Skywalker Admiration Society

Another chapter in this fic! BUT, not written by me! :p When I posted it, one of the other members of the group said, wow, wouldn't it be something if JediLady turned out to be Leia. I responded that I didn't see how that would be possible, as that would mean that Leia was in a discussion group dedicated to lusting after her brother! (squick!) A day or so later, she sends the group an e-mail with an incredibly convoluted and yet absolutely believable reason for Leia being in the Skywalker Admiration Society! At that point, I handed the fic over to her and said, "Go for it, it's yours!"

So, without further ado, the continuation of Skywalker Admiration Society as written by the very talented JayCee!

*You are in Private Galactic Holonet chat room 42924870*

Who’s Here?


EmpsHand (Mary)

JediLady (Corrie)


EmpsHand: Hey, sorry for getting cut off earlier. Forgive me?

JediLady: Sure, everything all right?

EmpsHand: Oh, better than all right! Deak and I ‘made up’. *wicked grin*

JediLady: LOL! Glad to hear it! I hope it was worth it.

EmpsHand: Let’s just say I’m pleasantly sore all over. *wink*

JediLady: LOLOL! You lucky girl!

JediLady: I always figured you two would end up knocking boots. *evil grin*

EmpsHand: Suuuuuuure you did.

JediLady: It’s true! You always reminded me of when I hated my husband because I loved him so much.

EmpsHand: LOL!

EmpsHand: That’s right. That’s why you love Han/Leia stories more then Luke/Whoever, because H/L is more true to your life.

JediLady: Well, among other reasons… *blushes*

EmpsHand: hehehehe

EmpsHand: Does your husband know you daydream about a certain roguishly handsome Corellian?

JediLady: I’m not sure, but he if does, he can’t say anything. I know almost for a fact he daydreams about a certain former princess turned New Republic Senator.

EmpsHand: LOL! And you let him get away with it??

JediLady: Why not? As long as he remembers who warms his heart, as well as his bed!

EmpsHand: ROFL!

EmpsHand: Well, Deak better not be dreaming of anyone else right now!

JediLady: He still there?

EmpsHand: Yes, and damn is he beautiful when he’s sleeping! *sighs contently*

JediLady: Okay, better stop there before we get a little TMI…

EmpsHand: LOL! No worries. He’d kill me if he knew I was talking about us right now.

EmpsHand: Well, maybe not kill, it’s not in his nature, but he’d furrow his brow real hard. I think it’s a genetic thing.

JediLady: Oh my! *grins* Well, the kids and husband will be back soon so I’ll have to be going in a bit.

JediLady: Congrats by the way! I’m ashamed to say that Lora and I were talking the other day and both agreed that you really needed to get laid.

EmpsHand: Oh gee, thanks… [/sarcasm] but you know what…

JediLady: What?

EmpsHand: I love him. I really do.

JediLady: I don’t doubt it for a second.

EmpsHand: Thanks.

JediLady: Well, I guess I’ll talk to you later then. You obviously have a lot to think about.

EmpsHand: Yeah, I haven’t been able to sleep since we “knocked boots”.

JediLady: TMI!! But I can imagine.

EmpsHand: *grin* A lot happened between us. We used to be best friends but now, now I’m not sure what we are. I’m scared… but at the same time thrilled.

JediLady: Don’t worry hon, it’s natural. Just don’t be afraid to talk to him and don’t hold anything back if you want this to work.

EmpsHand: I want this to work… more then anything.

JediLady: Good. I wish the best for you two. And I want to see wedding holos! Maybe I can finally put a face to you.

EmpsHand: WEDDING HOLOS??

EmpsHand: I wouldn’t go that far… I mean… we only now had sex!

JediLady: LOL!

JediLady: Come on Mary, you said you equate Deak to Luke Skywalker, right?

EmpsHand: Well, they do share similar personality traits.

JediLady: Gentle and caring but can take care of himself in a fight. Naïve at times but in a cute way. I believe those were some of the descriptions.

