Saints and Sinners
Chapter Seventeen
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Chapter Seventeenstyle='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode"'>
“There you are!” Joshamee called as
Celia and Oliver appeared from a hatch.
“Th’captain’s goin’ mad, wonderin’ where you’ve got to.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“W-we just w-went and fetch
t-this,” Celia stammered, holding up the bottle of wine which they had
fetched. “I-I’m s-sorry…”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Go on your way,” the quartermaster
urged, shooing her with his hands. “The
food’s already been taken in.”
“A-all right,” Celia nodded.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “T-thank you, Oliver.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“It’s a pleasure,” he smiled,
looking deep in her eyes as she moved past him and hurried along the corridor
and up the hatch.
Celia hesitated when she reached
the main cabin doors, trying to compose herself before facing Jack.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> She timidly pushed them open and walked in,
gulping as Jack turned to face her.
“Where have you been?” he demanded,
looking at her accusingly.
“Umm… Oliver thought you might like
some wine with your meal, so w-we went to the s-store for s-some.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“He did, did he?” Jack mused,
frowning at her, then softening his features as he saw what looked like fear in
her eyes and felt a pang of guilt for his anger. “All right, I’m sorry I snapped.
Did he open it fer you?”
“N-no… why?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I can’t quite manage that yet,”
Jack chuckled, indicating his shoulder.
“Unless you’d like me ter smash th’bottle?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Oh, I never thought… I shall go and
ask someone to uncork it…”
“Nah, leave it.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> No doubt Elliot’ll be in just now, he can do
it. Come an’ sit yourself down.”style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Jack pulled out a chair for her and beckoned
her over. “Don’t want th’food ter get
cold, eh?”
“Don’t you want me to change?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Th’food really would be cold
then,” he chuckled. “Yer look fine as
you are, tight breeches an’ all…”
“They are not tight!” Celia
objected before pulling a rueful face.
“All right, maybe a little… I don’t look indecent, do I?” she
fretted.
“I’ll find you some more ter wear,”
he grinned wolfishly. “Perhaps just
save those fer when you clean th’cabin, eh?”
“Jack Sparrow!” Celia admonished
sternly, turning and glaring at him and instantly regretting it as his dark
eyes bored into her. “Behave yourself,”
she scolded limply, the sting taken from her words by the effect he was having
on her.
“I’m always good,” he growled
huskily in her ear, his smile broadening as he felt her shiver.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “As you will find out some day.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I have told you, it will be a cold
day in hell first,” she retorted without much certainty.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“You’re still not convincing me,”
Jack teased, brushing his lips against her ear and being rewarded with a more
violent shudder. “In fact, I reckon if
it wasn’t fer th’convent instillin’ all sorts of rubbish in your head, I reckon
you’d be mine by now, hmm?”
“N-no…” Celia insisted.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “T-that’s n-not true.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Prove it.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Kiss me an’ I’ll be able ter tell if you
really want me or not.”
“No!” Celia cried, her heart
racing. “I-I can’t d-do that!”style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘Oh, Lord, what sort of hussy am I
becoming?’ she worried, biting her lip as she tried to avoid Jack’s eyes.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Why, you afraid of betrayin’
yourself?” Jack teased, his finger tracing a line along her jaw until it
reached her chin which he lifted so she had no choice but to look at him.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Eh?”
Celia gulped a couple of times,
wishing she was strong enough to drag her gaze from his, but instead found
herself sinking into his deep pools.
“I-I…” She gasped as she found
herself being pulled to her feet. “I
can’t,” she whispered. “I-it’s wrong…”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Nothin’ wrong with a kiss between
friends, an’ that is what we are at th’moment, isn’t it, Miss
Hammond? Just friends…” Jack purred,
drawing her closer, his eyes still holding hers, glinting with a mixture of
amusement and desire. He ran his tongue
over his lips, smirking as Celia moaned beneath her breath.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Prove you don’t want me…”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“M-my word should be enough,” she
replied, cursing her knees for going weak and her blood for racing through her
body. “I-I shouldn’t have to prove
anything to you.”
