More Than Darkness
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This is a crossover smutty story featuring the character of
Tess/Salida ie Tess' Voice in Neon class=SpellE>Dasies' OUATIM fics on ff.net,
More Than Eyes Alone Can See, and More
Than Life, and Sands/Jeffrey from Merrie's OUATIM fic on ff.net, Darkness
Rising. This story will make some sense, probably, if you read it without
having read either of our stories, but it'll make a hell of a lot more if you
just read them. They're all worth reading, we promise. Anyway, on with the
show.
Rated for what has happened, and what might happen.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’re really not quite sure ourselves.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> On with the story.
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Salida took her time walking home.style='mso-spaceyes'yes'> She left the house before Sands did, and
since she’d spent more time there than he had, she’d learned some of the class=SpellE>backways to get home.
She didn’t want him to pass her in the taxi he’d called for, didn’t want
him to see the look on her face.
It was a hard thing
to realize that your marriage was doomed from the beginning, that no matter how
hard you tried, you were going to loose the man you loved.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Salida supposed she’d known it all along, but
she’d tried not to think about it. She
was still trying not to think about
it. It was bad enough that the separation
was going to come without actually dwelling on it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Instead, she thought about how to make the
most of her time with Jeffrey, and that started with making him realize that
nothing had happened last night.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Nothing that had hurt her, nothing that they
couldn’t move past, nothing worth remembering . . .style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Nothing she held against him.
However, an hour
and a half later, when she arrived at the front doors of their hotel, she still
had no idea what she was going to do. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>I’ll just wing it, she thought as she
nodded to the doorman. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Just like always.
With heavy feet,
she took the stairs to her floor and walked slowly to her door.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> With a hand that was trembling, she unlocked
it and stepped inside.
Salida gasped.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The place was an absolute wreck.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She was suddenly certain that she’d find
Jeffrey dead by his own hand, and she panicked, becoming desperate to find
him. “Jeffrey?” she called, walking
through the mess of a living room towards their room.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Jeffrey?
Answer me!”
Making a quick
search of the rooms, Salida determined that Jeffrey wasn’t in the suite.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Visions of his death were replaced by him
causing havoc somewhere, the police coming with guns, and Jeffrey ending up in
jail, the hospital, or worse. It never occurred
to her that Sands could be in control. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If Sands bee been in control, he would have
been here. But no one was.
Think, Salida. Just slow down,
and think. Sitting down on the
floor, on top of a scattered couch cushion, Salida tried to think of where
Jeffrey could be. It took her awhile to
calm down enough to think clearly, and when she was finally able to, the phone
rang.
'> Part of her wanted
to ignore it, but the more excitable part said that was the call she was
dreading. And if it had anything to do
with Jeffrey, she couldn’t ignore it.
Decision made, she
sprang for the phone. “Hello?”
“Is this Mrs.
Salida Sands’, room 1171?” a woman's voice addressed her.
“Yes,” she said,
hating the tremble in her voice.
“This is Margaret class=SpellE>Creagan, the bartender downstairs in the Blue Camel. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Your husown own own here drinking himself into
an early grave. I got your number from
the hotel directory assistance. Now
normally I don’t do this, but I think you should get down here as soon as
possible. He’s not in a good way, and he’s
threatened me if I don’t keep refilling his glass.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
Salida silently
groaned and gave thanks that the woman wasn’t already dead.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But then again, she had Jeffrey’s knife, and
they weren’t sure where his gun was.
Perhaps Sands had it somewhere. “Thank
you,” she said quietly. “I was just
looking for him. I’ll be down as soon as
I can.” Hanging up, Salida dragged
herself to her feet and went back into the hallway.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She took the elevator this time, and when she
got to the lobby, she took a left towards the small bar.
It wasn’t difficult
to locate her husband. He was the only
one in the room besides the bartender.
He was sitting on a stool and nursing a drinkh hih his back towards her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Seeing him like that, her heart broke, and
she knew she’d willingly stay at his side until the choice was taken from her.
On silent feet, she
approached the dejected figure and took a seat.
She didn’t bother saying anything, just looked at the woman who’d called
her and ordered a coke and rum. When it
came to her, she stirred it with the straw, watching the carbonation fizz and
swirl as she waited for Jeffrey to say something.
“That fucking
bartender bitch has got a big fucking mouth,” Jeffrey muttered, knocking back
the rest of his scotch before raising his glass and rattling the ice cubes
within together. The bartender cast
Salida a glance before filling it up all the way to the brim and walking away. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Apparently she had learned not to give him
only single shots. He took a large drink
before swiveling on his stool to look at her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Hello, vixen.”
“I was up in the
room,” she said, eyeing his glass. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>I can’t let him have any more, she
thought. Meeting his eyes again, she
asked, “What happened?”
“Oh that? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands and I just had a little . . . disagreement,”
he said with a clear slur tinting his words before ta ano another long drink of
scotch. “The room paid the fucking
price, I’m afraid. You know he’s still
up here,” he tapped his temple. “But I
think he’s fucking drunk,” he said in a stage whisper before laughing softly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “He never could hold his fucking liquor.”
She ignored that as
irrelevant. “What did you have a fight
over?” she asked, watching him closely.
“Eh, I don’t
fucking remember. You probably. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m the one who fucking tore up the room
though. He just fucking yelled. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That’s all he ever fucking does.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He moved to take another drink.
Salida stopped him
before he could. “You’ve had enough,
lover,” she said quietly as he fought her.
“If you really want to hurt me, just keep drinking and acting
indifferent to me. Or if that’s too much
for you to handle, why don’t you just rip my heart out of my chest and tear it
to shreds in front of my eyes? It’d
probably be less painful.”
“All I ever fucking
do is hurt you anymore. If it’s not what
. . . I did last night, then it’s fucking arguing with Sands and fuck knows
what else. Now give me back that fucking
drink. And wan wanted to fucking . . . ignore
you . . . I could have. I’m good at
fucking ignoring . . . other people.”
“You’re drunk,” she
said flatly. “You don’t mean that, and
even if you did, it’d be a lie. You’d be
lying to yourself. You style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>don’t only hurt me.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You are the only person in the whole world
who can make me happy. You’re the only
person who cares if I even exist. But if
you really want to give up on me, and us, then I suppose I’m really not needed
anymore. I can just as easily fight Tess
to make her take over again as I can to make you at least pretend to care.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Giving the glass to the bartender, Salida
said, “He’s cut off. If he gets upset,
then remind him that I’m the one that cut him off and tell him to take it up
with me.” Then she got up as if she were
going to leave.
“Don’t.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t say that.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I do
. . . care. You know I do,” he said,
grabbing her arm almoalmost falling off of the chair as she moved to stand.
“I know you’re style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>drunk, Jeffrey.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I kthatthat all my promises aren’t enough
to make you believe that I love you enough to cover any injury you think you’ve
given me. And I don’t know how to convince
you. I can’t convince you.” Despite
her words, she took him by the arm and steadied him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “We’re going up to the hotel room, lover, and
you’re sleeping this off.”
“Fine,” he grumbled
turning to look at the bartender one last time and shooting her with his
finger. “Bang, you’re dead,” he said
with a slight laugh. “What about . . .
what’s her name? Sands’ . . .
girlfriend? Isn’t she going to come soon
or something?” he asked with a confused frown, rising none-to-steadily on his
feet with Salida’s help. “That’s how all
of this . . . started you know. . . She
made you mad. Which made me mad. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Which led to this.”
“I don’t know when
she’s going to be back, but I got the feeling that it wouldn’t be until after
dark, and it’s just past
to the elevator.
“Oh. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Seems a little early to be . . . drinking . .
. huh?” he mused with a laugh as they stepped into the elevator. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I may be a little . . . drunk,” he murmured,
leaning against her heavily.
“You’re a lot
drunk,” she said baldly, not in the mood to sugar coat the truth for him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You’re a lot drunk, and I don’t like it, but
I love you anyway.”
The rest of the
rids cos completed in silence.
With her and
and
still leaning heavily on her shoulders, Salida got them both back to their
suite. Unlocking the door she led him
inside, then walked him to the bedroom.
Letting him fall to the mattress, she crossed the room to close the
curtains, then came back to tug off his shoes.
“Get some sleep, Jeffrey. We’ll
talk when’re ’re sober.” She hoped to
talk to Sands before then and find out what had really happened, but she wasn’t
going to count on that happening.
