Tell me your dreams

Title: Tell me your dreams (12/15?)
Author: Mahie/EvenStar
Reply to: persefone_rj@hotmail.com
Pairing: Jack/Will
Rating: NC-17
See Part 0 for other info.
No infringement is intended.
'thoughts'
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Hi!! Gods,I'm so sorry for the delay! I'll try and get next chapter sooner.
Well,the fic will have fifteen chapters now,not sixteen,so I hope to
write faster. :P
Well,as I'm not an English native speaker,you who are please tell me:
a love triangle is the same as a threesome? Well,I thought not,so that
was why I talked about a love triangle between Will,Jack and Charles.
But definitely NOT a threesome! Hey,I know Jack would never have Charles,
and Charles would never have Jack! LOL What I meant was that Will could
pity Charles and maybe kiss him once or twice willingly,but because he
pitied him. Nothing more than that! And he's staying with Jack in the end.
Well,in this chapter they're going to stay even closer. Hope ye enjoy!
Thanks for the reviews,as always,please review this one!!!
Thanks to
*Lydia - thanks so much,as always!
*Rose Petal2001 - Well,let's see if Ragetti dies or not. ;) Hope you enjoy this chapter!
*Carmela - I've already sent you an e-mail! Oh,by the way,attirb also
asked me for the Pirate Dreams fic. It's at:
http://www.drizzle.com/~fanalex/fanfic.html
*Grey-Elven Eyes - LOL Your little stories are always funny! Well,as I've
just mentioned,NO NO I'd never make a threesome. LOL Well,but I don't
think Charles will get another partner. Well,he loves Will,and after all
he's done,he does deserve to stay alone at least,doesn't he? ;)
Dear God,I laughed so hard when your Will said I could write Legolas to stay with
Charles because it was another 'him'. LOL Yep,Will's insane. :P If only
he wasn't so cute... :P
*attirb: thanks for the review,I appreciate constructive criticism,but
well,it was mentioned on part 0 that it was a darkfic and there would
have rape. Besides,when the pirates raped Anna,Tracy,Will and Charles
they had already been released from the curse. The breaking of the curse is on chapter 9. All of them are raped after this part.

Okay,now on with the chapter!
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Jack looked unbelievingly at Barbossa's dead body on the deck. He looked
at Charles quietly,as he watched the lat hit his gun down again. Charles
looked at Jack silently. Jack said:
"Thank you,lad."
Charles only nodded. Jack said,looking at Anna:
"Gods,how the heck this bastard came back so quickly?"
"He must have been suspicious of me." came a faint voice from the floor.
Ragetti was alive,but bleeding much.
"Come on." Jack released Will and took Ragetti. "Will,help me here."
Will did as told and they were going to take Ragetti to the crew's quarters
and leave on the Pearl herself. But they couldn't.
Barbossa's crew was coming back. They were already climbing onto the Pearl.
They couldn't do anything different than leave.
Will and Jack dived into the water with Ragetti. Soon after that,Anna,
Tracy and Charles followed them. They had jumped to the opposite side
from where the pirates were coming. They swam hard and reached shore
quickly. Jack cursed when he saw the crew leaving with the ship,after
hearing shouts that Barbossa was dead. Apparently,the crew had become
desperate with the murder and prefered to leave instead of looking for
the prisioners. The obsession in killing Jack Sparrow was Barbossa's
after all.
Jack looked at the Pearl,that was leaving the port. He thought sadly:
'I've just lost her. Again.'
But he knew he couldn't have done anything. Not with only five more people,
one of them badly wounded and other two severely depressed because of a
rape.
They had to run,not fight.
Will looked at Jack,as if sensing what he had been thinking. He hugged
his lover and said nothing. Jack kissed Will and his lover caressed him,
trying to give Jack some comfort.
"Let's hide for a while." Will asked. "We have to tend to his wound
first." Will pointed Ragetti. Jack said:
"He's bleeding much,Will. I think it'll be better if we commandeer a
ship right now. Then we put him on a cabin and treat his wound."
Will nodded,understanding. Ragetti was whimpering in pain. As soon as
Annamaria,Tracy and Charles joined them,Jack said:
"We have to leave now,or he won't last long." Anna nodded and helped
Will and Jack. "Can you walk?" she asked Ragetti.
"I think so,if I can hold onto someone."
Anna let him hold onto her and Tracy helped them. Jack and Will left
hurriedly to try to find a ship. Charles followed the women and Ragetti,
being blatantly ignored by them. Charles hadn't had the interest in
raping the women,as he only wanted Will,but they couldn't forget the way
Charles had betrayed them all. Only Will seemed to have forgiven him.
