Tell me your dreams

Title: Tell me your dreams (15/16)
Author: Mahie/EvenStar
Reply to: persefone_rj@hotmail.com
Pairing: Jack/Will
Rating: NC-17
See Part 0 for other info.
No infringement is intended.
'thoughts'
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Will was crying on the ground,after hearing Jack say it was over for
them both. He couldn't believe it. No,he wouldn't let it stay that way.
He looked back and saw Charles still sitting on the same place they had
been talking. As Will imagined,Charles wasn't /happy/ because he had
fought Jack. Charles seemed to have understood it wouldn't matter if Will
didn't love him. Will and Jack could split up,but Will would never love
him back. So Charles left,without looking at Will. He had made his friend
suffer again,even if not deliberately,so he prefered to leave and suffer
alone.
Will didn't move. 'It's all your fault,you bastard.' Will blamed himself.
'Don't you know this kind of thing always happen? It'll be your fault
alone if Jack doesn't come back to you. After all,you kissed Charles back!'
Will stayed on the ground for a while,thinking about what to do. After
some time,he stood up and did the one thing that would lessen the pain
he felt. He had to apologize to Jack. Even if Jack didn't want him back,
he wanted to do it.
Will went to Tracy's house,crying and sniffing all the time. He didn't
bother to knock at the door; he knew that,if Jack was there,he wouldn't
open it. So Will entered the house by the window,which was open.
The lights were on,but the house was empty. No,Jack wasn't there. Will
went to the bathroom,cleaned his wet face and left.
He wandered by the streets of Tortuga. Never - never! - had he hated
that city so much. The noise,the whores,the drunken fellows...Will didn't
really like them,but at this day they were unbearable to him.
Will looked in every tavern,every corner,even every brothel,but he didn't
see Jack anywhere. He started to desperate. What if Jack had left to the
sea? He was walking for two hours now. Jack knew everybody in Tortuga
and he could have been gone by now.
'No. He wouldn't do that to me.'
Will had seen Jack crying. The pirate was really hurt,but he loved him
still. Or else he would not have cried that way.
Just when Will was about to give up and go back home,he saw something
he had never seen. It was a new tavern,one he had never gone. It seemed
it had opened while they were traveling. Will sighed. It would be his
last chance. Jack wasn't anywhere else. And Will prayed that Jack was
there,because if he wasn't Will would surely start to worry about him.
Or fear he had gone back to the sea.
Will entered the tavern. The noise was even worse there,and it seemed
all the drunken pirates had gathered at that new place. It seemed even
worse than the other taverns.
Careful,as if for not stumble into anyone,Will looked for Jack. The tavern
was very full and it was a big place. It would be difficult to find Jack
there. But Will wasn't one to give up what he loved. Or who he loved. He
was almost punched in the face,but he didn't care. He had to find Jack.
And so Will smiled sadly. Yes,Jack was there. But he was passed out in
a table surrounded by lots of bottles of rum. Fellows passed through him
and dropped the bottles,making them split on the floor,and yet Jack didn't
wake. Nor did he wake with all that noise.
Will went to him,and the love he felt filled his heart. He would take
Jack away from this place,would take him home,would take care of him...
Maybe this way Jack could forgive him.
Will approached his former lover and caressed his hair. Jack didn't move.
Will sighed and tried to lift Jack up. With some difficulty,he managed
to pull Jack from the chair and take him to the door of the tavern.
Jack walked with his head on Will's shoulder. He was half asleep,half
awake,but couldn't discern who was helping him. Will thanked the heavens
for that. It would be much easier if he managed to take Jack to Tracy's
house and try to talk to him the next day. He had to ask his father if
he could miss work,but it would be easy if Brown knew how Will was feeling.
Will took Jack to Tracy'sse ase and lay him on the bed they shared. His
eyes watered again,thinking about all the good times they had shared.
Will wouldn't stand to lose them for good. Crying,he took off Jack's boots
and pants and left the shirt. After doing so,Will lay down next to Jack
and caressed his face.