“That is not,
fucking fair. He does all the drinking
and yet I’m still going to be stuck with the fucking hangover later,” Sands
mumbled into the bed, not moving to look at her.
“Is Jeffrey asleep,
Sands?” Salida asked wearily.
“Asleep?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> No.
Passed out? That’d be a big
fucking yes.”
Salida nodded.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Well, whenever you feel like you can pry
yourself off the bed, let me know. I
have a room to set straight. Not that I
blame you. I should have known better
than to leave Jeffrey when he was in a mood like that.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Having said that, she turned and walked into
the living room.
She’d gotten as far
as putting the cushions back on the couch when she ran out of energy.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Collapsing, she closed her eyes and sniffed
as tears started trailing out from under her eyelids.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t
think I’ve been getting enough sleep lately, she thought for her excuse.
“Well this is
fucking fun,” Sands voice murmured as he emerged from the bedroom, keeping his
weight against the wall as he walked. “My
bed’s more comfortable,” he murmured when she looked at him confusespanspan
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Although, if you want to talk about why the
fucking room looks like a sty, I seem to be able to keep a straight thought. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I can’t walk straight worth shit, but straight
thoughts I think I can manage. Probably.”
“What happened?”
she asked, wiping her face. “What made
him lose it like this?”
Sands had the grace
to look somewhat sheepish. “I was
digging him about it, trying to make him talk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I said some things I probably shouldn’t have. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I prodded him about what happened between the
two of you and he just lost it. He started
in your bathroom – tore the place to shreds – before working his way out here. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When he ran out of steam he began the drinking
which you seem to have interrupted. A
little late,” he commented, gesturing to his swaying, drunken state, “But
fucking better late than never.”
“Did he tell you
anything?” she asked, a bit of wistfulness in her voice.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “He didn’t want to tell me since I couldn’t
remember. He thought it was better that
way. Protecting me from himself after
the fact, I suppose.”
“Do you really want
to hear this, sunrise?” Sands asked. He
wasn’t trying to be coy, he just wanted to make sure.
“I need to know
what’s wrong before I can help him,” she pointed out.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t want to hear it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But I need
to.”
“From what I
understand you two got into one hell of a fight. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> This fight ended up with you getting pissed
off and locking yourself in the bathroom, leaving him lying on the bed and more
than a little . . . frustrated. Needless
to say, he was about as fucking happy at the situation as I would have been,
which isn’t very fucking much. He broke
the door down. Now, I’m not entirely
certain on all the details, but what I know is this; you wanted to be left
alone, you told him as much. But
somehow, he got the idea that you were lying and . . . took you . . . by force,”
he said, looking down at the carpet and not meeting her eyes. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He didn’t feel the guilt that Jeffrey did, but
there was a good deal of shaunniunning through him right now. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That, and expensive fucking scotch.
Salida wanted to
cry. “That’s basically what he told me,”
she whispered. “I doI don’t hurt.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t hurt.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If he’d taken me totally against my will, it’d
hurt. I wouldn’t have been prepared for
him, and it would have hurt. But I don’t.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He’s wrong.
He wouldn’t rape me. Not really.”
“Can you prove it?”
Sands asked her in a quiet voice.
No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She couldn’t.
The memory of her psychotic husband trying to kill her and her own style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>lack of memory kept her from being able
to do that. She slowly shook her head.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “No, I can’t.
But I have faith in Jeffrey, because that’s what love is.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Having faith.
Believing the best. And I believe
that Jeffrey would never do that.”
“I think that’s the
problem. He doesn’t believe that he would never do that.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t think he believes he could stop himself.
That’s what being psychotic is.
You can’t ever stop yourself once you go over that edge.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s others who stop you. Do you really think I
wanted to kill that prick today? Sure,
he was as annoying as hell and I’m not upset that he’s dead, but I didn’t
really want to kill him at all.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I don’t think Jeffrey did either.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not really.
Do you understand what I’m saying with this?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He thinks that he won’t be able to stop
himself one of these times, and he’ll hurt you again.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Or for real, whatever you fucking want to
call it.”
“Is there anyway I
can make him believe otherwise?” She
knew she sounded, weak, pitiful, and desperate, but she didn’t care.
“I honestly don’t
fucking know,” Sands said wearily. “Maybe.
Maybe not. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> How can you reassure a psychotic that he won’t
lose control and try to kill the people around him? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> There are drugs I suppose – anti-psychotics – but
I say no fucking way to that. Beyond
that, I don’t have any answers for you.”
Salida ran a shaky
hand through her hair. what you could tell me.” Getting off the
couch, still tired to her very bones, she starting straightening things again.
“You’re welcome,”
Sands said slowly. “Now if that’s all, I
think I’m going to go pass out now,” he said, moving away from the doorframe to
Jeffrey and Salida’s room and making a slow progression towards his own.
Before he could
disappear entirely, Salida asked quietly, “Do you remember that time you asked
if I took the whole ‘til death do us part’ thing seriously?”
Sands paused and
turned to look at her, “Yes. And as I
recall, you do.”
Salida nodded.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I just wanted to make sure we were clear on
that. I’m not leaving.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Even if
he kills me.
“We’rystaystal. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I know,” Sands said quietly, almost
seeming to have heard her thoughts.
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Might as well go all the way.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Am I insane?” she asked.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Am I totally off my rocker for loving and
staying when it might very well be the death of me?”
Sands sighed, not
really feeling up to answering such questions, but doing it anyway since this
seemed to be the first real
conversation they had ever had. n stn style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t
know about the insane part, I think we’re all a little fucking light in the
head to be honest, but I do know this: the reason you stay with him, even
knowing that someday you mand und up dead . . . is because you love him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You wouldn’t give a shit if you didn’t,
alright? And love is probably one of the
most fucked up emotions on this planet. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It makes us do the fucking impossible with a
smile. It convinces us that style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>anything is worth that love. e='me='mso-spacerun:yes'> Even our lives.”
“But . . . but I’m style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>killing him by staying,” she whispered.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> wea weakening him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m causing him pain.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Guilt.
And if I die – if he kills me – I
wiave ave caused his death. But I’m not
strong enough to leave.”
Sands slumped down
to the ground and leaned against the wall, the room spinning slightly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She had lousy timing for a fucking
conversation. “You really think that style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>he is? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Strong enough to leave you, that is? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He isn’t. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He can’t. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Even if he thinks you might be better off, he
still wouldn’t leave. He’s a selfish
fucking bastard who loves you too much to say goodbye. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And so what if you’re causing him pain? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Life is pain, sunrise. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Love is pain,” he said bitterly.
Salida saw that he
was in no condition to be having this conversation, and moreover, heard the
tone in his voice. She got the feeling
that he was talking from experience, but she also knew it wasn’t her place to
pry. “I’m sorry.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I shouldn’t be keeping you from getting some
sleep. I shouldn’t be laying my problems
on you. Go ahead and go to bed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When Aida comes in I’ll make sure to be . . .
civil.”
“I appreciate that,
but if you want to talk about this, now’s the fucking time, sunrise. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Jeffrey’s not here and I’m not going anywhere.
Your timing leaves something to be
desired, it’s true, but it’s also probably the best chance you’ll get for me to
actually listen and be honest with you. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m too fucking drunk not to,” he muttered.
“There’s nothing
left to say, Sands. I saw it in your
eyes at the house. You know we’re all
just riding a train that’s destined for a colossal wreck.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Perhaps I’m just struggling to reassure
myself that it’s worth it. After
fighting so long for survival, it’s hard to know that I’m ultimately going to
lose.”
“Well if you
fucking resign yourself to that end, then you’ve already fucking lost, sunrise.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He laughed mirthlessly then. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Aida’s dying, did you know that? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’s got a fucking brain tumor. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Right, here,” he jabbed at his forehead. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “And if she gives up, she dies. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> No second chances, no maybes, she just dies. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But you know what? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She isn’t giving up. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not even when the odds are stacked against
her. So don’t give me some bullshit
about how you’re going to lose. You don’t
fucking know that. s'> But I stick by what I
fucking said. If you give up now then
there’s no point. You’ve already lost.”
“I’m sorry,” Salida
whispered. “I’ll take it that the
prognosis isn’t good. What is she doing
to treat it?” She wanted to get the
topic off her. It didn’t matter what he
said, because she knew he didn’t even
believe what he was saying. He knew how
things were going to end just as surely as she did.