EmpsHand: Yeah… and reckless… and impatient…

JediLady: hehehe

JediLady: Well, think about the stories you’ve read or written about Luke. If Luke just had sex with someone, say Mara Jade since you prefer her to all of Luke’s proposed mates, what would happen next?

EmpsHand: Bantha fodder!

JediLady: LOL!

EmpsHand: He is going to want a relationship – marriage, kids, all that.

JediLady: If he is anything like Luke, then yeah. He never does anything by halves and if he gives his body he’s already given his heart.

JediLady: Well, at least that’s how we suspect he is like in real life.

EmpsHand: No, you’re right.

EmpsHand: About Deak at least.

EmpsHand: Kessel, what am I going to do?

JediLady: You said you loved him.

EmpsHand: I do.

JediLady: Then follow your heart. He’ll respect that.

EmpsHand: Yes, he would. He’d wait a thousand years for me to be ready to take those steps.

JediLady: Yes he would. But let’s not make him wait that long. I think Deak has probably been pining over you for years from the way you describe your relationship.

JediLady: Not to mention you living in denial yourself!

EmpsHand: HEY!

JediLady: LOL!

JediLady: It’s true and you know it!

JediLady: You’ve wanted to start a fire with him for a long time but couldn’t bring yourself to, so you started writing Luke/Mara smut to live out your Mary/Deak fantasies!

EmpsHand: *shakes head* You are a wise woman. I can’t get anything past you.

JediLady: Not many do. Not to brag of course.

EmpsHand: Of course… hehehehe

EmpsHand: Oh! I got a lot of the next chapter written since I couldn’t sleep, but as you know I don’t trust my own writing… could you look over it when you get a chance?

JediLady: Sure thing, send it over.

EmpsHand: Kay

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A separate window opened up on the computer and Leia clicked it aside for the moment.

JediLeia: Got it.

EmpsHand: Thanks! He’s waking up! TTYL!

EmpsHand has left the room.

Leia smiled to herself, overjoyed that her friend had finally found the happiness she knew she was longing for. It was a long time coming.

“Mom!” Jaina came racing into the room and Leia quickly hit the desktop key that lowered all windows from view. A wonderfully painted image of the Alderaanian Mountains now filled the screen, along with a few quick-link icons.

“Yes?” Leia stood and greeted her ten-year-old daughter with a hug as she plowed into her.

“Can we go with Uncle Wedge?” she said quickly as Anakin and Jacen also rushed into the room followed by her husband and Wedge Antilles.

“Look who I ran into,” Han said as he gestured to the other pilot.

“Good to see you Wedge,” Leia gave her friend a quick hug, she hadn’t seen him or his wife since he took on more responsibilities with the fighter squadrons. “How’s Iella?”

“She’s good,” Wedge smiled, “and was just saying the other day we should all have dinner again.”

“Sounds like a great idea,” Leia moved over to her husband and gave him a peck on the cheek.

“You call Iella and set it up then,” he nodded. “Anyway, we got this new state of the art simulator over at squadron headquarters and I was hoping that I could steal Han to help us test it out.”

“Unfortunately the kids heard,” Han grinned.

“We won’t break it!” Anakin yelled.

“We promise to be good!” Jaina said on the heels of her brother’s words.

Leia smiled at the youthful exuberance of her children. “I don’t see why not if Wedge says it’s okay.”

“It’s fine by me, in fact,” Wedge grinned, “I’d love to see Jaina beat Janson in a dog-fight again. That was priceless.”

“Yay!” the children shouted in unison and ran off to get ready. The adults let them go knowing that they would find them at the door waiting not so patiently in a moment.

“Have you called Luke?” Leia turned to Wedge. “He’s on planet and you know he’ll take any excuse to hop into a fighter cockpit.”

“First one I called,” Wedge nodded, “but I couldn’t get a hold of him. He’s not answering his comlink.”

A touch of worry wormed across both Corellian’s faces and Leia instinctively reached out for her brother. Trouble tended to find the Jedi Master and she hoped that this was simply a case of forgetfulness. The emotions that rolled off her brother were intense, but a smile crossed her lips.

