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Adult ++
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11,449
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A Search for a New Beginning
Title: Starting Over 2/?
Author: Maria
Pairing: Rome/Brian, Dom/ Brian (in later chapters)
Warning: Rape, violence, child abuse, and character death
Disclaimer: I don’t own any character from either TFATF or 2FA2F.Even though I wish to own Brian and Dom.
A/N: Okay this story will take place between the two movies then go on from there. This is my first time ever writing a fic so, please feels free to tell me if I’m doing anything wrong or if you generally like it. Any type of feedback is welcome just be gentle.
Dom kissed him softly and slowly as he laid them both on the bed. “ Brian I’ve missed you so much baby. I shouldn’t have left you behind.” Brian pressed his fingers to Dom’s mouth and shook his head. “ That’s in the past, lets live in the now as long as I’m with you everything will be okay.” “ God I love you so much Brian, and I need you.” Brian gazed up at Dom lovingly. “ Then take me, I’m all yours.” Their lips met at first gently then started to pick up with more passion. Dom kissed down Brian's chest leaving little love bites. Dom was soon face to face with Brian's aching member, he kissed the tip then looked at Brian. Without a word Dom rose to kneel in front of him, a little confused Brian lifts himself to rest on his elbos so he could see Dom better. Dom what's wrong? The next words out of Dom's mouth made Brian freeze. I shouldn't be pleasing you a whore like you should be on your knees servicing my every need. It wasn't really what Dom said that made him freeze up with fear but the fact that it wasn't Dom's voice who said it. Brian looked up sharply he was face to face with one of his many tormentors’ at the prison, Salinsky, before he could react Salinsky then transformed into O’Malley his cell mate in prison that enjoyed Brian being on the receiving end of his knife play. He thought he left them all behind when he stepped a foot out of the prison gates. The next voice he heard made him shut his eyes tight with unimaginable fear. Come on sonny boy give it to daddy the way he like it’s, that’s right son suck it. Before Brian could respond, he was, being shaken rather roughly.
Brian wake up. Come it’s just a nightmare. Paul Tanner was sitting in his Lazyboy chair reading the paper when his wife's hysterical call to come upstairs quickly came. He ran up the stairs taking two at a time to see what was causing his wife so much stress. Barbara had gone upstairs to tell Brian that dinner was ready, he hoped that the cause for her hysterical call was from a spider hanging from the ceiling and not Brian. His questions were answered when he reached the room that was housing their new tenant. His wife was kneeling near Brian trying to wake him, with not much luck. Brian seemed to be stuck in a horrible nightmare, his eyes were clutched tightly together, and he was sweating profusely.
Tanner sighed, it just seemed that Brian couldn't even find peace in his sleep. Memories of when Brian first came to live with them came back with a vengeance.
* Flashback*
Tanner watched as the blonde fourteen years old boy slept, the boy looked so peaceful that there wasn't a care in the world. Unfourtnatley for the boy that wasn't true. The boy had just been through a terrible ordeal. You could see the dark angry bruises displayed all over the boys pale white skin. Once again Tanner cursed the boy’s father and the people in the town that didn't even lift a finger to stop the torment that was happening to this boy by the hands of the person that was supposed to love him and protect him. Tanner couldn't even help sending a personal prayer that if the boy’s mother was still alive that she gets what’s coming to her. He couldn't believe that the boy’s mother could leave him in the hands of that monster. He couldn't believe that God would bless people that didn't know how precious children were to those that saw it fit to break their innocent spirits, and those that would cherish a child leave them barren. But he guessed it’s all in Gods plans who was he to question it. Now that he has the chance to be a father, he will never let anything happen to this beautiful boy again.
