Always have, Always Will

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Chapter 15: Surrender

“I’m sorry.” Abby apologized when she accidentally ran into someone. She looked up to the persons face and visibly cringed when she realized it was Elizabeth.

“Oh don’t worry your fine.” Elizabeth replied and gave her a small smile. It sent a wave of guilt straight through her. How could this woman be so nice when she was so cruel to her before?

“How is your shoulder holding up?” Elizabeth asked, trying to break the silence that settled between them.

“A lot better.” Abby replied quietly. She looked back at Elizabeth’s face and couldn’t help but wonder why she had a frown there. “Something wrong?”

“No, no of course not.” She replied. Abby continued to study her face, she looked nervous, like she had just done something terrible.

“You look a little pale.” Abby stated while giving her a strange look. Elizabeth didn’t hesitate to lock eyes with her now.

She knows your secret

“Don’t worry about me, everything is fine.” She said and gave Abby what looked to be a reassuring smile.

“Well, I think I better be going.” Abby said and turned away from Elizabeth. She walked away quickly, preparing herself for the mockery she knew was coming.

Don’t pretend you don’t know why she acted that way

“I don’t know.” Abby replied quickly.

Think about it, there is only one real explanation

“Just leave me alone!” She yelled into the air. She picked up her pace and ran to the galley. The only area of the ship where she knew no one would be at that time.

She burst through the doors and let out a loud shriek when she seen Jack sitting in one of the many chairs. His feet were propped up on the table and a bottle of rum clutched in his hand and another one at his feet. He immediately took notice of her heavy breathing and flushed face, instantly thinking of the worst things that could have happened.

“Who was it?” He asked urgently. Abby put a hand to her chest and tried to catch her breath.

“What are you talking about?” She asked back when she could actually breathe again.

“Ah, never mind I guess.” He mumbled when he figured out he had assumed wrong. Abby decided to forget about it, and sat down in the chair opposite of Jack’s.

“You know what… I wouldn’t mind having one of those.” Abby said after a few moments hesitation. Jack looked over to her; his face was of pure confusion.

“One of what?” He asked. Abby nodded towards his rum and licked her lips as emphasis on the point. (confused?) Jack gave her another confused look before looking down at the bottle in his hand, his face changing instantly to hide everything he was thinking.

“Of course luv.” He said with a large smirk on his face, then grabbed the bottle at his feet and held it out to her. Abby hesitated only a little before taking the bottle. She had never had any rum before… hell she had never drank alcohol before.

She grabbed the bottle around the neck and brought it to her lips. She hesitated once again, slowly bringing the bottle closer to her lap. Then deciding to just wing it, she quickly brought it back to her lips and took a swig. The instant she felt the burning sensation in her throat she coughed and spit most of the rum back up… and right onto Jack.

“Ah, come on!” He yelled and jumped from his chair and ran away from her. “I just put these clothes on today.” Abby looked up at him, still in the middle of her coughing fit, and almost burst out laughing. But since she was already practically dying from coughing so much she managed to keep all her laughter inside. “Dammit woman, now what am I gonna wear?!”

“Bloody hell Jack, you smell all the time!” Abby shouted back at him. Jack looked up at her, his face showing that she had clearly pissed him off.

“Thanks Abby darling, really.” Jack said sarcastically.

“Seriously Jack, this stuff is disgusting.” Abby said and pushed the bottle back towards Jack. He made a ‘tsk’ sound and pushed the bottle back to her.

“You can’t expect to down the whole thing on the first swig. Specially since this is yer first time drinkin’.” Jack said as if he was scolding a three year old.

“What like its going to be any better the next time around.” Abby mumbled just loud enough for Jack to here her.

“Just try it… sept’ take it a little slower.” Jack said and waved for her to hurry up.

“I thought you said slow.” Abby said and rolled her eyes. Jack just smiled back and took a swig of his own, his eyes never leaving her. She took Jack’s advice this time and drank only a little sip. Although this time it wasn’t as bad, she could still feel it burn as it traveled down her throat. She fought the urge to spit it all back up and into Jack’s face for a second time. When she opened her eyes Jack was still watching her, except now he had quite a large smirk on his face.

