More Than Darkness
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This is a crossover smutty story featuring the character of
Tess/Salida ie Tess' Voice in Neon class=SpellE>Dasies' OUATIM fics on ff.net,
More Than Eyes Alone Can See, and More
Than Life, and Sands/Jeffrey from Merrie's OUATIM fic
on ff.net, Darkness Rising. This story will make some sense, probably, if you
read it without having read either of our stories, but it'll make a hell of a
lot more if you just read them. They're all worth reading, we promise. Anyway,
on with the show.
Rated for what has happened, and what might happen.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’re really not quite sure ourselves.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> On with the story.
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Salida was bored.
Well, she supposed she was, but it was more than that really.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Jeffrey had been gone for no more than a day
or so, and she – there was no way to get around it – was languishing.
As she sat on the
couch and stared unseeing at the flickering light of the TV, she wondered what
was wrong with her. She used to go out
and do things, screw anyone who got in her way or thought differently.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Now she’d been turned into an urban
housewife. Perhaps not a traditional
one, not with Aida around, but she’d been domesticated
nonetheless.
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Married, alone, pregnant, style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>bored. This is ridiculous.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I should get up and do something.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m going
to get up and do something. But she
didn’t. No matter how many times she
thought that, she never made it farther than the grocery store.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But at least she’d been there a lot.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For some reason, all she’d wanted to eat
lately was Mexican cuisine. None of the
Mexican delivery places she’d called had been up to snuff – according to her –
so she’d taken to cooking her own meals.
When she wasn’t sleeping or staring blindly at her surroundings, whether
she be indoors or outdoors.
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>What time is it? she wondered, looking
around for a clock. It was going on
be mad still. It was a depressing
thought, but it fit her mood. Being
depressed was better than being bored.
Another hour
passed, and she was woken from a light nap by loud hissing, spitting, and
various sounds of feline distress.
Raising her head from where it’d sunk to astyle='mso-spacerun:yes'> pillow, she saw Des violently objecting to
the presence of Grant and Sands’ kittens.
It amused her for some reason.
Logically, she knew that Des simply didn’t like anyone but her, but it
was nice to pretend the cat was doing it out of loyalty to her and Jeffrey.
Just as she was
sinking into a daydream about that, the phone rang, startling her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’d rung several more times before she’d
levered herself up off the couch and answered.
“Hello?”
“Good evening,
vixen,” Jeffrey drawled, happy to be talking to her even as he rubbed at the
long gouge he had woken up with on his right leg.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Apparently, kitty had gone to bed with some
pretty sharp fucking heels on and Jeffrey’s leg had paid the price.
“It’s early
morning,” she corrected gently, sliding down the wall to sit on the floor.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Des and the kittens were still making a
racket, but she’d ignore it until blood was about to be spilled.
“What do you mean
it’s early morning? It’s-oh.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Fuck.
Time difference. Sorry, vixen.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Did I fucking wake you?” Jeffrey asked with a
slight frown, leaning forward on the plush leather couch.
“No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not really.
I don’t seem to sleep anymore.
Just nap on and off all day long.
I’m turning into a slug.”
“Can’t have that,”
Jeffrey said with a it of a laugh, only half serious.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’ll fix that when I get back, fucking count
on it.” Jeffrey sighed and sank back
into the couch again. “I won’t be back
‘til fucking Sunday.” style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>I miss you.
“I know.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I miss
you too. She’d heard the tone of his
voice, and it’d set up an echo inside her.
“While you’re out there you should buy me something.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The change of topic was abrupt even to her,
but she didn’t want to dwell on things that were too depressing.
Jeffrey appreciated
the change in topic, none the less. “Oh
really? And what makes you think you
deserve a present?” he asked wryly, grinning wide.
“Really want me to
answer that?” she retorted, glancing down at her belly.
Jeffrey paused,
guessing her meaning. “Fine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You win. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll get you a fucking present. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Anything in particular you’d like?” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He had planned on getting her something
anyway, so it wasn’t that big of a deal.
“I believe the
traditional gift for the woman bearing your child, is jewelry,” she teased.
Jeffrey snorted at
that. “Yeah, but is that what you
fucking want?” he pressed. “If so, no
fucking problem. Makes my job easier.”
“I don’t care.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Surprise me.
The only thing I really want is for you to come home to me safely.”
“I will, vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t fucking worry about that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’d be more fucking crazy than I already am style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>not to come home to my vivacious,
passionate, loving wife,” he asked with another sad smile, missing her even
more.
Salida was going to
answer, but a particularly loud feline challenge interrupted her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Just a minute,” she told her husband,
pulling her ear away from the phone and checking on the cats.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Des had backed the kittens into the corner,
and Obsidian had apparently taken umbrage at the hostile treatment.
“Vixen?”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She could hear her husband calling from the
phoned sld slowly pressed it back to her ear.
“Yeah?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m still here.”
“What’s going on? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It sounded like the cats were fucking going to
war.” A pause. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “They’re not, are they?”
“No . . . not
really. If I leave them alone for a bit
longer though. . . .” She shrugged.