Jack grumbled something on his sleep,but didn't wake. Will sighed,and
left the room after turning off the lamp. He went to talk to his father.
The man understood the situation and let Will miss work the next day.
Will thanked him and went back to Tracy's house.
As soon as he entered there,he heard moaning and then a sound of vomiting.
Of course. Jack had drowned himself in rum. Though Jack was /used/ to
drink,he wasn't used to drink this /much/. At least,he seemed to have
gone to the bathroom before throwing up,and Will wouldn't have to clean
the bed or the floor.
Will waited and then went to the bathroom. Jack was cleaning his mouth.
He hadn't noticed Will at the door. Then he realized he wasn't alone and
looked at him.
"What are you doing here?" He asked weakly. "Didn't you hurt me enough?"
Will felt like crying,but went to Jack and hugged him. Jack pushed him
away. "Release me."
Will didn't care if Jack was being nonchalant. He said:
"You were passed out in a tavern and I took you back here."
"Oh,thank you so much," Jack said sarcastically. "You've made your good
deed today. Now,would you mind leaving me alone?"
"Jack..." Will tried. "Stop being so proud...we need to talk..."
"I'm going to bed,that's what I'm going to do. And I won't have you today.
I want you away from my life,alright?"
Will felt like crying again,but said:
"Of course we can't talk today. You are weak and hurt. But please...we
have to talk tomorrow..."
"Go away or I'll..." Jack tried to sound menacing,but failed.
Will didn't care and took Jack to the bed. Jack tried to let his arm go,
but gave it up after noticing Will wouldn't let him.
Will made Jack lie down again and lay next to him. After going back to
bed,Jack didn't feel like complaining anymore. He just wanted to sleep,
and that was what he did. Will stayed almost all night awake but managed
to sleep after some hours. He hoped Jack had said those hurtful things
to him just because he was drunk.
----
The sun entered their room the next morning. Will was asleep when Jack
awakened. The pirate had a heavy hangover and couldn't leave. That was
what he wanted to do,leave Will alone and come back to the sea,but he
couldn't even /move/, let alone look for a ship to take part in its crew.
Jack looked at Will,who was sleeping uneasily. He still loved him. But
he was so hurt. How could he trust Will again? Jack cried silently and
went to the living room.
He stayed there,wondering about what to do. He wanted to forgive Will,oh
how he wanted it. But he didn't know if he could.
When Will awoke and didn't see Jack,he felt very worried. Maybe Jack had
left again. Maybe he had gone to the sea. Or gone to another place to
stay. Will stood up and would go out and look for him,but he saw Jack
at the living room and breathed relieved.
"Hi," Will said unsurely. He didn't know how Jack would react to him.
Jack didn't answer and suddenly the nonchalance was even worse to Will
than being yelled at.
"Jack..." Will approached him,and tried to hold him,but with a gentle
shove,the pirate made Will release him.
Will couldn't resist. He started to cry again.
"Now you cry..." Jack said,irritated because Will's suffering was getting
to him and he felt even more how he wanted to forgive his lover. "Why didn't
you think before you kissed that bastard?"
"Please Jack...I need to talk to you...it wasn't like that. I didn't kiss
him because I loved him. You know you are the one I love."
"I know nothing."
"Please...I need to explain...I need to apologize...will you let me?"
Jack was trying to fake nonchalance,but that mask would have to drop
sometime. He sighed. Looked at Will. Jack's eyes were full of tears again,
but this time Jack didn't hate them. Why couldn't he cry in front of the
man he loved?
"You hurt me," Jack admitted,and the tears fell.
"I know," Will said. "Oh,God,I'm so sorry,Jack. Please let me make it
up to you. Let me explain." He started to feel like crying again.
Jack sighed again. And decided he would listen to what Will had to say.
Without saying a word,Jack went to their room and waved his hand for Will
to follow him. Will thanked God for that opportunity. As soon as they
entered the room,Will sat on the bed and Jack sat beside him.