“No so bad eh?” He asked. Abby let a chuckle pass her lips and took another sip.

“I think I can stand it for tonight.” Abby replied. Jack’s smirk instantly changed into a frown.

“Just tonight?” He asked.

“There is only one reason why I am doing this Jack, and this isn’t going to happen again.” Abby said. Jack nodded and took a long drink from his own bottle. They sat in silence for a few minutes, each periodically taking drinks of their rum. Abby tried not to show it, but when she was had drank three fourths of the rum she was definitely feeling the effects. A couple times she thought about an old memory and almost burst out laughing, but when she would notice Jack was still sitting in the same room, she would stop herself and take another drink.

“You know what Abby darling,” Jack said suddenly, “I think I have been very hospitable so far and deserve a very much needed thank you.” Abby looked over at him, her mouth open just a little. She may be drunk but she could perfectly understand what he was hinting at.

“I don’t think so Jack.” Abby said and made to stand but her legs gave out instantly when even only a little weight was put on them. She fell down next to the chair, her clouded mind still trying to figure out what was wrong, but when she couldn’t think of anything she just started laughing. Jack looked down at her, What the hell is so bloody funny?

“Ya ok lassy?” Jack asked, trying his best to sound worried but failing miserably.

“Yeah… I mean, I think so.” Abby replied while patting herself down, making sure she hadn’t fallen apart yet.

“’Ere let me help ya.” Jack said and helped her stand back up. Unconsciously Abby put her hands on Jack’s shoulders and stood up next to him. She looked at his face and for the first time she noticed how close they were. His nose couldn’t have even been an inch from her own. She immediately felt embarrassed and looked away. Jack smirked at her reaction and let her waist go, Abby shivered from the loss of Jack’s body heat. Jack tried to pull further away but stopped when he felt Abby’s hands pull on his shoulders. He looked at his shoulders, just to make sure it wasn’t his drunken mind playing tricks on him. Slowly he brought up his hands and grabbed her wrists. The sudden contact made Abby look back at him. Her cheeks turned red once again under Jack’s stare but this time she couldn’t bring herself to look away. Jack smirked at her and cocked his head to one side.

“Ya alright there luv? Yer lookin a bit rosy.” He joked. Abby grew a couple shades darker, but couldn’t help the smile that somehow crept to her lips. The movement instantly caught Jack’s attention, Abby noticed where he was looking and she instinctively licked her suddenly dry lips.

Jack knew he shouldn’t even try but his body completely ignored him. His hands let go of her wrists and grabbed her hips, pulling her back towards his body. He brought his face down and brushed his lips ever so slightly against her own. One of Abby’s hands moved on their own accord and pulled Jack’s head closer to hers, deepening the kiss. She felt Jack’s tongue slide against her mouth, practically begging for entrance. Abby’s eyes shot open at the feeling. She had never kissed anyone before and just now realized how wrong this was.

She pulled away quickly and pushed Jack back, once she was out of his grasp she ran out of the room and up onto the deck of the Pearl. The stars where shining brightly, the moon practically lit up the entire deck. Abby however didn’t pay attention to any of it, she ran straight for Jack’s cabin and slammed the door behind her.

“How dare that man! What on earth was he thinking?” Abby shouted out loud. She walked over to the bed and sat down. She knew she couldn’t blame Jack for it. In fact, when she thought back on it, she had brought it all on. Of course she didn’t mean for anything to happen this way, but she did lead him on a little. “Oh god oh god oh god, what have I done? I can’t even imagine what he will think of me now.” She continued to talk to herself for awhile longer until she was able to calm down some what.

“Abby?” Jack yelled from outside the cabin door. Abby jumped up from the bed, her hands instantly going to her face, her muttering not ceasing at all. “Abby ya alright?” She stopped pacing and looked at the door. Why do you even care? She thought.