“Should I let you
go?” Jeffrey asked softly, not wanting to. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But he didn’t want anything happening to style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>his cat either. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For although Sands had picked Obsidian out and
paid for him, Jeffrey had laid claim to the little black kitten as well.
“No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll break up the fight if you want.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Just don’t hang up.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She laid the phone down on the floor and
stood, walking over to the cats and scooping Des up in one hand.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The young cat turned to attack, but when it
recognized her mistress, it turned into a boneless heap in her arms.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Salida grinned; her cat might be relaxed, but
it was still growling.
Sitting back down
against the wall with Des on her lap, sheked ked the phone up again.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m back.”
“Let me guess, your
little demon was the instigator?” Jeffrey teased.
“Are you talking
about my angel?” she asked, scratching the cat’s ears.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t know what you have against her.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’s always been nice to me.”
“She just
recognizes a kindred spirit in you, that’s all. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s not that I . . .dislike her, per se. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But our first meeting didn’t go entirely well.
I still have the fucking scratch marks.”
And
a whole lot more than that. Fucking
Sands, Jeffrey thought to himself, looking down at the numerous “self”-inflicted
marks on his chest and stomach with a short pained hiss as his fingers sought
out one of the deeper ones.
His comment
immediately put her up in arms. “I don’t
hiss at you all the time.” Her voice was
less than friendly.
“What? style='mso-spaceres'>es'> What the fuck are you talking about-oh, I wasn’t
fucking hissing at you, vixen. If I was
hissing at anyone, it would have been fucking Sands.”
Less than placated
she said, “No. You said we’re kindred
spirits. I don’t hiss and spit at
everyone I meet.”
“Oh. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I didn’t fucking say that you did, vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> In fact, the only person I’ve ever seen you .
. . hiss and spit at is me.” style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>And I might have fucking deserved it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I meant, there’s just something about that
fucking cat that made me think of you. That’s
why I bought it.” He go off off the
couch and began to pace with the phone as he attempted to explain. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You’re both . . . untamed and wild, not
taking shit from anyone. And you both
seem to know how to fucking put me in my place,” he added dryly.
his explanation. “Someone has to,” she
murmured softly, a smile on her lips.
“Perhaps so,”
Jeffrey said with a shrug, still pacing a path through the main room of the
suite although it wasn't as frantic as before. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> that one,” he said with a short laugh and a smirk.
“Ie ane an
appointment today,” she said after a short silence.
“For when?” Jeffrey
asked, his pacing beginning to pick up a little speed again as he frowned.
“Monday.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> When Grant has her own appointment.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’ll be mine for the day anyway.”
“Alright. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll be there with fucking bells on,” he said,
relaxing a little. Not a whole lot
considering the nature of the appointment she had set up, but some in the
knowledge that he would at least be there for her.
“Don’t tell me you’re
nervous,” she laughed dryly. “It was
your idea in the first place.”
“Nervous? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m not nervous. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Why . . . do I sound nervous?” he asked, still
pacing.
“A little.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I can hear you pacing.”
“So? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I pace a lot in case you haven’t noticed,” he
defended himself. “Doesn’t mean I’m
fucking nervous.”
“You sped up when I
mentioned the doctor,” Salida pointed out.
“Fine, I’m fucking
nervous, alright,” Jeffrey muttered, extremely annoyed that his wife seemed to
know him so well. “I don’t like doctors.
And I . . . worry about you.”
For once she agreed
with him rather than offering profuse assurance.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “It’s not as if I haven’t given you cause.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her voice sounded weary.
“Not very reassuring,
vixen,” he muttered. “Thanks for the
fucking truth at least. But that doesn’t
fucking matter. You’re my wife and the
day I fucking stop worrying about you is the day they’re fucking tying on the
toe tag,” he admitted blithely.
Truth.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Of course she gave him the truth. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She didn’t have the energy to lie.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I am
being good at the moment.” The
reassurance she’d held back earlier, came forward now.
“Well that’s
something. But don’t get me wrong. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t want you to turn into a fucking goody
two-shoes. What fucking fun would that
be?” Jeffrey said teasingly, trying to lighten the mood a little.
“Well, considering
the amount of frustration it might cause you. . .”
“And just what do
you mean by that?” Jeffrey asked suspiciously, not liking where this was going.
“Just that it might
be fun for me.” Salida was having a hard
time not laughing; she could see the look on her husband’s face, the suspicion
and dismay such a suggestion would have caused.
“Well, it wouldn’t
be fun for me!” Jeffrey insisted sternly.
“But that only
makes it more fun for me,” she
insisted.
Jeffrey let out a
sound of utter exasperation, half wishing he could reach though the phone and
throttle his wife. “You’re utterly
impossible. I don’t know why I put up
with you sometimes,” Jeffrey muttered. “Oh
yeah, cause I’m insane, I love you, and I’m your husband. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Right.”
“Nice to know
insanity is your first line of defense,” she observed dryly.
Jeffrey smirked at
that. “You fucking drive me crazy,
vixen. Perhaps that’s why I said it
first.”
“I do what I can,”
she murmured, moving so she was lying down.
