I Remember Padme

Chapter 2- Reunion

It took eight years but I kept my promise. I always do. I had wanted to see her sooner but assignment after assignment came along and when I was not on an assignment, I was training Anakin and the wait might have been longer. Jedi training is incredibly time consuming and is exhausting physically and mentally.

Although I never got to see her or kiss her, I still kept in contact with her. The first time was about a week after our first kiss. I felt like a shy little boy. I had no idea if she still felt for me but surprisingly she did. I communicated her through my faithful droid, R4. We talked for hours whilst Anakin was asleep. And it was from there, it continued for years. Our long talks or sometimes we would just spend staring at each other, wanting each other. I truly believed that after a few months, she would become bored but she never did.

I knew it was wrong to keep it a secret but I had to think of Anakin. It took him several years to get over losing his mother and I knew that he had fallen for Padme in the same way I did. To find out that his master was in love with her and she with me would have probably done some emotional damage and I was worried about his emotions enough. He was very exceptional in his training but he was aggressive in his movement, more aggressive than I had ever been, I dread to think what he would do.

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Our second physical meeting came by chance. She had told me a week earlier that she had just been elected Senator of Naboo and was moving to Coruscant to be closer to her duties. Ironically, at the time, Anakin and I had completed another mission and were heading back to Coruscant anyway. We had been on many assignments and we were allowed a few weeks for rest time. This was a perfect opportunity.

As we landed in the spaceport, Anakin immediately left saying he was going to see the Supreme Councillor. I worried for that boy sometimes- everytime we came to Coruscant, he would go straight to Palpatine for advice. I don’t know kind of advice he could give Anakin but I had a feeling that it was affecting his training a little.

Anyway, Padme had told me where her quarters were so I went in the opposite directions that Anakin went and went to the woman I loved. Although we had talked a few days before, I was really nervous. Our communication devices were slightly faulty and our reception was not always good. I kept wondering: what if seeing me changed her mind of her feelings? What if after eight years of waiting, she was heavily disappointed?

I walked over to her quarters and hesitated at the door. Eventually I knocked and waited. A few seconds later, the door opened and there she was. Her body had become fuller and her face had matured but her eyes and angelic aura around her had not changed. As soon as she saw me, her eyes lit up and she cried “Obi” and wrapped her arms around me. I smiled and hugged her as tight as I could, not wanting to let her go.

Eventually we parted and she led me into her quarters. As soon as the door was closed, she took my face into her hands and kissed me. She kissed me hard and attempted to push her tongue into my mouth. I opened my mouth and pressed my tongue against hers before inserting it into her mouth. We both held onto to the back of each other’s heads, wanting to be joined forever.

The kiss finally ended, with the both of us nearly out of breath. When we had recovered, she looked up and I said, “I missed you.”

She wrapped her hands around my neck and smiled. “Yes. I could tell.”

I held her around her waist. “It’s been so long.”

She nodded, “Too long.”

I could not help but smile inanely. Holding her In my arms, it felt we had only been apart for a day. The feeling was there and our first kiss had not been a mistake. I had become aroused from the kiss and her touch. However, I was not going to force her into anything she was not comfortable with or ready for.

She smiled, “What are you smiling for?”

“You”, I replied, “Because I had no idea what meeting you again would be like and I did not want to be taking this risk for nothing.”

“What risk?”

“I’m breaking an important Jedi rule- that I’m not allowed to love the way I love you. I don’t understand why but it is forbidden by the Council.”

“Well, was it worth it?”

“I don’t know. You tell me.”

I kissed her again and it was more loving than the last. I drew her closer until she could feel my erection against her. I felt it was wrong the last time I had held her like this, all those years ago, but this time it felt right. I wanted her and if she wanted me, I would not decline this time.

I felt her hands release my neck and gently slide down my robe until she came to my erection. She gently grabbed it through my clothing and squeezed. I ended the kiss with a gasp.