“Uh…yeah.” She said barely above a whisper. Jack didn’t ask anymore questions, he just burst through the doors and grabbed Abby’s waist again and crashed his lips on hers. All of Abby’s previous thoughts flew out the door. All she could focus on was Jack’s surprisingly smooth lips on her own. Jack didn’t have to wait long before Abby’s mouth opened and allowed him entrance. His tongue explored every inch of her mouth, her own eventually fought back and was able to do the same thing. They didn’t break the kiss until they realized that they needed some air. Abby broke the kiss, her face extremely red, her breath coming in heavy pants. Jack smirked and leaned down to her ear.

“Like that did ya?” He whispered then gently sucked on her earlobe causing a surprisingly deep moan to come from Abby. Jack smirked and started to move down. He nipped gently at her neck. She let her head drop away from him, giving him easier access. Her hands left Jack’s neck and moved down his chest and slipped into the inside of his shirt. After a while they both needed to touch more, more skin. Jack pulled the bottom of Abby’s shirt up, she understood what he was doing and lifted her arms above her head, allowing him to pull it off of her. He cupped one of her breasts in his hand and lightly sucked on the other one. Abby arched her back into him and let out another moan of pleasure. Jack smiled against her and started to pull at her breaches. In a matter of seconds she stood before him completely naked, (sept for the bandage) and yet he still had all his cloths on, which Abby could not stand. Jack pulled off his effects and hat, throwing them somewhere to the side of them. Abby got rid of his shirt in the same way he did hers. She let her hands run all over his chest. To her, his body was perfectly sculpted, but she didn’t wait to appreciate anything, she had other things in mind. Jack cupped her head and pulled her back up to him for another passionate kiss. There mouths never leaving each other as Jack led her over to his bed. She laid down on it giving Jack her best seductive look she could. He smirked down at her but didn’t make any move to join her.

“What’s wrong?” Abby asked with a shockingly husky voice.

“Nothin’.” Jack replied with the same tone and quickly got rid of his own breaches, showing her the exact affect she had on him. He crawled over her body, making sure not to put to much weight on her. He started trailing kisses up her chest, teasing one of her nipples with a free hand, and licked the other one. Abby threw her head back and arched up against him. Her hands rested on his shoulders but instantly tangled in his hair when he started to move back down. He lifted his head from chest, causing a small whimper to escape her lips. When she looked at him, he seemed to just be admiring the view.

“J-Jack.” She whispered to get his attention. He looked up at her, giving her what she thought was the most sexy smile she had ever seen. He bent back down and kissed her gently, taking her mind off of where his fingers where going. She let out a surprised gasp when he slipped on inside of her wet folds and then another. Her hips bucked forwards and her head fell back onto the pillow. Jack’s fingers pumped in and out of her body almost painfully slow.

“Jack, please.” Abby moaned. Jack looked at her face, checking to make sure this is what she actually wanted to do, not that he would be able to stop himself anyways, but this way he wouldn’t hold back AS much. He pulled his fingers out from her and positioned his penis just at her opening.

“This is gonna hurt luv.” Jack whispered into her ear. But she didn’t care, lust had taken over her thoughts long ago. Her hips bucked forward once again, causing Jack’s groin to rub against her own. That was all the permission Jack needed, he slid himself inside her a little ways then stopped so she could get used to the feeling of him inside her. He waited a couple seconds then continued to slide deeper into her.

Abby let out a sharp gasp and dug her nails into Jack’s shoulders. The pleasure that she was feeling moments earlier changed to one of pain. Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, but she was determined not to show any more weakness in front of Jack. Especially after this moment. She waited a few moments longer, finally the pain started to subside, changing back into waves of pleasure. When she got used to having Jack inside of her she wrapped her legs around him and pulled him even deeper. He let out a deep moan and started to pump in and out of her. Her hips perfectly matching his pace. Sweat dotted their bodies, their hands grabbed whatever they could for support. Jack picked up the pace quickly, almost sliding completely out of her then pounding back in. Abby felt as though she was about to burst, she had never experienced anything that felt so good.

They both went over the edge close to the same time. Jack laid on top of her awhile longer, letting her get all of the pleasure she could from him being inside of her. Eventually Abby let go of Jack and he rolled off of her, only to pull her back to his chest. Abby didn’t think anything about what would happen now that she had lain with a man, she didn’t think about if it would ruin her future prospects. For right now all she thought of was the sweet surrender he had aloud her to take.