Battling Destiny

This chapter is rated M for sexual situations. If you are even the least bit offended by that then I’d skip this chapter and wait for my next update. Seriously. Ye be warned!
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Chapter 13

“I can’t kiss you Destiny.” James said with a pained expression before turning away from her.

“Why not?” She asked, so close he could feel her breath on the back of his neck.

“Because I won’t be able to stop at a kiss. If I touch you it won’t be enough and I’ll want more.” James replied through clenched teeth.

Destiny put her hand on his arm and whispered “I want to give you whatever you want.”

“I can’t ask that of you. I refuse to be that selfish. You deserve a proper courting, the beautiful wedding and to give yourself to your husband. I have to be completely honest and tell you I’m not ready for that…level yet. I care for you like no other but I’m not ready to take a step like that.” James said as he stepped away from her.

“I appreciate your honesty and I’m going to have to be just as honest with you; I’m very much in love with you James. But I’m not asking for marriage or even a declaration from you. I’m asking for you to love me and I’m telling you that I’m giving myself to you.” Destiny answered, laying it all on the line and feeling extremely vulnerable.

James looked as if he were waging an internal battle of the greatest magnitude, fighting his desires versus his sense of propriety. When his eyes clouded over in undisguised longing she knew which side had won.

“Are you sure Destiny? We can’t go back to the way it was before.” He said, offering her one last chance to change her mind.

“Absolutely positive.” She assured him.

James gazed into her open, inviting gaze and couldn’t remember what he was protesting. He tugged her into his arms and brought his lips to hers for a possessive kiss. If she was going to share herself with him he was damn well going to make the most of it and give as much of himself as he could.

He wrapped his arms securely around her and angled his head to get better access to the honeyed recesses of her mouth. Her hands rested on his shoulders unsurely before she began sifting her fingers through his hair.

James found her uncertain actions endearing and tried to put everything he couldn’t say into their kiss. He kissed her thoroughly and deeply until she began making mewing noises low in her throat.
He trailed his lips to the hollow of her throat then to her neck while she sighed his name. He broke the contact to shuck his coat and tug her night dress over her head.

James took in her beauty as she stood naked and exposed in front of him. From her full high breasts, to her flat stomach and nipped in waist, to her curved bottom and deceptively long legs; she was the most beautiful thing he’d ever laid eyes on and didn’t hesitate to tell her so.

She smiled her thanks with a blush before shyly saying “What about you? I want to see you.”

Destiny reached out to work the buttons on his shirt but her hands were shaking too badly to get them to release. James chuckled and brushed a kiss across her knuckles before brushing her hands away to work them himself.

When he was as naked as she was it was her turn to stare and appreciate. The expanse of his well muscled chest and arms was deeply tanned and a direct contrast to her own porcelain skin. But it was another part of his anatomy entirely that had captivated her attention.

“Oh my, I had no idea…” She trailed off as she gazed at him.

James had no problem with her curious study but at the moment if she kept it up it would be over before it started, he was way past the ‘oh my’ stage. He pulled her to him and crushed her lips a demanding kiss, her nipples peaking as they rubbed against his springy chest hair.

He slid a hand up her rib cage and tested the weight of one of her breasts before tracing his tongue down her neck to the hollow of her throat to the valley between her breasts before capturing a pink crested peak in his warm mouth.

Destiny cried out in pleasure and felt her knees finally buckle, no longer able to hold herself upright. James scooped her up easily and placed her on the edge of the bed, never breaking his ministrations. She arched into him, clutching his head and pulling him closer, silently begging for more. He shifted his attentions to her other breast when she began squirming.

Desire spiraled low and deep in her belly as the most pleasurable sensations washed over her. He broke away to draw in a ragged breath and she groaned in protest at the loss of his warm.

“Please don’t be afraid to touch me Destiny. Explore. I’ve dreamed about your hands on me.” James coaxed.

She reached out timidly but feigned boldness as her hands roamed over his chest and biceps, he sucked in a breath when her nails brushed against his nipples in a similar treatment that he’d given hers.

Destiny shamelessly delved lower and with a flat palm ran her hand down his core to his pelvic bone until she could wrap her fingers around his iron velvet heat. She stroked him with her hand, appreciating the sheer size of his desire, and felt him swell even more, larger, harder. Feminine power filled her to the brim and gave her a confidence and brazenness to her touch.

When James could take no more of her sweet torture he pushed her back so that she was lying on the bed. He kissed his way down her stomach and thighs until he was at the center of her pleasure. He met her violet blue eyes with his emerald green gaze and found her watching him with terrified excitement as he draped her legs over his shoulders.

He kissed his way through her intimate folds until he found her nub of desire and laved her with attention until she began writhing and shouting incoherently, she trembled and felt the world fall away. James laid his head on her stomach until her shallow breathing returned to normal. She didn’t know how it could get better than that.

James made his way back up to her mouth, kissing every inch of flesh he passed, until he was poised over her.

“I’m afraid this is going to hurt a bit at first. Are you ready?” He asked, giving her one last chance to change her mind. When he saw the love shining in her eyes his heart squeezed.

“I’m ready James.” Destiny answered and kissed him with all the passion tearing through her.

He entered her in one swift stroke, sheathing himself in her welcoming warmth, but he instantly stilled to give her a moment to adjust to being filled so completely. She gave a soft cry and her eyes widened.

“Doing alright, love?” James asked tenderly.

She nodded and distracted herself by pressing hot open mouthed kisses to the strong column of his neck. He began to rock his hips against her slowly and steadily until he knew when her pain turned to pleasure and Destiny began to meet him as he thrust into her slick heat.

She moaned aloud and wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him closer. Deeper. James grit his teeth against the titillating feel of her encompassing him.

“You’re so damn tight and you feel so damn good.” He managed to grunt as he continued his frenzied assault.

He kissed her again, seeking out her tongue to immediately elevate the intimacy. She broke away with a cry and looked into his eyes.

“It’s happening again James.” She said.

“Shh, love. Allow it to take over.” He answered, punctuating it with a kiss to her neck.

Euphoria washed over her as she gave a strangled scream and her body began trembling. Moments later she felt James stiffen and groan as he joined her in ecstasy before collapsing on top of her, pressing her into the mattress.

“Are you alright, love?” James asked between butterfly kisses to her closed eyelids.

“Define alright.” Destiny said with a self satisfied smile.

He chuckled and rolled off her, pulling her to lie next to him. “Are you hurt?”

“Never been better.” She replied and brushed her hair out of her face.

“That makes two of us.” He answered with a smile.

As he lay there with her wrapped up his embrace he realized that was another battle with Destiny he had lost…and didn’t really mind.


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