* End of Flashback*
Tanner sighed, which felt like the thousandth time today, it seems that he couldn't keep his promise. He couldn't help but blame his self for what happened to Brian, and he should have never given Brian's name to the FBI. His first undercover case should have been within the department, he knew that the FBI could be ruthless if they didn't like the outcome of a case, and they could do whatever they wanted, it was as if they were above the law. Sighing once again he went over to the bed where the object of his thoughts was lying and knelt down taking the place where his wife had been just moments before. Slowly but firmly he began to shake Brian awake. Not to startle him when he woke Tanner kept his voice soft while he talked to Brian. Come on Brian its okay your safe now its time to wake up, wherever you are they're not real they can't hurt I won’t let anyone hurt you again I promise this time. Come on buddy come back to us it’s okay just follow my voice and open your eyes. From years of pulling Brian out of his nightmares Tanner knew the right words to say, Brian immediately responded by relaxing and evening out his breathing. Slowly he started to wake, and he could hear Tanner's voice telling him that he was safe and to wake up. He could also hear Barbara in the background crying softly asking if he was okay. He didn't want to cause her anymore grief so he opened his eyes and looked into Tanner's. He tried to form words to tell them how sorry he was he didn't mean to worry them but nothing came out. Instead he just started to sob, before he knew it he was engulfed into a pair of arms which was then soon followed by another set of arms. I'm sorry ... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to scare you, I'm such a burden ... Before he could say anything both Tanner and his wife cut him off. NO Brian jumped a little not expecting the outburst. Tanner lowered his voice when he saw Brian flinch. Brian you’re not a burden not now and not ever, its going to take sometime to heal just like it did last time. And just like last time we're going to be here the whole step of the way to help you through it.
Brian looked at them with such thanks that it all most made them cry. I thank you guys for everything I couldn't have survived if it wasn't for you two taking me in when I was a kid. I appreciate everything that you have done but I don't want to burden you two with my problems. And before you say that I'm not I know that I am. Besides if I'm going to even try to put this behind me I need to get out of LA. There is just too much around here that reminds me of D... Well reminds me of everything that happened last year. Brian stated to them. Understanding where Brian was going with this Tanner just nodded. So where are you going to go? Brian smiled when he only saw understanding from his surrogate parents. I think I'm going to head back to Barstow for a while to see Rome and the gang. It's been quite a while since I've been up there. Besides they know everything about me I can tell them what happened and they won’t treat me like some type of disease. They'll help me through this, they did it before they can do it again. Tanner swallowed back the panic he was feeling, he didn't think Brian was ready to drive halfway across the country by himself yet, but it’s not like he could talk him out of it. Once Brian made up his mind about something, you couldn't change it he was stubborn like that. Okay since your mind is already made up, I'll get your car out of storage and take it to a mechanic tomorrow to get a tune up and to have it inspected. Brian smiled at him once again gratefully to have Tanner and his wife in his life, he really would have been lost if it wasn't for them. Suddenly Barbara asked him a question. So when are you going to leave? Brian looked toward her and saw the sadness in her eyes, he knew she didn't want him to go, she wanted to take care of him herself. But he knew that she couldn't he wasn't a little boy anymore that was hurt and betrayed by a parent who needed to be reassured that not every adult will hurt him.
He was a man that was thrown into a hell hole that most of his friends back in Barstow have been to. They will know how to help him through this. It was different when he was kid he wasn't expected to fight back, not like now where is older and stronger. It was as if she could hear his thoughts because the next thing he knew she patted and kissed his cheek in a motherly way and stood. I understand why your doing this, I just want to let you know one thing there wasn't anything you could have done one against ten isn't a fair fight you hear me. Don't let those bastard’s win. With that she gave him a kiss on the forehead and left the room leaving her husband and Brian to talk.
So when are you going to leave. Tanner asked hoping the answer wasn't tomorrow. Brian looked at him and smiled. Not until the end of the week, I want to be able to spend sometime with you and Barbara before I go. Sighing in relief Tanner rose from his kneeling spot on the floor. That's good Barbara will be happy to hear that. Come on the food is ready and you know how Barbara is when she has to reheat the food. Brian couldn't help but laugh following Tanner out of the room he stopped when Tanner turned around to face him. I just want you to know that no matter what time or day you call if you need anything, and even if you don't, call anyway so we know that you’re all right. Brian hugged Tanner close to him thanking God that he blessed him with two wonderful people that care so much about him. I will don't worry. Tanner shook his head. I can't, I’ll always worry about you, it’s what fathers do. Brian smiled at that and continued following Tanner down the stairs to the hot meal waiting for them.