"Thanks," Will said simply.
Jack nodded,unsure of what to do or what to say. He dropped his gaze.
"I want to know what you have to say about yesterday,Will."
"We were talking. It was just that." Will said. "Charles hadn't tried
anything. We talked about him,about his feelings for me...but it was just
that. And so I told him I had to go because you were waiting for me,and
he pulled me to him and kissed me."
Jack looked at Will,a bit angry now.
"But you kissed him back!"
"I did. I won't deny it,Jack. But he was the one who started it. At that
hour,I thought I could give him that little something,only because I
pitied him. So I kissed him back,but it wasn't because I loved him."
Jack said nothing. Will continued:
"I decided to stay away from him for a while,Jack. Let him forget me.
We're not going to see each other for a long time,I think."
Noticing Jack was just looking at him,without any reaction,Will said:
"Please...forgive me,Jack...I can't live without you.../you/ are the one
I love...I pity Charles,but I would never stay with him only because of
that. You are my first,Jack. You've been my first everything. Well,not
the first one I kissed...but the first one I loved."
Will dropped his gaze and cried silently. Jack wanted to hug Will tightly
and never let him go,but didn't. He just said:
"I'll need some time."
"Why?" Will cried.
"Because you broke my heart,Will." Jack said,but not accusingly. "And
even though I still love you,I need time to fix it. Can you imagine how
is it for me,Will?" Jack's voice had softened and he was talking to Will
normally now. "After everything we lived together...all those days in
the Black Pearl...and the good times too...can you imagine how I felt
when I saw you kissing the very man who wanted to kill me?"
"Stop it,Jack...this is torture...I regret what I did...I've told you
I'm sorry."
"I don't want to hurt you by saying this." Jack took one of Will's hands
in his. "I just want you to know it's not easy for me to forgive you like
that,as if nothing had happened."
Will was crying so hard and Jack really wanted to stop saying those things.
But he needed to say them. He needed some time.
"So,is it over for us?" Will asked,his face wet with tears.
Jack looked at him sadly,but said:
"No...I just need some time..."
Will felt a bit relieved,but was feeling really bad. Jack stood up from
the bed and went to the bathroom. Will didn't move and Jack didn't tell
him to go away,anyway. He wasn't really angry. At least,it wasn't an anger
that would last. He was sad and depressed,but not really angry at Will.
Will fell into slumber,eventually. Had nightmares. But when he awoke,Jack
was beside him on the bed. Will smiled a bit and caressed Jack's hair.
Jack wasn't asleep,he only had his eyes closed. He opened them when he
felt Will caressing him.
They looked into each other's eyes silently. Jack didn't move. But he let
Will touch him,and Will was grateful for that. Will placed a kiss at Jack's
forehead and then stopped caressing him.
They spent the day like that. Silence and caresses. Sometimes,Jack leaned
into the caresses. And at night,Will said warily:
"Can I...come here tomorrow?"
"Yes," Jack replied simply. He couldn't refuse Will that way. He was
confused about what to do. But maybe Will could help him make his decision.
Jack had never been one for individualism. He didn't need to make this
decision alone and he wouldn't.
Deep inside,he wanted Will to convince him he would be doing the right
choice when he chose to come back to him. For he was sure he would come
back to Will. He just needed time and,why not,wanted to be spoiled a bit.
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Will did everything to make Jack feel better and forgive him. Every day
he went to Tracy's house and talked to Jack. They talked about what had
happened and about lighter subjects. Will didn't stay for long,but Jack
always felt better after talking to him. They hadn't kissed or made love
at those days,but it was great all the same.
Jack felt he loved Will and couldn't live without him. They were very
alike; they talked easily and cared about one another. Will always wanted
to know if Jack was alright,and complained when Jack told him he had
gone to a tavern and drunk all night.
Some days,a week, passed and Jack felt better already. He was sure he
would come back to Will. He just needed to talk to him.