Jack found a ship and climbed onto it with Will,after looking back and
informing Anna that was the ship they would commandeer. Anna saw
them and went into the water again. The others followed,and soon Jack
was throwing a rope for them to climb. Seeing Anna and Tracy were helping
Ragetti,Charles climbed the ship and sat on the deck,not speaking a word.
As the women arrived with the wounded man,Jack said to Will:
"I'm going to steer the ship. We have to leave before this ship's owner
sees us." Jack was going to helm,but then stopped and looked directly
into Will's eyes.
"Will?"
"Yes,Jack?"
"How are ye feeling,luv?" his voice was softer now,full of care. Jack
caressed Will's face with the back of his hand.
"I'm going to get better." Will assured Jack,but wasn't so sure himself.
Jack kissed him softly and said:
"Keep an eye on him." Jack glanced at Charles. "I don't want any surprises
again. What do you think? We could take his gun."
"Jack,he saved your life...please luv...trust me...he won't try anything.
"Of course I trust you. But I can't trust him."
"I know." Will kissed his lover again. "Would you feel better if I took
his gun?"
"I would."
"So I will take it." Will kissed him softly. "I don't want you to be
worried. And I'm sure he won't make any objection."
"Thanks,Will." Jack hugged him tightly. Will said:
"Come on,get the helm. Let's get out of here. I want to go home."
"Of course,luv. Call me if you need."
"'Kay." with that Will went to check if Charles needed something. He eyed
his friend. Charles was still seated on the deck,his eyes blank and watery.
Will pitied him and said:
"Come on,Charles. Let's get you a cabin."
Charles accepted Will's help and stood up. Jack eyed them,but then relaxed.
And tried not to think Charles could still surprise them.
Will took Charles by the arm and made him lay down on a bed in a cabin.
Anna,Tracy and Ragetti were in another one next to Charles'. Charles lay
down on the bed and Will asked:
"Would you mind if I took your gun,Charles?"
Charles eyed him curiously,and Will spoke again:
"Jack asked me to. You know,he can't trust you yet. But he will,I'm sure
of that."
Charles nodded,resignedly:
"He's right. I don't deserve any trust."
"Not if you conquer it again." Will took the gun. "Can I take it?"
Charles shrugged.
Will thanked his friend,left the cabin and Charles fell into an uneasy
sleep.
Will went to have a look at the ship and found the Captain's cabin. He
put his effects there,sorted things out for he and Jack to sleep. Then
he went to his lover,who was at the helm:
"Jack?"
"Hi,love."
"I found the Captain's cabin. It's downstairs. When you can,come join
me there."
"I will."
"I took Charles' gun,okay?"
"Thanks." Jack kissed Will softly.
They embraced one another and stayed like this for a while. Will needed
this comfort like he hadn't needed anything before it. They stayed there,
looking at the sky,and then Will kissed Jack goodnight and went to sleep.
As soon as Annamaria went to the deck,Jack asked her to steer the ship
until she managed and went to sleep with Will.
Jack entered the cabin and took off his boats and shirt. He lay down on
the bed by Will's side and snuggled closer to him. Will awoke with a
start,tried to get away from the bed,and Jack said:
"It's just me,love."
"Oh,Jack,I'm sorry. I'm still...terrified." Will's voice faltered and
Jack embraced him.
"It's okay." he kissed Will's forehead lovingly. He let his lover sleep
with his head on his chest and tried to sleep,at least a little bit.
----
The sunrise didn't take much longer to appear at the sky. Anna felt tired
soon and changed places with Tracy in steering the ship. In the morning,
Jack stepped on the deck and told Tracy to get some sleep while he was
at the helm.
Will and Charles didn't wake once during the morning. Both were terribly
depressed. Will awoke around noon. Jack was still at the helm and Tracy
was cooking in the kitchen. Will approached Jack,gave him a quick kiss
and asked:
"How long do you think this trip is going to take,Jack?"
"I'm afraid it's going to take a month,just like the trip to the Isla de Muerta.
But this ship is faster than that ship of ours. Let's see." he embraced
Will. "Are ye okay?"
"Not really." Will said sadly. "I can't stop thinking about..."
"Shhh..." Jack silenced him with a kiss. "Don't think about it again,
Will. It won't do you any good."
"I can't help it."
"I know..." Jack kissed his lover's forehead.
They looked at Anna,who was sighing deeply. She looked at the waters
with a sad expression.