“You’re sorry. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Yeah, well doesn’t that just make me feel
better?” he spat. “I don’t know what she’s
doing to treat it. I’m no fucking
doctor.” He leaned back and thumped his
head against the wall. “She refuses to
give up and yet I can’t tell her if it’ll make any difference. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I can’t tell her whether or not I’ll still be
around if she ever does beat it because I don’t know. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t know if Jeffrey and I will eventually
tear each other apart, I don’t know if you’ll be a part of that, I don’t
fucking know anything anymore.”
“Well, style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>I know I’m a doctor, and I know that
supposedly dead or not, I still know who some of the top oncologists in the
are.” Salida tried not to let his tone
rile her, but it was hard.
“Then fucking talk
to her about it. Not me,” Sands seethed.
Salida sighed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Good
night, Sands. Maudlin is one
thing. Dealing with you in a bad mood is
another. I love Jeffrey, so I put up
with his PMSing.
You on the r har hand, I don’t have to deal with you.”
“Oh fuck you,”
Sands said, but there wasn’t any real malice behind it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Good fuc nig night,” he said, rolling over
onto his hands and knees and beginning to crawl toward his room, having decided
that it was a lot easier than trying to stand again. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His pride was screaming at him, but he really
could have cared less. Crawling was
better than making it halfway and then falling on your ass.
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When Aida came back
a few hours later, it was to a quiet and darkened suite.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Hello?” she called softly as she hung up her
light jacket.
“Sands is in his
room,” Salida answered quietly from the couch.
She’d been lying there for hours now, trying to absorb her new knowledge
and lock it away where Jeffrey would never find it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He couldn’t ever know that she doubted the
wisdom of them being together – it would destroy him.
“Why are you lying
here in the dar –”
“If you really want
to know,” Salida interrupted, “you can ask your boyfriend.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I was just staying up so you’d know that
people were actually here.” Getting up,
Salida walked to her bedroom and closed the door without another word.
Shaking her head,
Aida took a deep breath. It was true
that Salida was being polite – after a fashion – but she could still feel the
distaste that rolled off the other woman in waves.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not my
problem, she told herself as she walked down the short hallway to Sands’
room.
She didn’t bother
knocking, she just walked in quietly and started getting ready for bed when she
saw that Sands was asleep on top of the covers.
After brushing her teeth and tying her hair back, she climbed into a
pair of ratty pajamas and got into the bed, moving close to her lover.
“Sands?” she
ventured softly, combing her fingers through his hair.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m back.”
Sands groaned. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh you bastard, I’d kill you for this if my
head didn’t hurt so fucking much.”
“Fuck you, Sands. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You think my fucking head doesn’t fucking
hurt? < sty style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And you didn’t exactly fucking
stop me.” Jeffrey’s eyes cracked open
and he saw Aida’s face floating in front of him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Your girlfriend’s here.”
Aida didn’t say
anything, but she did snatch her hands back and scoot away a bit,
simultaneously pulling the blankets up around her.
“Oh don’t fucking
soil yourself. I’m still too fucking
drunk to do anything to you,” Jeffrey muttered. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Where’s vixen? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Is she still here?” he asked slowly.
“Hello, spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sorry about this. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Jeffrey had himself a little marathon drinking
session earlier this morning, and I was dragged along for the fucking ride.”
“Oh don’t fucking
say it like it’s my fault. I didn’t hear
you complaining as long as it was good scotch,” Jeffrey pointed out with a
glower. “You didn’t answer my question. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Is she still here?”
“She went into her
room. I think I woke her up when I came
in. She certainly didn’t seem to be in a
good mood . . . but then again, that could just be because of me.”
“Fuck. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I need to talk to her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You can either stay or come along, but either
way I’m going and I’m consequently taking Sands with me,” Jeffrey said, sitting
up slowly. “That is, if I can mak
th
that far,” he groaned.
Sands placed a hand
to his aching head and turned to Aida. “Come
along. We can all talk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We need to talk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I think Jeffrey and I will be less
inclined to argue for a change if every loud word makes it fucking feel like
our hea goi going to split open.”
Aida was unsure
about this, but she got up anyway. She
slipped on her robe and took the hand that Sands offered her – at least she
thought it was his. He style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>was right handed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She didn’t understand why she needed to come,
but it was enough that Sands had asked her to.
She got the feeling that it wasn’t something he did very often.
Jeffrey strode over
to his and Salida’s room, dragging Aida unwillingly in tow, and knocked ever so
lightly on the bedroom door, wincing at the noise. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Vixen? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s me . . . and company. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We need to talk.”
She didn’t style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>want to talk.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’d talked enough today and it hadn’t given
her anything more than a headache. But
she wt abt about to deny her husband.
That he was in any mood or condition to talk at all was a miracle.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But
does it have to be with company? she wondered, going to the door.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Opening it, she slipped through inte
le
living area without letting anyone see into the bedroom.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It and the bathroom were still a mess, and
she didn’t want to have to deal with a guilt-ridden Jeffrey at the moment.
“What do you want?”
she asked, her arms crossed over her chest.
“To fucking talk,
isn’t that what I said? I want to know
what happened this morning. The last thing
I remember . . . well clearly remember, is leaving the new house.”
s'> “Well isn’t that
fucking ironic,” Sands pointed out wearily. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “We need to talk, sunrise. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All of us. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Maybe that can prevent some of the things we
talked about earlier.”
She didn’t let the
fear that Sands’ words caused show. “You
don’t rememberthinthing else, because you decided to go out and get drunk,” she
addressed her husband. “From what Sands
told me, the two of you got in another fight, you make a rather large mess up
here, then went downstairs to the bar.
That’s where I found you. Then I
managed to get you back up here an onto the bed where you promptly passed out.an
an
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Then to both men, she said, “Other than that,
I have nothing to say. Now, if you’ll
excuse me, I still have cleaning to do before I can go to bed.”
“I went out and got
drunk because you fucking brought last night up in my face again. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I figured alcohol was better than fucking
freaking out in the bathroom alright?” Jeffrey hisseng hng hng himself annoyed.
“And I’m sorry about the fucking room. You
want me to fucking clean it up, I will. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m not done talking about this, vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We need
to talk about this.”
“I don’t want you
to clean the room, Jeffrey. I don’t mind
doing it. It’s a good distraction. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And if you insist on talking, does it really
have to be in front of Grant here?”
Talking was one thing, but Salida loved her privacy, so discussions of a
personal nature should not be carried on in front of a near stranger.
Sands narrowed his
eyes at Salida and squeezed Aida’s hand reassuringly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t really fucking care about what
problems you and Jeffrey are having right now as long as you don’t fucking drag
me into it, but we do need to talk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All of us. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re the one who wants Jeffrey and I to
fucking get on; this is me fucking trying.”
Salida narrowed her
eyes then, realizing she’d just been boxed in by her own words.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Fine,” she hissed before taking a deep
breath and trying to calm down. Without
saying another word, she went and sat down in a chair in the living room,
isolating herself from the other three. “If
you’re all the ones that want to talk so badly, feel free to start.”
Jeffrey sighed and
ran a hand across his face before turning to look at Aida and gesturing
magnanimously for her to move ahead of him and take a seat across from Salida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He wanted to sit down next to his wife, but he
knew Sands would want to sit next to Aida as well so he compromised and began
pacing back and forth. “Look, I know you’re
probably fucking tired of hearing me say this, but I’m sorry. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m sorry I can’t get fucking past what
happened between the two of us. I’m
fucking trying, believ.”
“This is my attempt
for us all to sit down and get everything and anything out in the open in the
hopes that it might clear the air between us. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t think it’s going to fucking work,
honestly, but even just trying is better than fucking waiting for the worst,”
Sands commented, picking up Jeffrey’s pacing.
“Jeffrey, I style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>know you’re sorry.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I believe you’re sorry.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And you don’t need to be sorry any more.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s in the past.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Let it go.
And as for getting things in the open, I think I’ve said all I have to
say several times over already. And
repetition starts to bore me this late at night.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Salida knew she was being difficult, but she
couldn’t help it. “Besides, Grant’s had
a long day and should get some sleep. We
all should.”
“I can’t let it go.
I’ve fucking tried. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But every time you say something, or do
something to remind me . . . I can’t guarantee that what happened today won’t
happen again,” Jeffrey said slowly. “And
I don’t want to fucking sleep because that only means I’ll be away from you,”
he muttered under his breath almost too quietly for Salida to hear.