“Well, he’s in the middle of something, but it’s not dangerous as far as I can tell,” Leia watched the relief form in the men’s eyes, “seems like he’s having a lot of fun and it’s taking his concentration.”

“Probably found a droid to rewire,” Han said dryly.

“Probably,” Wedge laughed.

Leia couldn’t tell what was the cause of her brother elation, but she was happy for him. He’d been rather depressed the last few weeks. Their birthdays would do that to him. Much to her sorrow he seemed to have accepted that he would live his life alone, though he craved a family. Birthdays and other family holidays tended to put focus on the ache he tried to suppress.

He had also gotten into a fight with one of his best friends, Mara, a few days back. She didn’t know what that had been about, but it only served to darken his mood when he and her weren’t getting along.

“Well,” Han said as he gave Leia a quick kiss, “we better get going before the kids decide to go there without us.”

“Have fun,” Leia called after them as the two men started towards the door.

“Hey, if Luke calls,” Wedged turned back to her for a moment, “tell him he’s welcome to join us.”

“I’m sure he’d love to,” Leia nodded. “I’ll let him know.”

The two men and three children left leaving Leia alone in her apartment again. Since she had retired from the office of Chief of State a few years back she found herself with more and more free time to spend with her family, but quickly discovered that spending all her time with them was just as bad as spending none.

She had taken the last few days off and took the kids the to Coruscant Zoo, as well as a theme park where Anakin ate too many sweets and was hyper for the rest of the night. They made some great memories but she was glad for a day of peace and quiet.

Sitting back at the computer she checked her usual chat rooms but none of her friends where online at the moment. Some of them lived on the far side of Coruscant and it was already nighttime for them. Lora was probably just getting her children ready for bed. Doran and Kiera were a few standard hours behind and had already gone to work. Leia would probably see them later tonight if she was still on.

Leia usually talked to Mary about this time because they were both in same area of Coruscant and on the same clock. Well, when Mary wasn’t doing something for her boss, Kar. The man apparently owned a decent shipping business and hired Mary to deal with the contracts and clients. This gave her a shifting work schedule and she was often on in the middle of the day.

Being a Senator, Leia kept office hours, but could come and go as she pleased. She always made sure that her work was done, papers looked over, but often found herself with little else to do in the middle of the day while the kids were being schooled and Han was doing his thing. Well, when she wasn’t in some long boring and usually pointless meeting

Which was, funnily enough, how this all started.

She had been in a meeting about three years ago that she really didn’t need to attend, but due to her status she was asked to come anyway. After about the fourth hour of having absolutely nothing to do or contribute she found herself logging onto the HoloNet at her console and reading through the latest news reports.

Eventually that didn’t even hold her interest and decided to see what the gossip columnists had to say about her and Han. They were usually way off base, and most readers knew that, but it always made for an entertaining read.

One of the columnists made mention of a group called the Solo Admiration Society as one of the most definitive non-official sites for information about the Solo family. Nervous at what that could mean, and curious as well, she found the group’s lead holosite and was amazed at what she saw. The sitemasters had gathered and documented just about every news article, speech, holo and other biographical data about her and her family.

All the information there was things that anyone with access to the holonet could find if they searched, but instead the ladies who ran the sight had done all the searching for you. Clicking on Latest News she found holos of her and Han at a banquet last week and a copy of the interview she gave in regards to the occasion.

It was amazing! Looking back through the timeline she was reminded of all sorts of instances in her life that she was sorry she had forgotten. They even had the official holos of the twins and Anakin that they had released after their birth. Leia hadn’t looked at them in years and sighed, smiling broadly at how beautiful her babies were.

This had garnered her a few strange looks from those sitting around her, so she decided that taking the trip down memory lane should wait. She was about to click off the site when something caught her eye Fan Fiction.