"We couldn't even bury him." she spoke and Jack knew she was talking
about Gibbs. "He deserved a burial in the sea."
Jack nodded and Anna looked at him sadly.
"Why is everything so hard?"
"Because that's the way it is." Tracy approached them. "Come on,let's
eat."
"You go,I'll eat later." Jack said. "Someone has to steer the ship."
Will decided to stay with Jack and have lunch with him later. He didn't
want to leave Jack's side not even once.
Tracy and Anna were going to have lunch,but Jack asked:
"How is Ragetti?"
"He'll make it." Tracy said. "Had a good night. He has a fever,but it's
not so high. He'll be okay." with that she left and Anna left with her.
"Where's Charles?" Jack asked Will.
"I took him to a cabin last night. He must be sleeping by now. I think
I'm going to see if he needs something."
Jack nodded and Will left.
He went to the cabin where he had left Charles. Opened the door carefully.
The lad snored soundly,but awoke with a start when Will entered.
"Hi Charles."
"Oh,hi Will." he sat on the bed.
"How are you feeling?"
"Ah...terrible,you know."
"I know." Will sat on the bed. Charles sighed. He said:
"Did you really forgive me?"
"Yes." Will said simply. "You were my friend. And you saved Jack's life."
"I did it for you." Charles spoke. "I knew you would be desperate if
Barbossa killed him."
"I really would."
"Do you love him?"
"I think so. It's so soon...but we're well. We're in love."
Charles nodded,but looked away. Will said:
"I'm sorry. I don't mean to upset you by saying this."
"It's okay." Charles sighed. "Well,who am I trying to convince? I'm not
happy for it,but I do want you to be happy,Will. I really do."
"I know...don't worry,Charles. I can understand you." Will stood up. "Come,
go have lunch. Tracy's just cooked it."
Charles stood up as well,and went to the kitchen,while Will went to stay
with Jack again.
Charles sat with the women but they didn't speak a word at him. They
acted as if he wasn't there. And Charles didn't speak a word as well. He
knew he deserved this,to be ignored. It was even worse than be hated,
but he knew that was exactly what he deserved. It had been a wonder that
Will had forgiven him.
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As the days passed,Charles started to feel more and more miserable. It
seemed he had gone to the complete opposite of what he had been. When
he was burning with hatred,he was excited and full of energy; now he was
just apathic. He sat on the deck for hours,listening to the sounds of
the sea. They always calmed him,though Charles was never really rested.
He looked at the horizon as if there was something over there that he
could never find again; it was like if something had died inside of him.
He was completely harmless now,and Will knew that. Anyway,Jack was
becoming really annoyed by Charles' behavior. Once,he talked to Will,as
they were on the deck:
"This lad...he's getting on my nerves...what if he's up to something?"
"Jack..." Will said patiently. "Look at him. He's suffering. It's just
that. He let me take his gun...he barely talks,Jack. I think he just wants
to stay on his own and doesn't want to talk."
"He might be silent because he's planning something against us again."
"No,Jack. He's different from what he was last time. He was always
grumbling and looking at me with anger in his eyes. Now he isn't. He
looks at me with such apathy that I'm feeling really bad for him."
"Will..." Jack spoke seriously.
"What?"
"You're sounding like you love him."
"I do." Will said calmly. "As a friend. You know that. There's no need
to be jealous,Jack."
"I'm not." he pouted,and Will smiled.
"I love *you*,you fool." he wrapped his arms around Jack's neck.
"Promise?"
"Of course I do." Will smiled and kissed Jack's lips. Jack kissed Will
back,caringly,and circled Will's waist with his arms. They knew each
other for so little...but Jack already felt himself attached to Will
like he hadn't felt it for anyone before him. Jack had had his lovers,
and had loved them dearly. He didn't know why Will was different,but he
was. Jack felt something really strong for him. He didn't want to lose him.
They kissed for a while. Jack said:
"There's something I want to talk about."
"What?" Will put his head on Jack's shoulder.
"Not here." Jack spotted Tracy and called her: "Tracy? Can you steer the
ship for a while?"
"Surely,Jack." the pirate woman went to the helm,while Jack and Will
went downstairs to their cabin.