“Look, I don’t know
if I’ll have the fucking will to try this again.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t care if we’re all ready to drop on
our feet. I’m fucking tired of this as I’m
sure we all are,” Sands grumbled before turning to Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I know you probably don’t know where you fit
in here, but you’ve got to speak up or nothing will change. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Things will go on just as they always have
been and I know I can’t put up with that any longer.”
“For once I fucking
agree with Sands. It’s a fucking
miracle,” Jeffrey said wearily. “You’re
being fucking difficult, vixen, and I think you know it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t want to talk to the little Miss over
there, but maybe I have no fucking choice. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I really
don’t want to talk to Sands about this, but again, maybe it’s a fucking choice
I don’t have.”
“And just what are
we talking about?” The query came from
both women at once, andy tuy turned their heads to stare at one another.
“Well,” Salida
commented slowly. “It appears as if we’re
both in the dark here.” She shook her
head and looked back at the men. “Just
what do you want to talk about? Give me
a topic instead of being cryptic, and perhaps I’ll find it easier to cooperate.”
“Well I’m fucking
talking about something that little miss kitty over there doesn’t need to know
about,” Jeffrey said and Sands scowled in response.
“You want a topic,
give me a minute to clear my head long enough to think of one,” Sands muttered,
clasping his hands behind his back and beginning to pace again before taking a
seat on the couch, distanced from both women. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was beginning to get dizzy from the pacing.
“Sorry to put this all on you, spitfire,
but you’re the main thing I’m thinking about. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I realize that we don’t all get along, that we
will perhaps never all get along, but the least we could do is to put up with
each other. And no, that’s not what we’ve
been doing so far. We’ve been avoiding
one another and that’s not working anymore. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The more Aida’s around, the more we will run
into each other on a daily basis. I know
for a fact that Aida and Jeffrey get along, and there’s no real lost love
between the two of you either,” he said, gesturing to the two woman who seemed
to be in the midst of a staring contest that neither one wanted to lose. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “But fine, if that’s not a good enough topic,
how about this. I want to talk about the
future. Mine, Aida’s, everyone’s.”
“I don’t have a
problem with her,” Salida protested. “If
you need her, than I say, ‘Great, she’s here.’
And yes, I realize that adding a fourth to this mess will change
things. I’m not stupid.”
“Neither am I,”
Aida added. “And it’s not as if I’m
coming in expecting everything to change to make things easier for me.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m not that naïve or selfish.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The words were said with an air of challenge,
one Salida just raised her chin too.
“Oh I can see this is
fucking going perfect. Bravo, Sands,”
Jeffrey muttered slowly. “Not only have
you not helped solve anything between
us, but you’ve got them going at it as well.”
“Shut up, Jeffrey. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Fine, forget I said anything. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll just go to fucking bed then,” Sands said
tiredly, rising to walk back to his room.>
>
“Wait,” Salida
said, remembering how Sands had listened to hear earlier.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m sorry, alright?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> This is just a bit uncomfortable, but it’s
not like I’m taking every opening to start a fight, now is it?”
“No, that’s what
Jeffrey and I do,” Sands said with a sigh, slumping back down on the couch. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I know it’s uncomfortable. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s not exactly a fucking day at the beach
for me either, but you asked me and Jeffrey to try and work things out, and
this is something that I feel needs to be worked out on my end. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I love Aida and I want her around. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’s going to be around. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But I don’t want her fucking feeling like she’s
underfoot. Now I know that it may seem
like she is, that it may seem like she’s trying to move in and take over, but I
seriously doubt that’s the case.
said it herself, she doesn’t expect either of you to make things easy for her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All I’m asking, is that you at least try,
alright? And I’ll make a deal with you
and Jeffrey both. As long as you keep
trying to make things right with Aida, I will try to get along with the
annoying bastard in my head,” he said with a smirk.
“Oh lots of love to
you too, asshole,” Jeffrey responded, but the smirk didn’t drop. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Fine, let’s say I try and get along with her
and you. What then? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> What do I get out of it? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Call me a selfish bastard if you want, but I
think it’s a viable question. I play
nice, and you promise not to argue with me. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Great. What
I always wanted,” Jeffrey said with a roll of his eyes.
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>And this is what I meant by repetition.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sands, I’ve already promised to behave
myself. I’ve promised not to pick
fights. I’ve promised not to make a
fuss. Just what am I needed here for?”
Aida was wondering
the same thing, but didn’t bother saying it.
She was feeling a bit self-conscious at the moment, but she stood her
ground.
“I guess you’re
not. Fine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’re just one fucked up happy family, right? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’ll get along, she’ll get along. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’ll all get along. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, except for me and Jeffrey that is. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’ve never got along.”
“You got that
right. And I don’t think you’re fucking
helping anyone here,” Jeffrey said addressing Sands. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “If he’s not going to bed I fucking am. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m still fucking hung-over and I no longer
want to deal with this right now. Vixen,
again, I m sorry. I’m going to keep
fucking saying it until I believe it myself. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida, as always, a fucking pleasure,” he
addre her her with a half smile. “I
suppose vixen and I had our fun today so I guess I’ll see you in the morning,
wife-mine. Good night.”
Salida felt a jolt
when she didn’t even get the chance to say good-night before her husband
disappeared on her. Feeling just a bit
abandoned, she curled her legs up into the chair and stared at the couple
across from her, feeling very alone all of a sudden.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “So, was there anything else you need to talk
to me about,are are we done for the night?”
Aida felt a bit of
sympathy for the other woman as she sat across from them, and broke their
staring contest before Salida could see it.
“Uh, no. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Get some sleep, sunrise. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’ll see you in the morning,” Sands said
slowly, not reallyersterstanding why Jeffrey had left so quickly and not liking
the twinge of pity for the woman left in front of him.
A dry laughed escaped
Salida. “That’s a very nice sentiment,
but I’ve still something of a mess to clean up in my room.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I won’t be able to sleep until everything
resembles tidy at the very least.”
“Do you want some
help?” The offer from Aida took both
Sands and Salida by surprise.
“Uh . . . no.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That’s alright,” she said slowly, watching
Aida as if she expected an ulterior motive for the offer of help.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Standing, she slowly walked back to her room,
not turning her back on the couple. Then
the door closed, and the two were left alone.
“Well that was
fucking fun. Sorry about that, spitfire.
I didn’t mean to drag you into anything.
I honestly don’t know what I was trying
to do back there,” Sands said wearily.
She shrugged, and
leaned into him. “It was a nice thought,
but I honestly think things are as good as they’re going to get at the
moment. But I think that Salida at least
might surprise you. She just needs time
to adjust to me being around I think.”
“I know. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I suppose I knew that going into it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Maybe I was just feeling self-destructive on
top of fucking hung-over. It doesn’t
really matter,” he said, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and pulling her
closer to him. “So, how was your day?”
he asked, not knowing what he would tell her if she asked the same.
“Let’s see . . . I
had a very nice breakfast, which I could barely afford.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Then the four leads spent the entire day
running through the play over and over and over again.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And here’s the fun part – and I style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>am serious – we played a different character
each time. It’s to make sure we know all
our cues and such. And it’s fun because
we get to mess around with the props, and be silly, and overact.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> There was a smile on her face, but it
eventually faded. “Not that I’ll be able
to do many shows past opening night. I’ll
be too sick to.”
He leaned over and
kissed the top of her head. “Don’t think
about that right now,” he ordered her gently. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’ll come to your opening night if you like,”
it was more of a statement than a question. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I think I’d like to see whatever I forced
myself to stay awake for done right.”
“Yeah, I’d like you
to come. That’d be nice.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Stretching a bit, Aida yawned and stood.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Take me to bed, tiger, before I fall asleep
right here.”
“If I drop you,
blame the hangover,” he warned lightly before scooping her up into his arms
ca
carrying her to the bedroom slowly. He
managed to not drop her until they had reached his bedroom and then he dropped
her down on the bed without a word. He
looked down at her for a moment before sitting down on the edge of the bed so
he could take off his shoes and strip down to his boxers. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Once he had done that he reached over and
moved back the topsheet, climbing in bed beside her,
nudging her slightly so that she would lift up and move under the covers as
well.