Will went to Tracy's house every day after work,even though he and Jack
hadn't arranged it. But there was a day Will didn't go.
Jack felt worried and sad. Why hadn't Will come? He sighed and went to
sleep,but when Will didn't show up the next day,Jack decided to go to his
house.
He walked the streets,a bit nervously. What if Will thought he was lingering
to make a decision? What if he had given him up? Jack tried to put aside
all the "What if's" and knocked at Will's door warily.
Mr. Brown opened it and greeted Jack,who felt better to know the man
wasn't angry at him. After all,Mr. Brown didn't like pirates,didn't like
drunken fellows and Will had been sad because of him. So,it would be
understandable if Brown was angry at Jack.
"Um...hello,Mr. Brown...is...is Will in there?"
"Yes,son,he's in his room. Come in."
"Thanks," Jack went to Will's room and knocked,still nervous.
"Come in," Will said,not even imagining it was Jack. But when the door
opened,Will jumped:
"Jack!"
"Hi," he gave Will a tentative smile.
Will smiled back and held him tightly. But he released Jack soon,afraid
of utingting him.
"Sit down," Will said excitedly. He was really happy to Jac Jack at his
house.
Jack smiled and did as told. He noticed Will was really tired. It wasn't
even 10 PM and still Will seemed he was ready to sleep.
"I missed you." Will said. "But I've been working hard these last two
days. That was why I didn't go and meet you."
Jack nodded. "I missed you too,that's why I came."
"You missed me?" Will asked,thrilled.
"Of course I did," Jack caressed Will's face. "Look,are you very much
tired?"
"A bit. Why?"
"Well..." Jack coughed. "I...came to ask if you wanted to go out...with
me..."
Even if Will was completely exhausted,he would have gone with Jack,and
he knew it.
"I want it." Will said,grinning. He felt really happy. Jack grinned back.
"I don't have to work tomorrow." Will said. "It's my day off. I was planning
to visit you tomorrow and spend the day with you."
Jack looked at Will with love in his eyes and said:
"We can spend tonight and tomorrow together if you want."
Will grinned. He changed his clothes and they left.
"Where to?" Will asked.
"I don't know. Wherever you want. Just some place for us to talk...stay
together..."
Will felt his heart swelling. wan wanted to spend the night him. And
so they did.
"I know a place," Will said. "The beach."
Jack smiled. It would be wonderful to stay with Will there. And he knew
he would tell him what he wanted. He wouldn't be afraid anymore.
He would ask Will to come back to him.
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The night passed slowly,to Will and Jack's happiness. They looked at the
stars...talked...just enjoyed each other's presence as they had never
done before. And,as the night passed,Will felt his desire to be with Jack
again only grew.
"How are you feeling?" Will asked,after some easy silent time.
"About?"
"About me," Will said,a bit shyly.
Jack hugged Will and made him put his head on his chest. He kissed Will's
hair. Looked at the waves... It would be so wonderful to...
They were in an almost deserted beach,for almost all the Tortugans prefered
to go to taverns and brothels at night...they sat on the sand and listened
to the waves. Jack dreamed of going back to the sea and taking Will with
him...
Will noticed Jack didn't reply to him and felt a bit uneasy:
"Jack?"
"I was thinking about the sea...how it would be nice if we traveled together...
I want you to know all the places I've been...I want to take you wherever
you want,Will...herehere in the world. That's what I'm feeling now."
Will lifted his head from Jack's chest and looked at him in the eye. He
felt surprised when he saw Jack's eyes were wet.
Jack didn't wait anymore. He wanted to kiss Will from the moment his
lover had apologized. And so,at that perfect moment,listening to the sound
of the waves,he did it.
They kissed again with all the passion only a couple who was completely
in love would do. Will felt Jack's tongue massaging his and thought he
would die from happiness. He had been forgiven,and he knew it. He threw
his arms around Jack's neck and kissed him hard,wanting to feel him close,
and never let him go.