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Ragetti was feeling better. As the days passed,he felt like he could
stand up. Anna and Tracy always helped him stand and walk,but Anna spent
more time with him than Tracy,who always cooked and steered the ship
more times than Anna did. Actually,Anna didn't feel so strong. She was
brave,but she was also very sensitive,so she had suffered much because
of the rapes and because of Gibbs' loss. Tracy was stronger than her,
and seeing as his friend was suffering,Jack let Anna take care of Ragetti
most of the time while he,Will and Tracy did almost all the things on
the ship. Charles was also depressed,and Jack didn't trust him one bit,
so he decided not to let him have any work to do as well. Hell,he was
on this ship just because Will had forgiven him,and Jack trusted Will,
though he didn't trust Charles. Had he been alone with Charles,he would
have thrown the lad overboard. It didn't matter to Jack that he regretted
his previous behavior; he had made all of them suffer much. Jack knew
he himself had been the less harmed,but his lover had been hurt,one of his best
friends killed and the other good friend raped and harmed. Not to mention
Phil's murder and Tracy being raped.
'No,' Jack thought 'I'm never forgiving this brat. Not even if Will begs
me too.'
While Will and Jack were at the cabin,Anna entered Ragetti's cabin with
a trail of food. She had been upset earlier and hadn't taken care of
the pirate that day. She said:
"Sorry I didn't come sooner. Here,eat something."
Ragetti nodded and said:
"Thanks,miss. Are ye...depressed?"
Anna felt startled by the question,as she wasn't Ragetti's friend. But
he really seemed concerned.
"Well,aye,that's what I think."
"Talk to me if you like..." the pirate asked.
"Ye know,being raped and all...and I lost a friend."
"Mr. Gibbs?"
"Did ye know him?" she eyed Ragetti curiously.
"Aye. When Jack was the captain of the Pearl,we sometimes met this fellow.
But he wouldn't join us at the Pearl at the time. He was working for
a Royal Navy. In a city next to Tortuga,called Port Royal."
Anna seemed interested by the talk.
"He failed to mention that." Anna laughed. "Gods,I'd never imagined
Gibbs working for some sailors. He was a true pirate to my eyes."
"Well,he couldn't stay longer in Port Royal,or that was what Jack told
us."
"How is this city like? Port Royal,I mean. I've never been there."
"No? Well,miss..." he would start to tell her,but Anna cut him:
"Don't call me miss,I don't like it." she laughed. "I'm not a miss,ye
know."
"And you're what,a mister? Of course you are a miss. Let me tell you..."
Anna glared at Ragetti,but let him continue with the story:
"It is nothing different from other cities in the Caribbean. Well,
it's just the city where the Governor of most of the cities near there
lives."
"Governor Swann,I recall."
"Aye. He has a beautiful daughter,Elizabeth Swann."
Anna looked at him unbelievingly:
"How the heck do ye know a governor and his daughter? Yer a bloody pirate,
just like me!"
"I lived in Port Royal for a while."
"Did you now?"
"Aye. And I wasn't always a pirate. I worked to a Mr. Brown,as a blacksmith."
"Jesus!" Anna said dumbly. "So ye know Will's father! He was raised by
a Mr. Brown,blacksmith. There couldn't be two Mr Browns who were blacksmiths.
Hell,Will talks about his father all the time!"
"Really?" Ragetti said. "It's a small world,isn't it?"
"Very small." Anna said. "I didn't know Will's father had lived in another
place. Will failed to mantion that."
"Well,it was a long time ago. I'm sure Will wasn't even born. I was nothing
but a young lad then." Ragetti sighed. "I went back there after I left.
For some time. For a Royal city,it has a lot of bars and whores."
Anna nodded: "You,Jack...why do ye pirates like whores so much?"
"I prefered to have a wife,but I never found one." he said it meaningfully,
looking directly into Anna's eyes. The woman felt uncomfortable,and
said:
"Better eat or the food will go cold."
"Aye."
"Call me if ye need." she was intending to leave,but Ragetti asked her:
"Keep me company for a while. I promise I'll let you go later." he smirked.
Anna gave him a small smile and stayed.
----
Jack and Will went to their cabin. Jack locked the door,and sat on the
bed. Will was still standing and said:
"So...what do you want to talk,luv?"
Jack patted his lap and Will sat there,grinning. Jack kissed him again.
Will loved the way Jack kissed him. He was always so passionate,and made it
clear that he loved Will more than anything in the world. He said it
with his kisses. The way his tongue massaged Will's,the way he caressed
Will's curls,his back and his neck. It was always there. Jack always
showed his love with his caresses.
"I'm madly in love with you." Jack said warmly,when they broke the kiss.
Will felt his heart beating faster and faster. His lips curved into a
grin and he hugged Jack tightly,never wanting to let him go. "Me too."
Will said. "I love you."
