Someone To Love

Out of all the people, you wanted me the most.


Jesse walked into the club 'El Gato' slowly, looking around the crowded room. Leon and Vince were behind him, already picking up chicks and Dom, Letty, Mia and Brian were inside the club dancing to the up beat music.

'I don't want to be here,' Jesse thought. He wasn't sure why he had let Mia talk him into coming - that's when he saw her.

Lora was sitting at the bar, staring down into an empty shot glass. Feeling brave, he made his way towards the bar and sat down beside her.

"Hey."

Lora turned her head to the side and looked at him, her eyes glassy.

"Are you okay?" Jesse asked, concerned.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" She demanded, turning back to the bartender and ordering her fifth shot of the night.

"I really missed you this week." He said suddenly, causing her to stop in mid drink. "I know it doesn't change anything.. I just miss you.."

Lora drank down her last shot and stood up on, holding onto Jesse's arm for support.

"Let's go outside. I need air." She muttered, walking off into the crowd.

The bartended grabbed Jesse's shoulder suddenly, "Don't let her drive home man, she drank down five shots in a row."

Nodding, Jesse followed Lora outside.

~

Jesse knelt down in front of Lora who was sitting on the sidewalk, holding her head in her hands. He brushed away a few strands of her hair and sighed, moving to sit down beside her.

"You don't have to be here.. you can go party. I'm fine." She assured, turning to look at him.

Jesse smiled, "This is where I want to be."

"I didn't think you wanted to be with me..." Lora muttered quietly, returning her gaze to the sidewalk.

"Why do you say that?" He demanded, loosing his smile.

"You left that morning.. after you said all those things to me... you were gone.."

Lora shook her head, trying not to remember the night they made love.

~flash back~

"I love you.." Jesse whispered, kissing Lora softly on the lips.

"I love you too.." She whispered, returning the kiss slowly.

"You.. are.." He moved down her neck with each word, causing goose bumps to form on her skin as his breath caressed it. "..the most.. beautiful.." A sigh escaped her lips as he moved down her collar bone, "...woman.. I have ever..." Jesse stopped at the curve of her neck, running his tongue lightly over the it. "...seen.."

Lora moved her head over to catch his lips with hers again and kissed him passionately, pushing him back on the bed as she advanced on top of him.

Jesse held onto her hips as she moved over his dick and slowly slid herself down, causing a gasp to escape his lips as he watched her move, painfully slowly.

"Lora... god, you're so.. tight.." He whispered as she moved down to kiss him, moaning against his lips as he met each of her thrusts.

"Look at me.." Lora ordered, sitting up and rocking her hips back and forth at a quicker pace. Jesse opened his eyes slowly, looking up at the beautiful girl on top of him. His fingers were holding onto her waist tightly as she sped up and he felt himself loosing control.

It had never been like this before with anyone.

"Oh god.." Lora cried out as her own orgasm took over and she fell on her arms, breathing deeply.

Jesse sat up and turned her over on her back, wrapping one arm around her waist as he slammed into her - there eyes locking in a passionate stare as Lora felt another surge of pleasure fill her body.

"God, I love you Lora.. I love you so fucking much.." Jesse murmured, as the emotional sensation out weighed the physical pleasure. He leaned down at kissed her softly, feeling her tighten around his dick for the third time.

"Lora.." He moaned into her ear as she moved against him, "oh.. god.." He ran his hands through her hair, looking down at her as she locked her legs around his waist, panting, pleading with him as she fell back on the bed.

~

The sun slowly filtered through the miniblinds - causing Jesse to open his eyes. He hadn't slept all night, from watching Lora sleep to battling with the demons in his head. Sex had always been just that to him, sex. It had never meant nothing - not even the first time he had experienced it.

He had never told anyone that he loved them, especially while they were having sex but with Lora it had been different. When he was with her the feelings that he had over powered him and it scared him to death. He didn't know how to love someone and didn't know if he could be faithful to her.

Jesse turned his head to the side and looked at Lora sleeping. She looked like an angel as the morning sun beamed down on her skin, causing it to almost glow. She was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen but she didn't deserve him.

Feeling that familiar pain in his heart, he stood up trying not to wake her and grabbed some clothes - making his way out of the room silently.

~flash back end~

"I can't live without you, Lora. That night I thought that I could just walk away like I always had before and things would be alright but from the second I left that room I've been miserable. That night.. you made me feel something that no one ever has.."

Jesse looked over at Lora, who had her head leaned back against the building, hot tears fell down her cheeks unnoticed.

Slowly she turned her head to look at him, "You made me feel alive, Lor."

A sob escaped her throat as she studied him, seeing the seriousness in his eyes.

"I love you.." She assured finally, resting her head on his chest as he leaned in and wrapped his arms around h

"I love you to, baby.." He whispered in her hair as she cried.

Jesse ran his hands down her back and held her close to him, burying his face in her shoulder.
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