Jack kissed Will passionately,lovingly. He loved this boy,and he knew he
couldn't /not/ forgive him. He had known that all along. His pride had
come in the way,but now it seemed everything would be solved. They
caressed each other's faces,after breaking the kiss,and Will said:
"I love you so much,Jack...I'm so happy..."
Jack held Will tightly and Will sat between his lover's legs. Jack said:
"I want you back...more than anything,Will..."
Will kissed Jack's lips,and moved to kiss che cheeks,his forehead,his
chin...
"You have me,Jack. You've always had me. You never lost me. I was the one
who lost you,and I deserved that."
"No..." Jack silenced Will with a kiss. "Let's not talk about it anymore.
I want to spend this night with you and not remember why we fought.
Besides,you may have lost me for a while,but I'm all yours again now."
"Oh,Jack..." Will held him tightly.
They stayed there for a long time. The waves came and went slowly,as if
the world had slowed down and there was only them both there at that
beach,in each other's arms. Will promised the heavens he would never
betray Jack again. It was a gift having been forgiven.
"I love you," Jack spoknallnally,and Will felt his eyes watering.
"I love you too..." Will kissed all of his lover's face.
Jack lay above Will on the sand and they smiled at each other. It would
be so beautiful if they made love there...underneath the stars...but it
would be also dangerous. Anyone could see them.
"I know another place." Will said,standing up,and pulling Jack to him.
"No one is going to disturb us there." He smiled,so happy to know they
would make love again.
"Anywhere," Jack said. "As long as I'm with you."
Will kissed him again and pulled him by the hand: "Come on...I can't
wait." Jack grinned and let himself be dragged,let Will take him wherever
he wanted. They belonged with one another. Jack knew it. He knew he loved
Will and would never give him up.
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After some time,they were in a deserted part of the island. Not only the
beach was deserted; *everything* was. Everything was dark and silent,
and Will was shivering with anticipation.
"I used to come here when I was a lad. I as has hated Tortuga,Jack. All
that noise...and I came here to think...to be alone for a while."
They were holding one another while they walked. Jack kissed Will's
shoulder and said:
"Yer special,Will...you don't belong in this island."
"And where do I belong?"
"I don't know..." Jack thought about it,kissed Will's cheek. "Maybe the
sea."
"So,I have to try it and see if it fits me." Will grinned at Jack,and
Jack grinned back.
"I'd be most pleased to show you." Jack tightened his hold on his lover.
"I know," Will smiled. ",the,the only thing I know is that I belong with
you. If it's at the sea,so be it."
Jack felt really happy to know Will was considering going to the sea with
him. They could travel under Dave's command...be pirates...though Jack
didn't think that being a pirate was a great life for his Will. He liked
it,but he thought Will deserved better. Anyway,it would be the boy's
choice. And,great life or not,it was the only life Jack could offer him.
He didn't know Will loved him enough to follow him to the Hell and back,
let alone be a pirate.
Will pulled Jack to a small cave next to a path of rocks that would lead
them to the inside of the island.
"It's here," the boy said.
Jack eyed the cave. He felt a wave of desire just thinking about ravishing
Will inside of it...making love to him all night...
"Come," Will entered the cave,pulling Jack by the hand. He smiled. "Silent.
Darkness. Everything we need."
"Darkness...yes..." Jack pondered. "But what about moans..." He kissed
Will's neck. "...or maybe whimpers?" He ran his tongue on his lover's
lips and they kissed fervently.
"Mmmm..." Will moaned into Jack's mouth,lost in sensation.
Panting in need of air,Jack broke the kiss by placing soft kisses at Will's
jaw. The lad put his hands on Jack's neck,and held him tightly.
"I want you,Jack...only God knows how I missed you...how I missed your
touches...your lips...please,make love to me now..."
Jack kissed Will quickly,nodded and started undoing the buttons of Will's
shirt. While he did it,Will tangled his hands on Jack's hair and Jack
kissed every bit of exposed flesh. He suckled on Will's nipples...licked
his chest...Will only moaned and tightened his hold on Jack's hair.