Brian put the last bag in the trunk, well what he thought was the last bag until he saw Barbara come out with what looked like a suitcase full of food. Brian looked at Tanner and they both started to laugh, not catching the joke Barbara asked them what was so funny. Dear I don't think Brian needs so much food he's just going to Arizona, not to the moon. Barbara just shrugged. Okay maybe I over did it a little. When they gave her look to say a little she surrendered. Okay a whole lot, but I just don't want you too go hungry on your drive. Brian smiled and went to give her a kiss on the cheek. Thank you. It looks delicious. Tanner then moved to stand by his wife, shaking his head in agreement when he pulled out the envelope. Now don't argue with me. Take this, some of it is yours from your last paycheck. There is also a bank card in there for you I set up an account for you. I will be checking it so you better use it. Brian shook his head and tried to hand the envelope back. I can't take this from you it isn't right, I don't want you two paying for my mistakes. Tanner took the envelope and placed it in Brian's coat pocket. Now you listen here none of this is your fault, yes you might have been a little misguided but you don't deserve what happened to you. I know how ruthless the FBI can be and I should have kept them far away from you. Before Brian could utter another word Tanner raised his hand to silence him. Brian could only smile and hug him again. With saying his last goodbyes and promising that he will call when he reached his destination Brian was on his way. He hoped that he was making the right decision to go back to Barstow, he didn't even know if his friends would even be receptive to him coming back. He hadn't talk to them since he left Barstow when he was fourteen. It's not that he didn't care about them it’s just he needed to leave everything back there behind without so much of a look back, if he didn't he didn't think he would have ever healed. When he saw them, it reminded him of the hell that he lived through, and he didn't want that type of cloud over his head while he was trying to make a new life for himself.
Brian sighed to himself he hoped that Rome especially will understand his reasoning. Brian smiled to himself when he thought of Rome, him and Rome where inseparable they did everything together. All of his first where with Rome, first kiss, first time he made love with a man without being forced, shoot first male relationship. Rome never forced him to do anything he wasn't ready for. They had taken their relationship slow. Rome was always so gentle with him, at times he didn't feel like he deserved the love that Rome showed him. Of course Rome put a stop to that train of thought. Rome had even trusted him enough to be on top when they sometimes made love. Brian couldn’t help but let another smile on his face form, their love making used to last all night it was always slow and sensual leaving Brian always satisfied. Brian sped up a little he couldn't wait to be in Rome's arms again, he just hoped that Rome would want him back in his life.
AN: Okay here it is the second chapter I know I took forever to write this one, but I've been really busy with school and just regular life. Now that I'm back in the groove of this you'll be seeing more chapters to come. I hope you enjoy this chapter please review your opinions are important. And if anybody knows a person who could be my beta I would really appreciate it.
Author: Maria
Pairing: Rome/Brian, Dom/ Brian (in later chapters)
Warning: Rape, violence, child abuse, and character death
Disclaimer: I don’t own any character from either TFATF or 2FA2F.Even though I wish to own Brian and Dom.
A/N: Okay this story will take place between the two movies then go on from there. This is my first time ever writing a fic so, please feels free to tell me if I’m doing anything wrong or if you generally like it. Any type of feedback is welcome just be gentle.
Dom kissed him softly and slowly as he laid them both on the bed. “ Brian I’ve missed you so much baby. I shouldn’t have left you behind.” Brian pressed his fingers to Dom’s mouth and shook his head. “ That’s in the past, lets live in the now as long as I’m with you everything will be okay.” “ God I love you so much Brian, and I need you.” Brian gazed up at Dom lovingly. “ Then take me, I’m all yours.” Their lips met at first gently then started to pick up with more passion. Dom kissed down Brian's chest leaving little love bites. Dom was soon face to face with Brian's aching member, he kissed the tip then looked at Brian. Without a word Dom rose to kneel in front of him, a little confused Brian lifts himself to rest on his elbos so he could see Dom better. Dom what's wrong? The next words out of Dom's mouth made Brian freeze. I shouldn't be pleasing you a whore like you should be on your knees servicing my every need. It wasn't really what Dom said that made him freeze up with fear but the fact that it wasn't Dom's voice who said it. Brian looked up sharply he was face to face with one of his many tormentors’ at the prison, Salinsky, before he could react Salinsky then transformed into O’Malley his cell mate in prison that enjoyed Brian being on the receiving end of his knife play. He thought he left them all behind when he stepped a foot out of the prison gates. The next voice he heard made him shut his eyes tight with unimaginable fear. Come on sonny boy give it to daddy the way he like it’s, that’s right son suck it. Before Brian could respond, he was, being shaken rather roughly.