Clicking the link she read the section description: Fan Fiction is just that, written fictional stories about our favorite public figures. These are not official, and some are complete fantasies about the possible twists and turns their lives could have taken, but didn’t. Others simply try to fill in the gaps in their lives that official documents leave. We do not make any money from the publication of these stories, they are for our own personal enjoyment.

Stories? About her and Han?

The first title caught her eye: Amongst the Clouds by DarthLora.

Darth??

It only took a little more scanning of the page to realize that many of the writers used pseudomonas. She didn’t really blame them. Not everyone would want their name on the HoloNet where it could be traced. That could open them up to trouble.

Curious as to what people were creating about her and Han, she clicked on Amongst the Clouds. The stories had ratings on a scale she was not familiar with, and this one was rated NC. She didn’t think anything about it and so didn’t bother to go back and find out what the rating meant.

She figured it out though.

The story started out with the very well known escape of the Millennium Falcon from the asteroid field near Hoth during the Rebellion. Some of the dialogue was close to what actually happened, much to Leia’s surprise. Then came the slow three month journey to Bespin to meet up with Lando Calrissian. Leia figured that the writer would skip forward to when they arrived at Cloud City, but the story quickly turned from action to romance.

Most official retellings of the events that transpired from Hoth to Endor skipped these three months because there was nothing to tell. They fixed a few parts of the ship. Played a few holochess games. Got into a few arguments. But nothing important had happened, either dealing with the Rebellion on their side, or between her and Han.

DarthLora had other ideas. She wrote as Leia struggled with her feelings for the smuggler. Of very graphic dreams she had of being in his arms. Of a kiss she so desperately desired (though Lora didn’t know she had already received such a kiss back on the asteroid). It was all rather touching and heartfelt, even if it wasn’t the truth.

Eventually they reached Bespin where she was greeted by a rather flashy Lando. Lando was a bit overdone, but it was cute to read as DarthLora had Leia realize that Han was being very overprotective and jealous of her. Lora finally had them kiss right before they were taken to that fateful lunch with Vader. Lora’s Leia had some very interesting insights towards Vader, but then Lora was writing knowing that Vader was once Anakin Skywalker. Leia had not known that at the time, and her thought processes where completely different.

So far it had remained very close to the truth of what had happened, event wise, and was very well written. Then the story took a turn that she never suspected. It was public knowledge that her and Han got locked up together for a time with Chewie while they waited for Luke to show up. In reality, Chewie had never left the room the few days they waited, but not according to Lora.

Leia had found herself biting her lip as Lora wrote how Chewie was taken to an unknown fate and Leia and Han were left alone, wondering about their own. They held each other as their hearts began to override their stubborn heads. First it was kissing, then their hands began exploring. In graphic detail they began to undress each other, hiding away under a blanket in a dark corner of the room so the guards wouldn’t know exactly what they were doing. Both had been filled with desire that had been building since they met back on the Death Star.

The writing got steamier as Han wanted to make sure this was what Leia wanted, because despite his rough exterior, he was a man of honor. Leia asked him to make love to her, and he did so. Graphically but tenderly Lora wrote as Han took the virgin Leia, then realizing this panicked and hoped he hadn’t hurt her, physically and emotionally.

Leia was left with her jaw hanging open as it was brought to her attention that the meeting was coming to a close. Quickly she exited from the site and composed herself, though a pool of heat had gathered inside her. When she made it back to her home she found Han alone, the kids out with Chewie. The Corellian thought all his birthdays had come at once as Leia pounced on him and they had the best afternoon sex romp since the kids were born.

She believed Han’s exact wordings after that were: “Sweetheart, I don’t know what got into you today, but please let me know if it happens again.”

Thus began Leia’s new hobby of reading through the many stories that had been written about her and Han. Some where strictly H/L fics (as she quickly determined the short hand descriptions) but others also included her brother and other friends. Some where missing moments as DarthLora’s had been, and others were AU’s, such as one where she had been taken to be the Emperor’s Hand instead of Mara Jade, but still ended up finding her brother and falling in love with Han.