“I wasn’t expecting
you to literally carry me,” she murmured as she managed to tuck herself under
the sheet and against his side in the same move.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “But I am
very glad you made it to the bed.” She
wasn’t sure either of them was in the mood for anything other than sleeping at
the moment, so she waited to see where he was going to lead.
“That makes two of
us then,” he said slowly, leaning over slightly to pull her in for a kiss. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t know if I’m sober enough for this, and
I don’t really care. You’re here now and
I want to make the most of you,” he said with a smirk, his hands moving down to
unbutton her pajama shirt.
“Well, I suppose we’ll
find out quickly if you are or not,” she murmured against his lips as she pulled
him down for a kiss.
The kiss turned
passionate fairly quickly, as Sands reveled in the chance to have her in his
arms again. He finished unbuttoning her
shirt and immediately moved his hands underneath it to wrap around her back as
he pulled her even closer and moved a knee between her legs. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh I don’t know, I think I’m sober enough to
know a good thing when I see it, and more than sober enough to take advantage
of you,” he said with a smirk before moving to kiss her passionately again,
their tongues warring against each other.
The next time they
broke to catch their breath, Aida asked, “If you’re drunk, then aren’t I the
one taking advantage of you?”
“Hmm, you may have
a point at that,” Sands mused playfully. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Should I have been warned about you?”
“Oh yes,” she said
seriously. “I’m a very dangerous sexual
predator.” With a wicked smile, she
rolled them so she was on top. “I make
my victims beg for mercy before I’m through,” she playfully whispered against
his lips before she started planting kisses over his face and neck.
“A dangerous sexual
predator, hmm? Oh excuse me, a style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>very dangerous sexual predator. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should have known,” he said with a short
laugh as he let her kiss him. “And
excuse me if I say I’ll believe it when I see it that you’re going to make me
beg,” he said with a raised eyebrow, blatantly challenging her.
“class=SpeOohhOohh . . . tough guy wants a challenge, eh?”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, she was up for it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Taking his hands in hers, she intertwined
their fingers. Then as she kissed him
briefly and lightly, over and over, she let her body start dragging along
his. Her loose breasts drug against his
chest, making them both moan with the sensation.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Scooting down his body a bit, she settled her
dampening arousal right over the growing bulge in his boxers . . . and started
rocking lightly against it. It was
enough pressure to arouse and tease, but not enough to satisfy the craving she
was building.
“I do like a
challenge, and what you’re doing right now is . . . pleasant,” he gasped
breathily, “but I’m still a long way off from begging. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re going to have to try harder than that,
spitfire,” he said with a mischievous smirk.
“No I won’t.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She smiled sweetly at him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “If I were to keep this up, keep my touch as
light as possible for let’s say . . . the hour . . . I bet you’d be begging for me.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I would do it too.”
Sands’ eyes widened
marginally at that. He knew she could do
it. But he wouldn’t bow out now. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He had made the challenge in the first place
and he was going to stick by it even if she eventually broke him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Which she no doubt could if she put her mind
to it. “Do your worst, spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I may not be a patient man, but I’m stubborn
as hell and I think I can hold out longer than you.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As he uttered the fighting words, he
congratulated himself on not allowing a tremor into his voice while cursing
himself as a fool.
Aida shook her
head. “You really shouldn’t let your
mouth run away with you like that, tiger.
One of these days I might take you seriously.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But luckily for you, I don’t have the energy
for that. If I had to wait through that
much foreplay tonight, I think I'd fall asleep.
In fact, I’m not sure I even have the energy for this.” It was true.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The arms she was propping herself up with
were starting to tremble with exhaustion.
“I don’t suppose you’d be all that upset if you ho tao take the lead
tonight, would you?”
“If that’s what you
want,” he said slowly, fighting to keep the relief out of his voice as he
rolled them back over.
“What I want is to
be with you, and I’ll take that however I can get it.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida wrapped her arms around Sands
tightly. “I had a good day, but I’m glad
to be back.”
“I just bet you
are,” Sands said with a smirk, extracting himself from her embrace gently so he
could sit back on the bed and take his boxers off. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Once he had done that he moved back on top of
her, positioning himself in front of her before he hissed in pain. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh yeah, forgot about that part, fuck,” he
muttered, the movement having irritated the cuts along his hips and thighs. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Among . . . other places.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
“What?” Aida asked,
a bit concerned. “Are you alright?”
“Oh I’m fine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s just . . . it seems that sunrise had a
little bit of . . . fun with Jeffrey earlier today,” he muttered under his
breath hoping that she would catch his meaning because he didn’t really feel
like going into specifics. Although, she
could probably just see for herself just as easily.
“Oh.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida frowned as she tried to de-code his
meaning. “You mean the type of fun that
feels good at the time, but hurts like a mother later?”
“If by fun you mean
being cut up ten ways from fucking Saturday and looking like an ill-used
pincushion afterwards, then yes, I suppose you’re right,” he said with a small
smile.
“Do you want to stop?”
she asked, concerned for him.
“Fuck no. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t even joke about that,” he said, moving
into kiss her before thrusting into her, forcing the pain out of his mind as
long as it wasn’t giving him any pleasure. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Definitely not stopping,” he said with a
moan, leaning down to kiss her shoulders and collarbone lightly.
Aida sighed in
contentment as Sands started moving inside her.
This was a very nice way to relax after a long day.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Moving against him languidly, she added to
the friction between their bodies, but it wasn’t enough for her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Moving a hand, she lifted Sands’ chin until
he was facing her and she could kiss him with ease.
He gave himself
fully into her searching kisses, enjoying the sensuality they added. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He could feel the cuts screaming at him in the
back of his mind but he paid them no attention. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The only thing that mattered right now was the
woman before him. “I love you, spitfire,”
he said softly when he could pull himself away from her long enough to talk
before increasing the rhythm of his thrusts slightly and increasing the passion
of his kisses even more.
“As . . . as sudden
as it all is, I’m pretty sure I love you too,” she whispered back at him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “But not like I’ve loved other people.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re special somehow.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Enough that she didn’t even bother checking
to see if he really was wanted for murder or not.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Enough that she felt safe even with that bit
of doubt.
“Well I could have
told you that,” he said with a smug smirk before leaning down to nip at her
neck and the shell of her ear.
She groaned, and
squeezed him to her. “You’re a jerk too,”
she replied. “Now shut up and make love
to me.”
“As the lady
commands,” Sands said with another smirk and a bow in her direction before
leaning down to kiss her again, just as passionate as before but with a
somewhat frenzied pace behind it rather than the sensual slow one that it had
had before. He kissed her lips and then
moved quickly over her face, kissing every inch of her that he could.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Once he was finished with her face he moved
to kiss her neck, shoulders and collarbone, his thrusts becoming more forceful
as his kisses became more demanding.
Aida found herself
gasping and moaning as Sands attacked her with his mouth.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His hands were firmly anchored at her waist
and behind her shoulders, holding her as his body thrust against her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her own hands traveled over his shoulders and
along his sides, her skin desperate for the feeling of his.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sands,” she groaned, arching mindlessly
against him. She could feel her orgasm
approaching, felt the need for release building with every move of his mouth
and hips. As she got closer and closer
to the point of no return, her moans started turning into perspers thaoke
oke
of aching need.
“Spitfire,” he
responded in turn, beginning to kiss and suckle at the side of her neck as he
felt her begin to tremble as her release got closer and closer. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Let go, spitfire,” he practically pleaded
with her breathlessly, knowing that she would more than likely drag him into
his own orgasm as she came.
She shook her head,
not wanting the delicious torture to end, but she didn’t really have a
choice. Sucking in a deep breath, she
felt her hips buck against him several times as she went over the edge,
trembling and moaning loudly.
Sands gave in
himself as he felt her come around him, biting into her shoulder to muffle the
moan that threatened to claw its way out of his throat. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That didn’t completely stop it however, and he
was sure that she heard him loud and clear. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When he was finished, he moved to the side
slightly so he wasn’t directly on top of her any longer, but didn’t move
otherwise.
“Mmm . . .” she
moaned, turning slightly so she could tuck her face into his chest.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “That was nice.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That statement was followed by a wide
yawn. “But you wore me out,” she
accused, rubbing her nose against the hollow of his throat.
He hummed in
response, making Aida’s nose buzz with the vibration. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “That’s right, blame it all on me. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I didn’t hear you complaining, spitfire,” he
said with a wry smile, taking a deep breath of the scent of her hair.