Brian wake up. Come it’s just a nightmare. Paul Tanner was sitting in his Lazyboy chair reading the paper when his wife's hysterical call to come upstairs quickly came. He ran up the stairs taking two at a time to see what was causing his wife so much stress. Barbara had gone upstairs to tell Brian that dinner was ready, he hoped that the cause for her hysterical call was from a spider hanging from the ceiling and not Brian. His questions were answered when he reached the room that was housing their new tenant. His wife was kneeling near Brian trying to wake him, with not much luck. Brian seemed to be stuck in a horrible nightmare, his eyes were clutched tightly together, and he was sweating profusely.
Tanner sighed, it just seemed that Brian couldn't even find peace in his sleep. Memories of when Brian first came to live with them came back with a vengeance.
* Flashback*
Tanner watched as the blonde fourteen years old boy slept, the boy looked so peaceful that there wasn't a care in the world. Unfourtnatley for the boy that wasn't true. The boy had just been through a terrible ordeal. You could see the dark angry bruises displayed all over the boys pale white skin. Once again Tanner cursed the boy’s father and the people in the town that didn't even lift a finger to stop the torment that was happening to this boy by the hands of the person that was supposed to love him and protect him. Tanner couldn't even help sending a personal prayer that if the boy’s mother was still alive that she gets what’s coming to her. He couldn't believe that the boy’s mother could leave him in the hands of that monster. He couldn't believe that God would bless people that didn't know how precious children were to those that saw it fit to break their innocent spirits, and those that would cherish a child leave them barren. But he guessed it’s all in Gods plans who was he to question it. Now that he has the chance to be a father, he will never let anything happen to this beautiful boy again.
* End of Flashback*
Tanner sighed, which felt like the thousandth time today, it seems that he couldn't keep his promise. He couldn't help but blame his self for what happened to Brian, and he should have never given Brian's name to the FBI. His first undercover case should have been within the department, he knew that the FBI could be ruthless if they didn't like the outcome of a case, and they could do whatever they wanted, it was as if they were above the law. Sighing once again he went over to the bed where the object of his thoughts was lying and knelt down taking the place where his wife had been just moments before. Slowly but firmly he began to shake Brian awake. Not to startle him when he woke Tanner kept his voice soft while he talked to Brian. Come on Brian its okay your safe now its time to wake up, wherever you are they're not real they can't hurt I won’t let anyone hurt you again I promise this time. Come on buddy come back to us it’s okay just follow my voice and open your eyes. From years of pulling Brian out of his nightmares Tanner knew the right words to say, Brian immediately responded by relaxing and evening out his breathing. Slowly he started to wake, and he could hear Tanner's voice telling him that he was safe and to wake up. He could also hear Barbara in the background crying softly asking if he was okay. He didn't want to cause her anymore grief so he opened his eyes and looked into Tanner's. He tried to form words to tell them how sorry he was he didn't mean to worry them but nothing came out. Instead he just started to sob, before he knew it he was engulfed into a pair of arms which was then soon followed by another set of arms. I'm sorry ... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to scare you, I'm such a burden ... Before he could say anything both Tanner and his wife cut him off. NO Brian jumped a little not expecting the outburst. Tanner lowered his voice when he saw Brian flinch. Brian you’re not a burden not now and not ever, its going to take sometime to heal just like it did last time. And just like last time we're going to be here the whole step of the way to help you through it.
Brian looked at them with such thanks that it all most made them cry. I thank you guys for everything I couldn't have survived if it wasn't for you two taking me in when I was a kid. I appreciate everything that you have done but I don't want to burden you two with my problems. And before you say that I'm not I know that I am. Besides if I'm going to even try to put this behind me I need to get out of LA. There is just too much around here that reminds me of D... Well reminds me of everything that happened last year. Brian stated to them. Understanding where Brian was going with this Tanner just nodded. So where are you going to go? Brian smiled when he only saw understanding from his surrogate parents. I think I'm going to head back to Barstow for a while to see Rome and the gang. It's been quite a while since I've been up there. Besides they know everything about me I can tell them what happened and they won’t treat me like some type of disease. They'll help me through this, they did it before they can do it again. Tanner swallowed back the panic he was feeling, he didn't think Brian was ready to drive halfway across the country by himself yet, but it’s not like he could talk him out of it. Once Brian made up his mind about something, you couldn't change it he was stubborn like that. Okay since your mind is already made up, I'll get your car out of storage and take it to a mechanic tomorrow to get a tune up and to have it inspected. Brian smiled at him once again gratefully to have Tanner and his wife in his life, he really would have been lost if it wasn't for them. Suddenly Barbara asked him a question. So when are you going to leave? Brian looked toward her and saw the sadness in her eyes, he knew she didn't want him to go, she wanted to take care of him herself. But he knew that she couldn't he wasn't a little boy anymore that was hurt and betrayed by a parent who needed to be reassured that not every adult will hurt him.