“Ah, therein lies a problem, you
see,” he mused, the corners of his mouth twitching with merriment.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “I never trust a word anyone says ter
me. I like ter have solid proof.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
‘I can’t!’ she
panicked. ‘I can’t kiss Oliver and then
Jack… he might give you some peace if you do kiss him – it is only a
kiss, after all…’ “All right,”
Celia sighed with resignation. “I’ll
kiss you.”
“A proper kiss,” he warned, wagging
a finger at her. “Not a chaste peck,
savvy?”
“A proper kiss,” Celia
promised. “And then can we eat?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
Jack merely smirked at her as he
pulled her in closer still until their lips were mere inches apart and he could
feel her shallow breath. “You’ve got
ter kiss me, remember.”
Celia gulped and shut her eyes
before closing the minute distance between them and sighing into his mouth as
his soft lips met hers. Without
thinking, her arms automatically wound around him, anchoring him to her as
Jack’s tongue sought entrance to her mouth, which she gave willingly.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
‘Sweet Jesus,’ Jack swore as
he savoured the feel of her body pressing against his and the taste of her
mouth. ‘Don’t know how much longer
my patience can hold out…’ He
cupped the back of her head in his hand, kissing her more forcibly and pressed
himself against her, rubbing his other hand down her back until he reached the
waist of her breeches. ‘Stop!’
he warned himself, knowing he was about to go too far, and reluctantly broke
away from the young woman with a heavy sigh.
Celia shivered and gasped at the loss
of contact and stared wildly at him, knowing that she had indeed betrayed her
innermost feelings. She pulled away and
went to run to the side cabin, crying out as he caught her wrist and stopped
her in her tracks. “L-let me go!” she
wailed, trying unsuccessfully to free her hand. “Please.”
“I’m not goin’ ter force you, luv,”
Jack told her gently. “In fact, nothin’
has changed, savvy?”
“Of course it has!style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Everything has changed,” she
cried. “If I let you have your way with
me, will you let me go in Saint Georges?”
“No.” Jack shook his head. “I
want you ter give yourself to me willingly, not as a means to an end.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Besides you’d still have another three
months of yer debt left to repay, even if you did sleep with me
tonight.”
“Three months?” Celia echoed,
looking at him incredulously. “Three
months?! You promised that if I slept
with you, you would halve my debt and being as you have already halved it, that
means I would be free to go, would it not?”
“Ah, no, as a matter of fact…” he
mused, pressing a finger against his lips and cocking his head to one
side. “You saved my life – I halved yer
debt, makin’ it six months that yer had to pay back. Now half of that is three months,” he reasoned with a
smile. “I’m good at my sums, if nothin’
else…”
“Y-you…” Celia spluttered.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “You… bastard!” she shrieked, her
hand going to the table and feeling a pewter tankard which she picked up and
hurled at him. “I hate you!”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Celia, luv…” Jack reasoned,
raising his hands in surrender.
“There’s no need fer this… whoa!” he ducked quickly as the small pot
full of stew came the same way as the tankard, missing his head by inches and
smashed into the bulkhead, leaving a dent in the wood.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Mind my ship!”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I don’t give a damn about your
bloody ship,” Celia swore, picking up the plates and flinging them at him.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “You tricked me!”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Did not!” he protested.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Half of six is three, as you should know,
being educated an’ all… should have slept with me when yer term was still a
year – you’d have been worth six months then which would have been halved ter
three months which would have been halved ter six weeks…” he told her as he
ducked and weaved the various objects from the table which were still heading
his way.
“Don’t get smart with me!” she
snarled, looking for something else to throw at him.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I’m not,” he shrugged, taking the
opportunity to straighten up before diving to the deck as she picked up a chair
and chucked it towards him. “Just
tellin’ it as it is.”
“Is everythin’ all right, Cap’n…?”
Elliot Deane enquired as he hovered by the doors, not wanting to enter the
cabin, but wanting to find out what was going on, as did all of his crewmates
gathered around the main deck.
“Get out!” both Jack and Celia
shouted, sending the hapless lad scurrying back out.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Yer coward!” Thomas Frazer taunted
as the crew milled forward to hear the argument still raging in the cabin.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Well, Captain Sparrow,”
Celia mocked sarcastically. “You do not
know your numbers as well as you think.