“You do now,” she
mumbled, moving closer as she lost heat.
“And you’d hear more if I weren’t so . . .” she yawned, ending with a
bit of a squeak, “tired.”
Sands laughed
softly at her weak threat but didn’t comment, only reaching down to pull the
covers back up over them from where they had been kicked to the foot of the
bed. “Get some rest spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll try to be here when you wake up,” he said
quietly.
“class=SpellE>M’kay,” she breathed, giving up her hold on
consciousness. The last thing she was
aware of as she slipped into the sleep was the feeling of her lover’s arms
around her.
******************************
Jeffrey opened his eyes slowly and groaned softly as he
noticed the room he was in was definitely not his, and the woman next to him
was definitely not his wife. “Well this
is just fucking weird,” he muttered, feeling the woman stir in his arms and
freezing. “Uh, don’t fucking freak out
kitty, but I’m not Sands.”
Aida squeezed her
eyes shut and made sure that the blankets were pulled tightly around her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The only blessing in this that she could see,
was that sometime during the night she and Sands had shifted, and her back was
now pressed against his front, and his arms were around her outside the
covers. “Good morning,” she said in
something close to a normal tone. “I don’t
suppose you’d mind moving away a bit?”
“I’m already
moving,” he said, moving away from her and sitting up in the bed, rubbing the
sleep out of his eyes. “Oh and good
morning to you too, kitty,” he said, grudgingly admiring the fact that she hadn’t
freaked out like he half expected she would.
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Bastard, she thought to herself, knowing
the’dhe’d expected her to act spineless.
“Is Sands around? I’d like to
talk to him.”
“I’m here,
spitfire,” Sands said, sounding as if he had just woken up. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sorry about that,” he said aloud, half
addressing them both, but Aida more than Jeffrey.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
“Oh and a good
morning to you too, Sands,” Jeffrey said with a cheerful smirk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands just grunted in response.
“Can I talk to
Sands alone?” Aida stressed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m not asking for a long time.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Ten minutes would be enough.”
Jeffrey sighed
melodramatically. “Fine, I can see when
I’m not wanted,” he said with a smirk. “See
you two lovebirds later.”
“He is much too fucking
cheerful for this time of day. I don’t
like it,” Sands muttered before turning to look at her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Good morning, spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He’s gone.”
She laughed, then
rolled over on the bed, her arms out-flung.
Sighing, she smiled at him. “With
the exception of waking up next to him, I believe I had the perfect night’s
sleep.” Sitting up and still holding the
blankets around her small frame, she sighed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “So, I’m pretty sure that I forgot to mention
this to you earlier, but I’m holding down two jobs at the moment.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I have to go in to work today.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I only work weekends, and I’m afraid that
yesterday was my day off. I mean, I’ve
given my two weeks notice, but I’m supposed to help train my replacement today,
so I’ll be gone until this afternoon.”
“And if I’d rather
just chain you to the bed and keep you as my willing sex slave all day long? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> What would you say to that?” Sands asked with
a completely serious look on his face.
“I’d say that I’d
like to keep my life normal for as long as I can, tiger.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I won’t be able to much longer.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Once I’m housebound, I’ll more than willingly
be at your beck and call.” Aida reached
over and took Sands’ hand in hers. “Please.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Id tod to let go of all this at my own pace.”
Sands sighed but
brought her hand to his mouth and kissed the top of it before laying it back
down on her stomach. “Alright. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I can accept that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But remember what you said about the willingly
being at my beck and call. I more than
intend to take you up on that.”
“And I intend to
let you. Until I’m too sick to do
otherwise.” She grinned wryly.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I think I may be getting the better half of
our relationship here. But if you want
to call things off you’d better let me know now.”
Sands rolled his
eyes at that. “Tell me you’re fucking
joking. I’m not going to call this off
no matter what happens. I’m a stubborn,
possessive bastard and I’ve decided you’re mine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I don’t give up what’s mine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re stuck with me, so you better get used
to it. And where else would I find a
woman who likes blood play as much as I do?” he asked with a smirk, trying to
lighten the conversation while leaning over to nip at her neck. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “No, I definitely think I’m going to have to
keep you around,” he said, licking the side of her neck. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Mm . . . definitely.”
Aida almost let him
distract her, but couldn’t quite bring herself to it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sands, I’m serious,” she murmured, pulling
him away to face her. “Once I start the
chemo and radiation, I’m going to get pretty sick.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I won’t have much energy.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For anything.
And I’m telling you this because I don’t want you to feel trapped by
anng ing if things don’t end up the way you thought they would.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I care for you too much for that, and I won’t
have the energy to make other arrangements for myself if you decide in a few
months that you’ve had enough.”
“You’re not
listening to me. I don’t care. I’m not going to
fucking lie and say that it won’t cut me to the fucking quick to see you like
that, but I don’t care. I’m not going to
fucking leave you in the dust for something you have no fucking control over. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I may be a murdering bastard but even I couldn’t
be that fucking callous. And it’s when I’m
not with you that I feel trapped. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not the other way around. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Is any of this getting through to you? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I am not
leaving you.”
“I style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>am listening.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I just want to make sure you know what you’re
getting into.” Aida leaned forward and
softly stroked the angry planes of his face.
“I care too much for you to deceive you out of omission.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I want
to stay with you. I do.”
“Maybe I don’t know
what I’m getting into. But I tell you
this; I’m going to stay around long enough to find out. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All of it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m a big boy, spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I can handle whach ach a tiny little thing
like you throws at me,” he said with a smirk, his anger beginning to fade with
the aid of her gentle touch. “And you’d
better fucking want to stay with me. Who
wouldn’t?”
Aida laughed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You’ll soon see just what I can throw out,
tiger. In the mean time, I should get
ready to go.”
clock, she saw that she didn’t have time to shower.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’ll just change and get going.”
“Fine, go. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Leave me. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I see how it is,” Sands said melodramatically.
“You’re only here for the sex, right? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not that I blame you, but I should have known.
A guy like me’s
gotta watch out for your type; the very dangerous sexual predators. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m in big trouble now, I can feel it,” he
said with a smirk, laying back down on thd asd as he watched her get dressed.
Dressed in a pair
of jeans and a button down, pink men’s dress shirt, she pounced on him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “That’s right, and don’t you forget it,
mister. Now, I demand a good-bye kiss or
I’ll see that you regret it later.”
Sands’ eyes
twinkled with mischief as he gave her the briefest of pecks on the forehead. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “There you go. And what do you mean by regret,
spitfire?” he asked innocently, not kissing her again just yet, but holding her
tightly in his arms as she laid on top of him.
Her eyes narrowed
in mock anger. Then she lowered her head
and kissed him vigorously, nipping at him until he responded to her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The moment he did, she thrust her tongue into
his mouth and felt a thrill go through her as he submitted to the kiss.
Just as she felt
him really begin to respond, she
broke free and stood up, running a hand through her mass of curls.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “See you later, tiger.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> With a wry smile, she blew a kiss over her
shoulder and left roo room.
Sands watched her
go, completely dumbfounded. When he
heard the front door open and close as she left, he reached over and grabbed
one of the pillows and brought it down hard onto his face and screamed his
frustration into it. He wasn’t really
mad – he should have known better – but that was a dirty trick.
“You got to admire
a woman who has the fucking balls to do that to a guy. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Especially one she knows is a conscienceless
killer. I do think she’s beginning to
grow on me. Like an annoying fucking
fungus,” Jeffrey commented as he removed the pillow away from his face. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “It’s almost fucking worth having to deal with
the consequences of what kitty did to you to see you like this now.”
“Kitty?” Sands
asked with narrowed eyes.
“Yeah, kitty. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Your fucking girlfriend, remember her? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The one who just left us both with a vaguely
annoying hard-on?”
“Don’t fucking call
her that,” Sands seethed.
“What, kitty? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She needed a nickname. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Everyone else has gone one. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I thought I was supposed to make her feel
fucking welcome remember? And now that I
know you don’t like it, I’m definitely
going to be using it,” Jeffrey said cheerily, getting out of bed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Either go back to sleep or whatever but I’m
going to see vixen and then I’ve got some fucking errands to run.”
“I’m going to back
to fucking sleep. And style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>don’t call her kitty,” Sands muttered,
knowing that it was useless but feeling the need to attempt anyway. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He sighed and went back to sleep.