Jack kissed his young lover tenderly,but also passionately. After some
time,Will broke the kiss by moving his lips to Jack's earlobe. Jack
moaned and kissed Will's neck,licking all the way down to Will's shoulder.
The boy took off his shirt and sighed,putting his head on Jack's chest.
"If only I wasn't so afraid now..."
Jack understood. He and Will had already talked about that. Jack knew
Will wasn't ready to make love again. He still flinched when Jack moved
closer to him during the night,but as the days passed,it didn't happen
so often. Anyway,Will was afraid of being hurt while making love and
Jack was afraid of hurting his lover as well. They had decided to wait for
a while.
Jack said:
"Do ye want me to do something for ye...something that wouldn't hurt ye?"
Will smiled. He had let Jack suck him at times he wasn't so afraid. Though
Will didn't do the same for him,Jack just wanted to make his lover feel
better. If Will didn't want to go any further right now,he would wait him.
He could wait him forever...
Jack held his lover tighter,waiting for a reply. There were so many things
he wanted to say and do. Maybe this wasn't the best time to make love.
Will said:
"Can we do this later,Jack? I just want to be like this...holding you..."
"We can do it whenever ye want it." he kissed Will's lips softly. "Actually,
I wanted to talk now."
Will smiled at him: "So,what do you want to talk about?"
"About us."
"What about us?"
"I want commitment." Jack said simply.
"We are commited." Will smiled. "That's how I see us,anyway."
"But what about later?"
"What do you mean?" Will said,a little afraid. He wasn't sure if he had
understood right...
"After we get to Tortuga. You are no pirate,Will,though your real father
was one. You have your foster father and the smithy that belong to you
both. I'm a pirate and I need the sea." Jack spoke fastly,not wanting
to show his fears. "So...what can we do?"
Will sighed. He knew that. He knew that they would have to deal with that
someday. But the more he could postpone it,the better. He didn't want
to think about it. He loved Jack,he was sure of that. But he couldn't
just leave his father and his smithy. It was everything he knew. Not to
mention his father would miss him terribly and become really worried,as
he feared Will wanted to become a pirate. And though Will really *wanted*
to,he was also afraid of this kind of life. He and Charles had agreed
to follow Jack and his crew,but it was just an adventure and then he
would be back home. It was completely different from truly becoming a pirate.
"I don't want to leave you." Will said.
"Me neither."
"When you travel..." Will said. "Does it always take too long to be back?"
"Sometimes...sometimes not...let's say you stayed at Tortuga and I left.
I wouldn't be sure if I could be back in months...or years...I was away
from Tortuga for six years before I went back there almost two months
ago,when we met."
"But..." Will's voice faltered. "If you knew I was there...waiting for
you...wouldn't you want to come back sooner?"
"Of course I would." Jack assured Will and kissed him softly. "But I just
lost me Pearl again. If I come back to the sea,it won't be in a ship of
my own. So I won't be able to come back whenever I want it. I'll be under
the orders of another captain."
Will nodded,understandingly.
"Do you have any ideas of whom to sail with?"
"I sailed under Captain Dave's command. But I don't know if I'll be able
to find him. I don't even know where he is. I'd like to be aboard his ship,
because he's a man I can trust."
"Have you ever thought about staying there in Tortuga...at least for a
while?"
"Of course I did. I think about it all the time since we stayed together."
Will smiled and held Jack tightly.
"Actually I don't think I *can* sail in a ship I don't know or don't
trust. I could just...wait for Dave to come back...and then we decide
what to do." Jack spoke. "I can stay for a while. Maybe even years. I'm
sure it would be easier for me to stay than for you to leave. You're
young,Will."
"I am." Will nodded. "But it doesn't mean I'm naive or insecure."
"You are naive." Jack said caringly. "And that's what I love most
about you."
"Would you do this for me?" Will smiled warmly. "Would you stay?"
"I would do much more for you,because I know you're the one I love and
I don't want to lose you."
Will felt his eyes watering. And then he started to realize he had to
make some concessions if he wanted to stay with Jack. Jack was doing a
great concession,and Will knew that. He was sure it was just an excuse,
waiting for Captain Dave to come back. Jack was famous and knew almost
all the pirate captains in the Caribbean and in all the world. How did
he just trust one man? It wasn't possible. So Will realized that Jack
would stay not because he wanted to wait. He would stay because of him.
And it made Will want to do everything for Jack.
They stayed there,holding one another,kissing,caressing. Will just wanted that
the happiness he felt at that moment never came to an end.

End of Chapter 12

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