yer not taking Will away from my sight!" Jack glared at Barbossa.
"That's what we are going to see."
Twigg opened the cell door and took Will and Charles. The rest of the
crew looked at them hungrily and touched them. Will let out a whimper
of pain when someone grabbed his cock. Jack sred.red.
And he couldn't do anything. *Again*.
Will and Charles exchanged a frightened look. The pirates took them both
to the crew's quarters. And raped them all day.
But in the crew's quarters,a man on the corner lookedthe the scene,
disgusted. That was just so wrong. He couldn't forget the look on the
women's faces. Ragetti was looking at the ceiling,absent-mindedly,when
Pintel called him:
"Come on,mate! Have a go with the lads!"
Will was crying loudly at that time,being forcefully taken without any
preparation for the sixth time that day. Charles was whimpering quietly
before he closed his mouth around yet another pirate's hard cock.
"No!" Ragetti said. "I'm not raping them."
"Yer a fsh bsh bastard!" Pintel left. "I should tell the Captain."
"Fuck you."
Ragetti was certain he would free the prisioners. Fuck what Barbossa did.
He knew Barbossa was going to stop at a port that night. He could ask
him to be guarding the ship while the crew drank and took whores and so
he could free the prisioners. It wouldn't be difficult to leave the port
after that. They could commandeer a ship there easily and leave before
Barbossa and his crew even thought about coming back to sleep. Ragetti
knew they spent all night drinking and fucking whores whenever they were
on land.
----
Later that night,Barbossa and his crew threw Will and Charles back to
their cell. They were weak,bloodied and whimpering in pain. Will couldn't
even lay down on his back and he couldn't sit down. Charles had been
taken lesser times than Will - the pirates thought Will was more pretty.
Anyway,Charles was a beautiful lad as well. His hair was long and brown
and his green eyes made him have a mysterious look. Charles was just
skinny and he thanked God for that because the pirates didn't find him
so beautiful because of that.
As soon as the pirates left again,Jack knelt beside Will and took one
of his hands on his:
"Oh Will...what have they done to ye?" he choked with his tears.
"Jack...can you kill me now?"
"No!" Jack shouted desperately. "Stop that. Yer going to be okay..."
"I won't. Theyt met me badly."
Jack supressed a cry of anger.was was trembling with hatred. He lay down
beside Will and held him tightly,eyeing Charles from time to time. It was
clear that he didn't trust the lad yet and expected anything from him.
Charles was the one to blame. He had told Barbossa where they all were.
Jack sighed,angered at Charles,and looked at his lover again.
"You'll be okay." Jack said to Will,while holding him. "Just give it some
time."
"Oh God..." Will cried loudly. "Don't let them take me again,Jack..."
"No...I won't..." Jack cried too and felt really useless. /How/ could he
help Will if the pirates wanted him again? He couldn't do anything.
Will said:
"Go see if Charles is okay. He was hurt badly too."
Jack did as told,even though he hated Charles still. But he would do
anything for Will at that moment.
He knelt beside Charles,frowning. Charles didn't do anything,he just
stared at Jack's eyes and prayed silently that he helped him in any way.
But he couldn't even think about a way to be helped. They had to get out
of this place,or...
Jack checked for injuries on Charles,but he was feeling better than Will -
or better,less worse. Jack asked:
"Do ye need something?"
"N-no...it's okay...I dunno...sleep..." Charles babbled. "Don't spank me
again...please...no..."
Jack pitied him. Of course he wouldn't spank the lad now.
"Alright." Jack left his side and came back to Will,laying down beside
him again.
"We're going to get out of here,love." he said lovingly,trying to calm
Will. "I'm going to take ye with me...we're going to sail...I'm going
to show ye different lands..." Jack was babbling,trying to make Will
forget about the rape for some time. Anna and Tracy looked at them with
pity. They knew what it felt like,to be raped.
And Jack wondered what the pirates were planning to do to /him./
It couldn't be anything good. Oh,it definitely couldn't.
Will slept soon,for Jack's relieve. He kissed his lover tenderly and
tried to sleep too,but it would be difficult that night.
----
Will awoke later that night,crying loudly. Jack held him tighter and
asked:
"It's okay,love. I'm here."
"Jack..." Will whimd pad painfully. "Oh God...I cannot make this pain go
away...it comes back all the time...their faces...I can't sleep for
longer..."
Jack nodded,with tears in his eyes,which he avoided for Will's sake. He
was already suffering much,and Jack didn't want Will to worry about
his own sufferings too. He couldn't stand to see Will suffer this much.
"Oh Will..." he made the boy sit down,but he whimpered in pain again.
So Will lay back on his former position,on his stomach,and Jack caressed
his hair and kissed him all the time.
On the deck,Ragetti talked to the captain:
"Well,sir,are ye going to stop at the port tonight?"
"Aye. Need more whores..." Barbossa laughed evilly.
"So...um...can I guard the ship? I'm not really into whoring tonight."
"Are ye becoming an eunuch,lad?" Barbossa laughed again. "Or have ye
always been one?"
Ragetti swallowed his fury but said:
"...j...just tired,sir."
"Okay,lad,ye can stay guarding the ship."
tti tti nodded his thanks and breathed relieved. Freeing the prisioners
wouldn't be only for their sakes,but for his as well. He couldn't stand
Barbossa,Pintel or any of the others anymore. They were too cruel. He
remembered Jack Sparrow. He hadn't been a cruel Captain. Hly kly kd
pd
people if he needed to,for his or his crewmembers' lives. But Barbossa
killed innocents,for God's sake! He raped women and boys mercilessly
all the time.
Ragetti wanted him to burn in Hell. Anyway,he was really thankful that
Barbossa trusted him enough to let him guard the ship.
It was about three in the morning when Barbossa reached the port he was
willing to stop to have rum and whores. He shouted to the men they were
free for the night,and approached Ragetti:
"Are ye going to stay,then?"
"Aye sir."
Barbossa nodded:
"Make sure those rats downstairs don't try anything...ye can have their
heads if they do. Only let Sparrow to me. I'm the one to kill him,
understood?"
"Understood,sir. Leave it to me."
Barbossa turned and left the ship with his crew.
Ragetti was alone on the deck now. He watched the crew slowly approach
the shore in their rowboats and waited.
Shortly after that,Ragetti saw Barbossa and the crew going to the taverns.
'Soon those stupid rats are going to be drowned in rum.' he thought
happily. When he realized no one could see him doing anything inside
the Pearl,Ragetti went to the Captain's cabin. As he thought,he found
easily the key to the brigs.
He descended the stairs silently.
Jack grumbled when he saw Ragetti in front of the cell.
"What do ye want now?"
Will shivered in his arms. He was afraid he had come to take him to be
raped again. But suddenly he remembered: Ragettidn'tdn't* raped him.
Charles was still whimpering in pain,curled against himself. Tracy
seemed to have forgotten everything Charles had done - the lad was so
down that her heart ached from time to time.
Ragetti opened the cell door and Will cried:
"No...please...leave me alone...please..." he said desperately,holding
onto Jack fearfully.
Ragetti said:
"Calm down,lad. I'm here to rescue you."
"What?!" Jack couldn't believe.
"I can't d thd these bastards anymore. They must be drunk at a tavern
right now. Come on!"
Jack stood up quickly,barely believing Ragetti's words. Will and Charles
seemed to regain their strength and stood up as well - Will cursed when
he sat down but Jack helped him stand. Then,Ragetti opened the door
to the women's cell.
"Hurry. We can commandeer a boat."
"Wait." Jack asked. "Why are ye doing this?"
"For God's sake,Jack,I want to get out of here!" Will whimpered.
"Will,it can be a trap." he replied to his lover.
"They have no need for traps." Anna said. "We're already useless here."
Tracy nodded and Charles just stayed there,silent as the grave.
"What do ye want in exchange?" Jack asked.
"We'll talk later about this." Ragetti said. "I don't care. I want to
leave,just like you want."
Jack nodded. For once,he would believe the guy,thinking about how helples
Will was.
They went up the stairs silently,took their effects and were going to
leave the ship when they heard a shot.
Ragetti fell in front of them.
Jack looked in horror as Barbossa's gun pointed at him now. The older
pirate pulled the trigger...and a shot was heard again.
Barbossa fell dead on the other side of the ship.
'Who?' Jack thought,while held Will tightly,breathing relieved.
Charles' gun was still pointed to where Barbossa had been standing.