“Suit yourself,”
Jeffrey said aloud, pulling on a pair of clean boxers before walking out of
Sands’ room and over to his own. He
knocked on the closed door. “Vixen? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You awake?”
There was no answer, and Jeffrey wondered if it was because she was
asleep or because she was still mad at him.
Deciding to take
his chances, he slowly opened the door, revealing a straightened room, and
Salida. She was laid out along the foot
of the bed, clutching the pillow from his side of the bed to her face.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The TV was on, and he surmised that she’d
fallen asleep watching it.
He picked up the
remote from where it lay beside her hand and turned off the TV before throwing
the remote down on the floor and laying down on the bed next to his wife,
taking her into his arms. If she was
still mad at him, so be it. But for now
all he wanted to do was to hold her.
Salida stirred as
she felt a pair of arms wrap around her, and she restlessly turned until she
was facing the warm body, calming when the scent of her lover reached her
nose. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’d slept with Jeffrey’s pillow the night
before, trying to drive away some of the loneliness she’d been feeling, but it
hadn’t worked. Not as well as this.
“Good morning,
vixen,” he whispered, leaning over to her so that their foreheads met. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m sorry about yesterday.”
“You left without
saying good-bye,” she whispered, tucking herself against him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “And . . . and it hurt more than it should
have. I missed you more than I should have.”
“I know I did. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I’m sorry. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t know why I did it; I just didn’t want
to deal with Sands and kitty any longer. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I didn’t mean to hurt you.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He pulled her even tighter against him and
leaned his head down on top of hers to kiss her hair.
“I thought you were
mad at me again,” she confessed. “Like
you were after the night that Tessa came out.
You left me with Sands then too.”
Jeffrey closed his
eyes then, cursing himself for not thinking of that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m not fucking mad at you vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not at all. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When I came in here I was convinced that you’d
be fucking livid with me though.”
She shook her
head. “I don’t want to waste time by
being upset. I did enough of that
yesterday, and all it got me was a hung-over husband.”
Jeffrey winced. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sorry about that too,” he said after a moment
of trying to go over the vague memories he had from the time. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I shouldn’t have fucking done that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should have fucking talked to you rather
than trying to drown myself in shot after shot of admittedly good scotch.”
“Well, it would
have been hard to talk to me since I wasn’t there.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should have come back with you.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should have been clearer at the house.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should have said I wasn’t over the shock of
meeting Grant yet.”
“Oh don’t worry
about that bullshit. Fine then, we both
have things we regret about yesterday. I
know this is being a bit fucking hypocritical of me, but how about we just get
fucking over it and go on with our day?
So what if you’re not completely over the shock of meeting Miss
Kitty? Who says I am?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> At least you're not the one who has to
occasionally wake up next to her in the fucking morning,” he grumbled under his
breath. “I’m going to take a
shower. I’ll give you one chance to come
with me before I sling you over my shoulder and take you unwillingly.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Oh, you waited too long, looks like it’s the
fucking shoulder for you.” He smirked
and hopped off of the bed before doing just as he said he would and throwing
Salida over his shoulder, headto tto the bathroom.
“Jeffrey!” she
exclaimed, laughing at the same time her hands were pounding lightly on his
back. “Put me down.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’ll hurt yourself.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It was hard to talk while her head was
hanging down and her hair was in her face, but she kept trying to anyway.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I said –”
Jeffrey smacked her
lightly on the rear, then caressed it just to make sure he hadn’t really hurt
her. “Hey, if you’d been a fucking bit
more cooperative, then I wouldn’t have to do this, now would I?”
Salida rolled her
eyes, then decided to take advantage of her position.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Going limp, she reached down and pinched her
husband’s ass.
Jeffrey let out a
very undignified yelp in surprise at that, and very nearly dropped her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “That wasn’t very nice vixen,” he muttered
wryly, walking through the bathroom door, and setting her down.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Strip or I’m tossing you in still clothed,”
he ordered, his face completely serious.
She grinned and
crossed her arms over her chest. Very
deliberately, she said, “Make me.”
Jeffrey returned
her grin. “I was so hoping you’d say
that.” Before she could guess his intentions,
or at least time to react to them, he had turned on the hot water, grabbed the
removable showerhead and turned the spray on her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He didn’t get her in the face, but her chest
and waist were now soaked. “Not even
wearing a bra this morning, I see,” Jeffrey drawled, able to see her chest
clearly through her now soaked white t-shirt.
He looked at her for a minute longer before he threw the showerhead back
into the bathtub where it bounced around a little and walked over to his
dripping wife and pulled her close to him, not caring that he got wet in the
process. “Are you going to get into the
shower now, vixen? Or do I have to get
you wet some more?” he asked with a smirk, clearly intending her to hear both
meanings in that sentence.
Salida mock glared
as the once steaming water turned cold in the unheated air.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Yet, she was still in a good enough mood to
make the most of her situation. With
slow and teasing intent, she reached down towards the hem of her shirt and just
as slowly pulled the sopping wet piece of clothing over her head.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Jeffrey watched as she bared first navel,
then ribs, then breasts as she leaned slightly back to get the shirt over her
head. Shaking her hair back over her
damp shoulders, Salida once again grinned, then threw the shirt at his ogling
face, jumping into the shower and grabbing the shower head.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Crowing victoriously, she reached over and
turned the water to cold, spraying her unprepared husband, making sure to soak
his boxers.
“Holy fuck that’s
cold,” Jeffrey yelped, raising up a hand to ward off the cold water
ineffectively before jumping out of the way of the cold spray, being careful
not to slip on the now soaked floor of the bathroom.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Well I’m most certainly fucking awake now,”
he drawled with a shudder, looking down at his soaked boxers and dropping her
sodden shirt to the floor. “Ok, no more
fucking water play for vixen. At least I
used fucking warm water,” he said with a half glare before leaning over to pull
off his boxers, not looking up when she sprayed his head again.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Once he had gotten the sopping piece of
clothing off he jumped into the shower with her and closed the shower door
behind him before pressing her against the wall in a forceful kiss.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You have entirely too much fun with that
fucking cold water. Now you’re going to
warm your now fucking freezing husband up,” he said slowly when he had pulled
back to give them both a chance to catch their breath.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He didn’t move away from her however, but
held her close, using her body heat to help warm him before reaching over and
turning the water back to warm.
“This from the man
who likes to torture his wife with ice,” she teased, wrapping her arms around
his neck and slowly starting to writhe against him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You, my dear husband, have a hypocritical streak
running through you.” She saw the
amusement and desire flare in his eyes, and she smiled invitingly, but when he
lowered his head to kiss her, she moved her face away.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If he wanted a kiss, he was going to have to
work for it.
“Yes, I don’t
fucking deny that,” Jeffrey agreed, trying to keep the irritation at her
coyness out of his voice. “I like things
my way. I always fucking have and you
more than know that by now. I like to
tease but not to be teased. Yeah, I
think that has fucking hypocrite written all over it,” he said, sounding not
the least bit remorseful. “But then
again, so are you. I fucking know you
want me to kiss you and yet you turn away as if you don’t.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And worse yet, you know you can because my
own fucking impatience will eventually work against me and I’ll make you kiss
me anyway. It’s a dilemma, but again, I
don’t really care at the moment,” he said, leaning down to catch a hardened
nipple in his mouth, a hand moving to play with the other.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
hand moved down her stomach with pressing forcefulness, before moving to
continue its journey down a thigh.
Salida simply
moaned, knowing he was right, but like him, not particularly caring.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It was fun to play.
Trying not to focus
on his attempts to make her cave to him, she turned them a bit so they were
more fully under the spray of the water.
Feeling herself grow even hotter – both from the water and Jeffrey’s
wandering hands – she decided to do her own tormenting.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Shying away from the hands climbing her legs,
she slipped one of her own hands between them and started caressing his
hardening arousal. A nearly silent
giggle escaped her as a small shudder ran through her husband’s body, but
unfortunately, Jeffrey heard /p>
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“Something funny
vixen?” he asked dryly, knowing the reason she laughed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You think it’s funny to fucking torment your
husband. Is that it? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well I suppose I wouldn’t know. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t have a husband to torment. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ve got a beautiful fucking wife whom I love
to torment.” With this he reached down
to slip a hand between her legs and stuck a single long finger into her wet
heat while using his other hand to tilt her head to his and claiming her lips
in a vicious kiss.