If I had given myself to you when the terms were still at a year
and you had halved the debt after I saved your life, I would still have
three months left to serve, so I wouldn’t be any better off, would I?” she
sniped, flinging plate after plate at him and smiled evilly as he all but bent
over backwards to dodge them. “Unless
you plan on halving the debt each time I sleep with you, in which case let’s
start now.”
“You’ve got me there,” Jack
admitted with a rueful smile as he fended off a stray bowl with his good
arm. “You were well taught.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“My mother insisted on it.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> She said it befitted a lady to know her
letters and numbers.”
“Clever woman,” he commented.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Will you be makin’ that offer when yer in
better humour?”
“What offer?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> To lay in your bunk?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Will you halve the debt each time I do?” she
enquired acerbically.
“No,” Jack admitted.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “It’ll still be three months, an’ I wouldn’t
put you down anywhere but Tortuga. At
least you know th’place an’ have friends there.”
“Then, no.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> I will not be making the offer again – ever!”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Never say never,” Jack quipped,
moving around the table, wishing that his shoulder did not hurt so much and he
could tackle her to the deck. He was
not sure how much more damage his cabin could take. “Besides… you do like me…”
“I hate your filthy, lying, weasly
guts!”
“There’s a fine line between love
an’ hate…”
“Love?” Celia shrieked, her
mouth agape. “I do not love you,” she
snorted. “I will never love
you...” She did not have time to react
as Jack flew around the table and grabbed her, pressing his lips fiercely against
hers.
‘You must be mad,’ he
thought wryly to himself, pinning her arms to her side even though it pained
his bad shoulder to do so. ‘Or not,
as th’case may be…’
“Mmpfh! Let me go,” Celia hissed, trying to wriggle from his grasp.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Let me…” her words were cut off again by
his lips and this time she found herself giving in to the desire sweeping her
body once more as she returned the kiss.
“I will never love you,” she murmured as he broke away.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I wasn’t suggestin’ that you do, or
will,” Jack soothed, holding his hands up placatingly as he backed away.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Just makin’ an observation… an’ here’s
another one. You’ve got one hell of a
mess ter clear up before bedtime.”
“Y-you expect me to clear
this up?” she spluttered.
“It’s yer duty, isn’t it?style="mso-spacerun: yes"> An’ besides, you made th’mess… With
hindsight, it’s a good job yer didn’t change fer supper - it would’ve been a
shame ter ruin a good dress.”
“You… you…”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Lovable, incorrigible rogue?” Jack
suggested with an impish grin. style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Not quite the words I was thinking
of, no,” Celia sniped, her anger starting to deflate and her shoulders sagging
as she looked around the cabin in despair at the mess.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I’ll go down th’galley, see if
Toby’s got some more food left fer me,” Jack told her.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “I’ll send some hardtack fer you later, eh?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Oh… all right,” she replied,
rubbing her growling stomach as she watched Jack leave the cabin.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Celia sank to the cabin deck as soon as the
door shut and closed her eyes, covering her face with her hands as she struggled
to contain the emotions welling up inside her.
“Damn you,” she sighed, licking her lips and tasting him on them.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Why do you do this to me…?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Cor! Yer escaped with yer life then, Cap’n!” Elliot exclaimed as Jack
strode across the deck. “I thought she
was goin’ ter tear th’cabin apart.”
“It sounded worse than it was,”
Jack lied. “Now get back ter work, yer
scabrous dogs before I make you go in there an’ help her clean up…” he barked,
disappearing down the hatch which lead to the galley.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
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mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
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mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
Celia brushed a strand of hair from
her eyes and looked around the cabin, pleased with the progress she was
making. ‘I haven’t lost my temper
like that since…’ she frowned, struggling to remember.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> ‘Since I was a child,’ she realised
with shock. ‘What am I going to do about
him and Oliver?’
“Here you go,” came Jack’s voice,
breaking her reverie. “Luckily Toby had
made extra tonight but it’s only th’dregs.”
He placed a tray on the table and the smell of stew wafted across the
cabin, making Celia’s stomach growl once more.
“Come on, before it gets cold – again.”
“Thank you,” she replied shyly, not
daring to look at him as she moved to the table. “I’m sorry…”
“Apology accepted,” Jack grinned,
sitting in his chair and propping his feet on the table as he pulled the stopper
from a bottle of rum, watching her all the time. “Yer’ve done well cleanin’ up,” he observed.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I bet the crew are all talking
about it, aren’t they?” Celia lamented as she wolfed down the thick, overcooked
broth.