End of Chapter 11

TBC


A/N: Well,as you have already noticed,I changed me mind. I was going to
make Charles rape Will and be killed by Barbossa,but none of those
happened. Charles could think about what he was doing and be forgiven
by Will. I like it more this way. :)
A/N 2: I want your help! I'm *really* tempted to have a love triangle
here. What do ye think? Of course,Jack & Will will be together in the
end,so don't worry,it's just to change things a bcauscause I think the
fic is becoming boring in a way. So,a Jack/Will/Charles love triangle
would be an idea. In case you are wondering (probably not LOL),I got this
idea after reading the WONDERFUL series by Alex Fandra,called Pirate
Dreams. It's simply the best fic I've ever read. If you have already
read it you'll know what I'm talking about. Well,she wrote a love triangle
and I liked it so much that I thought about doing it on my fic too. Of
course,ye cannot expect me to write like Alex 'cause it's impossible.
Maybe if it were on my mother tongue I could try at least,but in English...
oh God,never. :P Well,it's all Alex's fault that I took some time *again*
to write a chapter of TMYD because all I could think this week was about
Will suffering because Jack loved Nate Flynn in the past and the bastard
came back from nowhere to haunt Jack & Will's love. :P
Well,anyway,enough babbling for today. Thanks! Let me know what you think
about a love triangle here. I'm not sure of it yet.
A/N 3: In case you were wondering,I chose Ragetti to free them because
he was the only pirate in Barbossa's crew who seemed to be more like a
fool than a real bad pirate. So,he's good on this fic.