Salida cried out
gladly, parting her lips swiftly for her husband’s kiss.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her impatient body swayed towards him, trying
to tempt him to put out the fire burning in her body.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “If I say I’m sorry,” she gasped, “will you
just take me already?” Her hands had
moved from his arousal to his hips and were insistently trying to pull him to
her.
“Maybe,” Jeffrey
drawled with a smirk. “Are you sorry,
vixen?” he asked, moving even closer to her, but nothing more than that.
“I certainly am
now,” she breathed. “Please,
husband-mine. I missed you.”
“I missed you too,
vixen,” he said, recapturing her lips in a kiss as he grabbed her by the hips
and braced her against the wall, thrusting into her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When Salida wrapped her legs around his back
and thereby deepened his thrust he moaned softly and began a rhythm of quick
shallow thrusts.
“Jeffrey,” she
whispered over and over, in time with his thrusts, simply enjoying the sound of
his name on her lips. Her hands braced
themselves on his shoulders as her back arched, making him slide into her even
more deeply. She cried out as she
accidentally threw back her head in pleasure and thumped it painfully against
the wall, but she didn't let it stop her.
Jeffrey didn’t stop
his thrusts, but he did look at her seriously. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Are you alright, vixen?” he gasped out,
having heard her pained cry.
She shook her head,
then nodded , then shook it again. “Don’t
stop,” she ordered, trying to move against him.
“I’m so close. Just please don’t
stop.”
“As if I style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>could fucking stop at this point even if
I wanted to. Which I most fucking
definitely do not,” he muttered half
to himself, leaning down to kiss her bared throat as his thrusts increased in
pace even more. He started to gasp with
each one, feeling his own climax drawing nearer. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Definitely not stopping,” he gasped out.
She would have
replied if she hadn’t been concentrating so hard on the delightfully slick
friction between their bodies, both inside of her and outside.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her breath was coming in rough gasps and
leaving in sharp cries. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>So close, so close, so close, she
thought, the words running through her head in a chant.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Then Jeffrey shifted her in his arms a bit,
and she was suddenly coming. Her scream
died off into a harsh moan as her lungs convulsed along with the rest of her
body, and she clung to Jeffrey, panting as she tried to catch her breath and
come down from her high simultaneously.
It didn’t take him
long to follow his wife into orgasm, and he came with a moan vaguely resembling
“vixen.” He buried his face in her neck
and began kissing her madly. He wasn’t
kissing to arouse as their needs had already been met, but just for the pure
sensation. “I love you, vixen,” he
whispered against he wet skin before starting to lick the water droplets off of
her neck and shoulder with halting slowness.
“Love you too,” she
murmured at the same time that she moved away from his questing mouth.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her entire body was incredibly sensitive at
the moment, and his caresses were becoming just a bit uncomfortable.
“Vixen?” he
queried, feeling her move away and frowning a bit in confusion.
“Too much,” she
whispered. “I’m so completely and
utterly satisfied that any more attention is going to make my skin burst open
as I melt into a puddle of infatuated goo.”
“‘A puddle of
infatuated goo,’” he repeated wryly, raising an eyebrow. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Really? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, as fucking interesting as seeing that would
be, I imagine getting a . . . puddle of infatuated goo to return my affections
might be a bit difficult, so have it your way then.” e='me='mso-spacerun:yes'> He smiled and simultaneously pulled away from
her and set her on the ground. “Fuck,
neither of us actually had a shower, did we?” he said, running a hand through
his wet hair. “Well as far as
distractions go, you’re welcome to distract me any time, wife-mine.”
“So I’ve noticed.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Turning the hot water up a bit, Salida
started lathering up her hair with hands that still shook a little.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Do you have any plans for the rest of the
day?” she asked, facing him as she scrubbed delicately at the area around the
bruise on her head.
Jeffrey took the
time to do his own washing as he spoke to her, “As a matter of fact, I do. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I have a few errands to run,” he said without
express ste stepping under the spray of the shower to rinse the soap off of him
before taking his turn with the shampoo.
“Like what?” she
enquired curiously before his expression fully sank in on her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Not that you have to tell me.”
“I know I don’t. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I’m not. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s a fucking surprise, vixen,” he said with
a smirk. “And I may be impatient, but I
can keep secrets so you’ll just have to be surprised.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He leaned over to rinse the shampoo out of his
hair and then kissed her lightly on the cheek. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Don’t worry; it won’t be the call from jail
kind of surprise but a good one. I
promise,” he said with a wink.
“Can I at least ask
when to expect you back?” she asked, intrigued by what this ‘surprise’ might
be.
“Sure you can ask. Are
you done?” he asked with a smirk, moving to turn the water off.
She nodded,
indicating that she was done, then asked in a sweet voice that was intended to
mock him a bit, “My dearest husband and light of my life, at what time can I
expect your luminescent presence in my life again?”
Jeffrey rolled his
eyes and turned off the water before turning to push open the shower door and
stepping out. “Cut the bullshit, vixen,”
he said sweetly. “I’ll be home when I’m
finished,” he smirked and walked over to the towel rack and grabbed a fresh
one, throwing it in her direction. “I’ve
got plans for tonight so I’ll definitely be home before then. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As for what time? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m not sure. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll try and make it as quick as I if yif you
want, but no promises.” He grabbed
another towel and began drying himself off as he waited for her response to
that.
She pouted, then
sighed. “Don't hurry yourself for
me. I do have some reading I want to catch up on.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I should start picking up things around
here so we’re ready to move.” Stepping
out of the shower, she started drying herself, drifting into the bedroom as she
did so, leaving wet footprints behind her.
“Alright. style='mso-spaceres'>es'> But just so you know, we are going out tonight. That’s
all I’m telling you and the only reason I’m doing that is so you don’t do
something fucking foolish like decide to call it an early night, savvy? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And don’t worry about clothes either. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll take care of that and I’ll be home with
more than fuckenouenough time for you to get ready.”
Salida looked at
him with a raised eyebrow, but nodded, absentmindedly getting dressed as she
wondered what he was up to. Since she
was going t stu stuck around the house, she put on sweats and a t-shirt, not
bothering with a bra. Turning suddenly,
she asked, “Don’t I even get a hint? A
small one?”
“No,” Jeffrey said
without hesitation. “That’s the whole
point of a surprise, vixen.” He smirked
and finished drying himself off, hanging the wet towel up next to where she had
put hers. He padded into the bedroom
behind her and began to get dressed himself pulling on a pair of jeans and the “I’m
with stupid” shirt she had gotten for him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It was quickly becoming one of his favorite
items of clothing.
“But –” she
protested, coming over to sit on his lap as he was tying his shoes.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “But I’ve never had a surprise before – not a
real one – and I thine sue suspense
might kill me.” She pouted.
“Aww, you’re tough
vixen, I promise, you’ll be fine,” he said with a smug smirk. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “It’s going to fucking take a hell of a lot
more than that to convince me to tell you, and even then I probably won’t.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He smirked and bounced her a little in his lap
just because he could.
Sighing, she rolled
onto the bed. “Fine.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Leave me alone to wonder, you brute.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t be surprised to find me sitting in a
chair later, dead as a doornail with smoke still escaping from my ears.”
“I suppose I’ll
just have to take my chances,” Jeffrey said dryly, standing up and grabbing his
cigarettes, lighter and knife off of the nightstand and putting them into their
proper places on his person. His/Sands’
wallet was probably in Sands’ room so he’d grab that on the way out.
“Promise me you won’t
call from jail or while you’re on the lam?” she asked, eyeihe khe knife.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Then something occurred to her and she sat
bolt upright. “We never did anything
with the body.” The thought that Todd
might have been found and Jeffrey might be in danger put a dagger of ice
through her heart.
“Oh fuck,” Jeffrey
said, running a hand across his face. “Alright,
I guess I have to make one more fucking errand today then. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t worry about it, vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I have no plans on getting fucking caught. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Especially not for the murder of someone like
him.”
She nodded, then
got up and came over to him, wrapping her arms around him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Just make sure you don’t, or I’ll make you
regret it, lover.” With that, she kissed
him on the cheek and shoved him towards the door.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “See you later?”
“You better fucking
believe it vixen,” he called over his shoulder. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’ve got big plans for you tonight.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> With that he left the bedroom, made a quick
stop to retrieve his and Sands’ wallet, and was out the door.