He was a man that was thrown into a hell hole that most of his friends back in Barstow have been to. They will know how to help him through this. It was different when he was kid he wasn't expected to fight back, not like now where is older and stronger. It was as if she could hear his thoughts because the next thing he knew she patted and kissed his cheek in a motherly way and stood. I understand why your doing this, I just want to let you know one thing there wasn't anything you could have done one against ten isn't a fair fight you hear me. Don't let those bastard’s win. With that she gave him a kiss on the forehead and left the room leaving her husband and Brian to talk.
So when are you going to leave. Tanner asked hoping the answer wasn't tomorrow. Brian looked at him and smiled. Not until the end of the week, I want to be able to spend sometime with you and Barbara before I go. Sighing in relief Tanner rose from his kneeling spot on the floor. That's good Barbara will be happy to hear that. Come on the food is ready and you know how Barbara is when she has to reheat the food. Brian couldn't help but laugh following Tanner out of the room he stopped when Tanner turned around to face him. I just want you to know that no matter what time or day you call if you need anything, and even if you don't, call anyway so we know that you’re all right. Brian hugged Tanner close to him thanking God that he blessed him with two wonderful people that care so much about him. I will don't worry. Tanner shook his head. I can't, I’ll always worry about you, it’s what fathers do. Brian smiled at that and continued following Tanner down the stairs to the hot meal waiting for them.
Brian put the last bag in the trunk, well what he thought was the last bag until he saw Barbara come out with what looked like a suitcase full of food. Brian looked at Tanner and they both started to laugh, not catching the joke Barbara asked them what was so funny. Dear I don't think Brian needs so much food he's just going to Arizona, not to the moon. Barbara just shrugged. Okay maybe I over did it a little. When they gave her look to say a little she surrendered. Okay a whole lot, but I just don't want you too go hungry on your drive. Brian smiled and went to give her a kiss on the cheek. Thank you. It looks delicious. Tanner then moved to stand by his wife, shaking his head in agreement when he pulled out the envelope. Now don't argue with me. Take this, some of it is yours from your last paycheck. There is also a bank card in there for you I set up an account for you. I will be checking it so you better use it. Brian shook his head and tried to hand the envelope back. I can't take this from you it isn't right, I don't want you two paying for my mistakes. Tanner took the envelope and placed it in Brian's coat pocket. Now you listen here none of this is your fault, yes you might have been a little misguided but you don't deserve what happened to you. I know how ruthless the FBI can be and I should have kept them far away from you. Before Brian could utter another word Tanner raised his hand to silence him. Brian could only smile and hug him again. With saying his last goodbyes and promising that he will call when he reached his destination Brian was on his way. He hoped that he was making the right decision to go back to Barstow, he didn't even know if his friends would even be receptive to him coming back. He hadn't talk to them since he left Barstow when he was fourteen. It's not that he didn't care about them it’s just he needed to leave everything back there behind without so much of a look back, if he didn't he didn't think he would have ever healed. When he saw them, it reminded him of the hell that he lived through, and he didn't want that type of cloud over his head while he was trying to make a new life for himself.
Brian sighed to himself he hoped that Rome especially will understand his reasoning. Brian smiled to himself when he thought of Rome, him and Rome where inseparable they did everything together. All of his first where with Rome, first kiss, first time he made love with a man without being forced, shoot first male relationship. Rome never forced him to do anything he wasn't ready for. They had taken their relationship slow. Rome was always so gentle with him, at times he didn't feel like he deserved the love that Rome showed him. Of course Rome put a stop to that train of thought. Rome had even trusted him enough to be on top when they sometimes made love. Brian couldn’t help but let another smile on his face form, their love making used to last all night it was always slow and sensual leaving Brian always satisfied. Brian sped up a little he couldn't wait to be in Rome's arms again, he just hoped that Rome would want him back in his life.
AN: Okay here it is the second chapter I know I took forever to write this one, but I've been really busy with school and just regular life. Now that I'm back in the groove of this you'll be seeing more chapters to come. I hope you enjoy this chapter please review your opinions are important. And if anybody knows a person who could be my beta I would really appreciate it.