It was amazing what some of these women came up with, not to mention the sex scenes that some of the stories entailed.

Finally, a few months later she logged into a HoloNet chat site as JediLady in order to figure out just why these women wrote the stories, especially the ones with graphic sex. Much to her surprise they were average, easygoing women who simply loved to write. They also loved the Han/Leia dynamic and felt that truth was more romantic then fiction considering all that had happened between them to bring them together.

Leia couldn’t believe that people would be that interested in her story, but apparently she was wrong.

DarthLora turned out to be a great gal with a wicked sense of humor if you got her going. She tended to classify herself as a “bored housewife”. They had quickly become friends, though she knew Leia as Corrie, a name Leia used as a child when her and Winter snuck out of the palace for sightseeing, a fact few knew.

Lora was amazed at how well Corrie seemed to understand Leia, and Leia shrugged it off as having a similar relationship with her husband, who also happened to be Corellian ship mechanic. She herself worked in the government in the Social Services offices.

Eventually Lora got Corrie to write her own version of the events that took place after Hoth. The girls in the group loved it, even if there wasn’t hot sex. Eventually she got goaded into continuing on with what she thought had happened all the way through Endor. They loved her description of what it must have been like for Leia to find out that Vader was her father and Luke her brother.

After a few months she ended up writing a story about the birth of the twins, which included the later attempt on their life which was foiled by Mara Jade. The HoloNet discussion had eventually turned into a debate over why the hell Luke Skywalker never seemed to be interested in Mara.

One woman complained that Mara was a former Imperial and not suited for someone as important and upstanding as the Jedi Master. Another shot back that Mara was the only woman strong enough not to be consumed and buried by his Jedi Master persona. More shots where traded back and forth. Callista was brought into the discussion, some favored her, others used colorful terms such as “body snatcher”.

This was getting a little to personal for her since Luke was her brother, Callista had been her friend, and Mara Jade was, well, Mara Jade.

DathLora private messaged her.

DarthLora: Don’t pay those three any heed. They are always arguing over who Luke should marry.

JediLady: People argue over that?

DarthLora: Oh yeah.

DarthLora: The poor boy needs to settle down and start his own family. He’s done plenty for the galaxy, now he needs to do something for himself.

JediLady: You’re right.

JediLady: But I think he’s given up hope since Callista left him for good.

DarthLora: Yeah, she really did hurt him hard. But then what do you expect from someone who values the Force over love?

JediLady: I never really thought of it that way… but I suppose you’re right.

JediLady: Luke would have loved her no matter if she found the Force again or not.

DarthLora: Seems like you’ve thought about it as well.

JediLady: It’s pretty obvious.

DarthLora: Yeah it is. Hey, you might like this: Skywalker Admiration Society.

Leia had clicked on the link and discovered a site very similar to the one that housed all the Han/Leia information. There was holos of Luke all the way back to the ceremony after the Death Star blew up. There was even a relationship page that discussed all the women that Luke had been known to be with, or had been suspected to be involved with. Leia had been shocked to see a few faces on there, such as her own assistant Winter.

DarthLora: Check out the Fan Fiction. I have a few stories in there as well.

JediLady: You write stories about Luke Skywalker?

DarthLora: Oh heck yeah! Have you seen him without his shirt on? How that boy cannot get a steady girlfriend I have no idea.

Leia had seen Luke without his shirt a fair few times, and while she acknowledged that fact that he kept in great shape and some women went for that kind of chiseled and sculpted body look, she didn’t. Also, the fact that he was her brother had something to do with her opinion of him in that matter.

JediLady: I think I’ll stick to rugged Corellians.

DarthLora: LOL! No problem.

DarthLora: But if you read any of my fics, let me know what you think.

JediLady: Feedback Junkie!

DarthLora: ROFL! You know it!

Glancing through the stories she found them to be rather positive towards her brother. He was often portrayed as kind and loving, though a little naïve. She had read all of the PG rated fics, which might include romance and some foreplay did not have the graphic sex seen in the NC ones. Unfortunately, her friend Lora only wrote NC Luke fics.