“Aye,” he laughed.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Although they tend ter go a little quiet
when I pass by…”
“Oh, no,” she groaned, closing her
eyes. “I’ll never live it down.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Nope,” Jack agreed, still
grinning. “At least not until th’next
big argument between someone – unless that someone is th’pair of us again.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I hope not,” Celia fretted as she
reached for some hardtack to mop up the remnants of the stew from the bowl.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I dunno,” he mused, stroking his
braids. “I enjoy a good argument –
especially th’makin’ up afterwards…”
Celia glanced at him and then back
down again as his devilish grin sent a shiver down her spine.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “W-what do you expect of me?” she asked, her
eyes fixed on a weevil going around in circles on the table.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Same as I’ve always expected of
you,” he informed her. “An’ I want
th’same as I’ve always wanted… but only if you want th’same.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“And if I don’t?” she whispered,
gulping hard.
“Then you work your six months an’
leave me broken hearted,” he quipped.
“I see… I had better finish off
clearing up – I’ll never get some sleep otherwise.” Celia stood, gathering the bowls and plates together and loading
them on to the tray which Jack had brought up from the galley.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “I’ll take these down later, if that’s all right?”
she asked quietly.
“Fine by me,” Jack replied, still
watching her thoughtfully as he drunk from the bottle.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “Can I ask you somethin’?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“W-what?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Is it just th’thought of makin’
love that worries you?”
“It’s sinful!” Celia exclaimed,
righting the chair which she had thrown, relieved to see there was no damage to
it. “Only a husband and wife can… you
know.”
“Accordin’ to th’church,” he
reasoned. “What did people do before
there were churches an’ th’like – before there were priests an’ clergymen ter
tell them it was sinful?”
“But… there have always been
churches and priests,” she argued, finally looking him square in the eyes.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “So it’s always been sinful.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Were you never tempted with
Robert?”
“What?” Celia exploded.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “What sort of question is that?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“A reasonable one.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> You were engaged ter be married, so were you
ever tempted or perhaps go further than so called propriety allowed?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“It is none of your business,” she
snapped, turning away from him.
“So I’ll take as a yes then, eh?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“No!” she shouted, turning back to
him. “He wanted to but I refused, so he
left me! There, curiosity satisfied?”
she cried, fleeing to the side cabin.
“Bugger!” Jack cursed, jumping to
his feet and dashing across to the cabin.
“Celia, I’m sorry…” He pulled a
face as he heard sobs coming from within the private head and he pulled the drape
back, frowning as she saw her on the floor with her face buried in her hands,
sobbing. “Hey…” he soothed, squatting
down and placing a hand on her shoulder.
“I’m sorry – me an’ my big mouth, eh?”
“Leave me alone,” she gasped
between sobs, shrugging her shoulder in an effort to move his hand.style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I’m not leavin’ you in this
state. Come on, luv,” he crooned,
kneeling on the cabin deck and winding his arms around her, holding her close
as she cried into his chest. “I never
thought…”
“You never do!”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“Guilty as charged,” Jack sighed,
cursing himself silently. “It seems a
bit of an over-reaction, if you ask me,” he mused when her sobs subsided.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “He only had, what, a month ter wait?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“H-he said that if I really l-loved
him, I-I would have…” she hiccupped.
“Th’bastard,” Jack muttered,
stroking her shoulder length hair. “If
he had really loved you, he wouldn’t have tried ter blackmail you.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“I know,” Celia sighed, a final sob
shuddering through her body. “It
doesn’t lessen the pain though.”
“No,” Jack agreed, nuzzling the top
of her head. “I loved someone once,” he
mused. “She was married though, an’ her
husband found out…”
“What happened?”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA'>
“He was a local squire with many
connections. I had ter leave or he
threatened ter ruin my father’s shippin’ company.”style='font-family:Georgia;mso-bidi-font-family:"Lucida Sans Unicode";
mso-fareast-language:AR-SA;mso-bidi-font-style:italic'>
“Shipping
company?” Celia echoed, pulling away and looking at him.style="mso-spacerun: yes"> “I was right about you being a gentleman
then?”