With her hand still on my erection, she stood on her tiptoes and whispered in my ear, “I can see that you’re still as turned on as you were eight years ago.” I looked at her in shock and she continued, “Yes, I felt you pulsing through my nightdress all those years ago and I wanted you. And yet you were so noble that morning- I respect you for that. But I’m not a child anymore, Obi and I still want you. And I can tell that you want me. So I’m asking you to make love to me.”

I did not need anymore persuasion. I picked her up- she was so light and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I carried her over to her bed and laid her gently on her soft covers. I kissed her gently on the lips and then kissed her on her cheeks and her forehead. I swept her hair from her shoulder and began to kiss and lick her neck. As she moaned, I undid the front of her dress and cupped a bare breast. I squeezed it and began to kiss and lick her nipple. Her moans became louder and her nipple hardened under my tongue.

She shivered under me and I could feel her fear. I stopped and looked at her face. “What’s wrong?” I asked with concern.

“Nothing. It’s just I’m a little scared. This is my first time.”

I stroked her face and soothed, “It’s okay. I’ll admit that this is my first time too. If I ever hurt you or if you want me to stop, please say so and I will. I’d die before hurting you. Do you want me to stop?”

She whispered, “No.”

I stood up and leaned over her, removing her dress and let it drop to the ground. I bent down and removed her shoes. I then stood up and removed my robes whilst admiring her body which was naked except for a pair of knickers that covered her virginity. She was more beautiful than I could ever have imagined.

As I stood there, naked in front of her, she knelt down and began to touch me. Her slender fingers moved up and down my member and she kissed the tip and licked away the pre-cum. I felt myself become harder. I closed my eyes and moaned. I felt her place a finger inside my erection and I moaned louder. I could hear Padme giggle underneath me and I could tell she was enjoying torturing me sexually.

As I was getting used to the pleasure, she stopped and sat back on the bed, raising her arms to me. I entered her arms and I piled on top of her, my hot erection on her soft stomach. I kissed her neck again and travelled slowly past her breasts and placed my tongue in her navel. I secretly smiled as she shivered underneath me. I kissed further down her body and slowly removed her knickers. I lifted her up and placed her body full on the bed before climbing back onto her.

I slowly placed my legs between hers, spreading them as far apart as I could. I kissed her neck and slowly placed the tip of my erection inside her. She gasped in pain but I continued. I slowly inserted myself inside her until we were joined. I did not move as I wanted her body to grow accustomed to me. I felt my erection pulse inside her wet entrance and she cried for me not to tease her anymore.

I start slowly, fondling her body in many places. She touches me as well, moving one finger down my spine before moving down to my bottom cheeks. She grabbed them and began to thrust me harder into her. As our movements begin to quicken, she starts to thrust her hips in time to my movements. Our breath began to quicken and I could hear my heart beat to my thrusting.

At the last, she inserted her finger inside my bottom and this was enough. I heard myself and Padme cry with joy and I felt myself shiver as I climaxed inside her. I did not remove my member form her immediately as she still held onto my bottom cheeks and she kept me firmly inside her. I was steady for a moment but then my arms gave way and I collapsed on top of her. She was as hot and sweaty as I was and I could fee her quick heartbeat on my chest.

As we recovered from our orgasm, she released my bottom and I carefully withdrew myself from her and lay next to her in a sweaty heap. She turned and laid her head on my chest and began to stroke my chest.

She whispered, “That was wonderful.”

I replied “Yes it was.”

She turned to me, “So, I will ask you again. Was it worth breaking the Jedi Code?”

I told her truthfully, “Yes”.

She wrapped her right arm around my chest and began to kiss my nipple gently. I turned around and held her, with her face buried in my chest. I thought about her question and I wondered why Jedis were not allowed to fall in love the way I have with Padme. I have been following the Code all my life and yet this is the one I did not understand. I don’t know whether it had been the love-making or whether it had been long and tiring days for us both but the worries of the Jedi Code became irrelevant as I fell asleep in her arms.

Over the next few weeks, I saw Padme whenever I could and each time, our love-making became more exciting. We experimented so much but I did not just want her for the sex. In those few weeks, I finally realised that I had truly fallen in love with her- that she was not just fascination in my mind. This was real.

However, those few weeks were our last happy time together. Everything changed two years later…………………