Clicking on Living With the Consequences by DarthLora, Leia had to remind herself that she hadn’t always thought of Luke as a brother. She had even thought him cute when he rushed into her cell and declared he would rescue her all those years ago.

He had came to her for advice when he was dating that maintenance tech during the rebellion and he wanted to take the next step with her, one he hadn’t taken with anyone before, but he wasn’t sure if he was reading the signals right that she wanted this too. Had she known he was her brother she probably would have felt awkward discussing it with him, but at that time he was just a close friend who needed a woman’s advice because he was so noble he didn’t want to hurt his girlfriend. Then when she died almost a year later he had cried in Leia’s arms, and that’s when she knew that whatever she felt for Luke was strong, but not in the way a woman loves a man.

Putting herself back into that mindset she opened the story and read. It started off with Mara being arrested and Luke being called as a witness who could incriminate her and then she would be sent off to prison or even get the death sentence! Luke and Mara ended up marrying so that Luke wouldn’t be forced to testify against her, something that Lora’s Leia did not take kindly to. Luke and Mara had to pretend to love each other, and be lovers, which they found awkward since they had sex before, several years ago, and it had almost ruined their friendship. As the sex scenes came and gone Leia found it easier to think of Luke, the rebel pilot friend, rather then Skywalker, the Jedi Master brother, and she read through with ease.

Lora obviously had a lot of faith in Luke Skywalker’s sexual prowess. But then considering that Luke was a man of great passion, never did things by halves, and also seriously needed to get laid, Leia would agree with her. That’s about the time that Leia needed to have a stiff drink.

JediLady: I read Living With The Consequences. Not bad. I can see it happening, though I thought Leia was a bit harsh.

DarthLora: Yeah, but I needed to make sure that only Luke could rescue her or else it would have been a very short and no smut.

JediLady: True.

JediLady: If you don’t mind though, I’d rather stay away from the NC Luke fics. I dunno, I just can’t see him having sex.

DarthLora: LOL! It’s the whole “Jedi Master” thing isn’t it.

JediLady: Something like that.

DarthLora: Not a problem, though you’re missing out on some really good Force-enhanced sex scenes.

JediLady: Force-enhanced sex?

DarthLora: Oh come on, don’t tell me with all your good insight on Leia’s character you haven’t once thought she’d use the Force in the bedroom!

JediLady: No, I never thought about it.

DarthLora: I’ve got a Luke fic to show you then. One second and I’ll find it.

Later that night, Han and Leia were two very satisfied individuals.

Lora introduced Leia to several others who belonged to the Skywalker Admiration Society and they were much like the new friends she had gained on the other group. They accepted that she wasn’t that big a fan of Luke smut, but she was appreciative of the gentle and loving stories they wrote in the PG line.

That’s where she met Mary. She was new and interested but nervous and really didn’t want to post her first attempt at a Luke story it because she thought it was horrible. Leia volunteered to look it over for her, to give her the confidence she needed.

The story turned out to be a retelling of the events on Wayland, and Leia was amazed at how well Mary seemed to characterize everyone. Especially of Mara who was having something akin to a mental breakdown as everything she believed in fell down around her.

When Leia asked her about it, Mary said it was because she felt as if her and Mara shared a similar life. Mary, it turns out, grew up in a not-so-loving foster home after she was orphaned. She then spent several years trying to work her way up in the galaxy. Leia could almost imagine Mary being a more emotionally opened Mara. Perhaps this was who Mara was inside, and what Luke saw when he trusted her with his life, and then with his friendship.

This was the kind of woman Luke needed: strong, but open.

Leia had entertained a half-fleeting thought to set Mary up with Luke, but then there was Deak. When Mary first started talking about him they had all thought she was speaking about her boyfriend. Mary denied this flat out and said he was simply a droid maintenance repair tech that she had to deal with a lot. The girls all knew better, especially when Mary started to write Mara/Luke smut.

Finally those two were together, if now she could only find someone for her brother.