Will finally got rid of his shirt and did the same with Jack's. Their
chests touched,making them feel even more aroused. Jack's hard cock
rubbed against Will's and they kissed passionately again.
Jack ran a hand on Will's erection and started taking off the lad's
pants and undergarments. Will was so aroused he thought he would explode.
He was a relatively shy lad,but he couldn't act shyly with Jack. The
pirate always made him feel so comfortable that Will just had to be
himself. He knew he would be loved anyway.
Jack kissed Will's exposed shoulder while he took off the lad's garments.
Will's cock sprang free and he couldn't wait anymore; he fumbled with
Jack's pants button and soon the older man hard cock was freed too.
Once they were both naked,they lay on the ground,not even bothering if
it was cold or not; their bodies were so hot that they didn’t care about the cold.
Jack had Will pinned against him and they smiled at one another. Then,suddenly,
with a quick move,Will lay above Jack,grinning mysteriously.
“What?” Jack chuckled.
“Nothing.” Will replied innocently,running his hands on Jack’s cock,stroking
him.
“Ahhh...” Jack whimpered. “Will...”
“Say you want me,Jack...say you love me...”
“Oh,God,I love you so...” Jack moaned in reply.
Will licked Jack’s lips and then trailed a path of fire with his tongue through Jack’s
chest,belly,navel...he fucked Jack’s navel with his tongue,eliciting more and more
moans from his lover. Will continued his path down to the area he desired the most
to be licking and sucking...
When Will reached Jack’s cock,he stopped licking and started to press small kisses
all over Jack’s length. The poor pirate wasn’t having coherent thoughts anymore.
Just feeling his lover,the one he loved most in the world,giving him that pleasure
made him not really want to have any thoughts. He just wanted to feel Will there,
with him,sharing all that feeling.
“Love...please...” Jack whimpered just before Will took all of Jack inside his eager
mouth.
Will sucked hard,licking the head,stroking the soft sacs,and Jack continued to moan,
panting desperately. Just as he was going to cum,he gently made Will stop.
“Want you...” Jack moaned. “Want you,Will...I want to cum inside...”...”
“Okay.” Will said lovingly,running his hands on Jack’s strong thighs. The lad’s
eyes were dark with desire; his lips were swollen and parted.
Jack sat down and pulled Will to sit at his lap. Will whimpered in pleasure when
Jack rubbed the tip of his dripping erection at his opening,wetting him. Then,Jack
replaced his cock with his fingers, just to stretch Will out a bit.
When the lad was ready,Jack slowly pushed his erection inside his lover. It felt
like heaven; hot,tight wet.wet. Will threw his arms on Jack’s neck again,sat on his
lap and,as they started to move,they kissed again.
Theinguengues collided while Jack thrust inside Will,feeling the lad retrain his muscles
to give him more pleasure. Will was crazy with lust,and pulled Jack’s hand to his cock,
making his lover stroke him while they made love,which Jack happily complied.
“Oh,God,Jack...” Will moaned,kissing his lover’s neck. “Fuck me harder...fuck me...”
Jack wouldn’t last long. He started to stroke Will more quickly. Will cried shamelessly,
wanting just to feel that connected with Jack,to feel that they were one. He couldn’t
feel shy,really.
They kissed once more,panting into each other’s mouths,at the brink of orgasm.
“Fuck...” Jack broke the kiss abruptly and started to spill his seed inside Will’s
body. Hearing his lover groaning,Will climaxed too,his seed surging all over their
bellies.
They stood like that,intimately connected,for a while,silently,just feeling each
other’s presence. They kissed eventually and shared loving words,promising to
each other they would never be apart again.

End of Chapter 15

TBC

A/N: Okay...next chapter will be the last...can’t wait! ;) Much more is planned!
Oh,and I hope this chapter made you feel better about all that angst of the previous
one!