Her back hurt.
“That you do,
vixen.” He let a few moments of silence
pass. “How are you feeling?”
“Pregnant.”st'mso'mso-spacerun:yes'> Over the past few days the truth of that had
sunk in. She may have accepted her
condition, but that didn’t make it a comfortable one – physically or
mentally. “And not in a good way.”
Jeffrey cursed
softly. “Is there anything I can do?”
“From where you
are? No.
Unless you want to make some long distance calls to here and find me a
hunky pool boy who can give killer back massages.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She knew that would get to him.
Jeffrey let out an
involuntary growl, low in his throat. “Are
you trying to make me even crazier, vixen? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Because you’re doing a fucking bang-up job so
far,” he said dryly. “If style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>anyone gives you a fucking massage, it’ll
be me!”
“Then I suppose I’ll
settle for some Tylenol or something. I’d
take a bath if I weren’t afraid of falling asleep in it.”
Jeffrey frowned,
still wishing he could do something for her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Alright. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For what it’s worth, I’m sorry. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I’m not upset with you any longer for
asking me not to come back right away. I
. . . understand the want to have some time alone. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, I think I do at least. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And it’s okay. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Really.”
“I’m bored,” she
confessed in return. “Lots of time on my
hands. It’s probably the only thing that
forces to me to think about anything in the first place.”
“I get that too. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m fucking bored to tears here, vixen. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m fucking restless. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All I do is sleep and sit on my ass because
far be it from me to intrude on kitty and Sands’ fucking time together,” he
said with a sneer.
“We make the same
demands on him,” she said softly, not really wanting to start a discussion that
could turn into an argument.
“Doesn’t change the
fact that I feel like a fucking prisoner within my own fucking mind,” Jeffrey
said darkly. “I think . . . I need to
take a fucking walk or something. Get
out of this fucking love nest for awhile.”
“Alright,” she
whispered. “I should probably try to get
some real sleep anyway.”
“I’ll call you
tomorrow,” Jeffrey promised. “I love
you, Salida. And I fucking miss you too,”
he admitted.
“Same here.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll be waiting.”
“Goodbye, vixen,”
Jeffrey said after some hesitation.
“Not goodbye,” she
replied, suddenly taking a dislike to the word.
“Just . . . just I love you and I’ll talk to you later.”
“I love you and I’ll
talk to you later,” Jeffrey said with a small smile. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I like that better too.”
“I’m fucking going
out for a little while, kitty,” Jeffrey called out after he had hung up the
phone. He needed to take a walk, clear
his head, have a drink . . . he didn’t exactly know what he needed to do, but
he needed to do something. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He couldn’t just sleep the days away while
Sands and kitty had their fun. He was
fucking bored out of his mind.
Aida mumbled some
sort of reply, obviously still asleep, and rolled over in bed.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> After burying her face in a pillow, she
stilled.
Jeffrey rolled his
eyes and muttered something under his breath before rising to his feet and
moving across the room to one of the small tables that lined the walls and
grabbed a keycard and stuck it into his back pocket. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He missed being able to go armed, but he knew
without asking that Sands had left the gun and the knife back in
Orleans
just about to head out the door when he risked a glance at kitty and noticed
something sharp lying not so innocently on the floor next to the bed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Ooo, shiny,” Jeffrey
muttered to himself with a wide grin, clomping down the stairs loudly to pick
up the new knife, not caring if he woke Aida or not. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> After a quick search of the room – his
eyebrows raising into his hairline upon seeing the restraints and the crumpled
nurse’s outfit – he located the sheath the knife had come in, stuck it on his
belt, and made his way out the door.
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Jeffrey didn’t make it very far. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He had no real desire to see the sights of
after-dark
to go home. Since that wasn’t a fucking
option at the moment, he decided he needed a drink. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That, and he was feeling a little too worn out
to be traipsing all over an unfamiliar city.
After enough drinks
that he could no longer effectively see straight anymore, he woke Sands up and
instructed him to get himself back up to the hotel room before Jeffrey passed
out on top of the bar.
“You inconsiderate
bastard,” Sands slurred, more than a little pissed off at Jeffrey’s choice of
recreational activity. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>He couldn’t have just killed someone? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida’s going to be fucking pissed.
“Fuck you, I got
bored but didn’t have the fucking energy to . . . see the sights. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Your fault,” Jeffrey said, finishing off the
glass of scotch in the hand and telling the bartender to send the bill up to
the room.
“Leaving me with
the fucking bill too, I see,” Sands muttered, ignoring the bartender’s curious
stares as he watched Sands and Jeffrey argue.
“Yep,” Jeffrey acknowledged
with a wide grin before passing out.
“Fuck,” Sands
muttered, visualizing the long way back up to the suite and into bed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Wiping his hand across his face and shaking
his head a little in a vain attempt to clear his alcohol clouded thoughts, he
made his way back up to the suite.
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“Fuck! Goddamn stupid
piece of shit table! That fucking hurt!”
Sands growled at a table that he could swear leaped right out at him as soon as
he had closed the door and walked into the main area of the suite, attempting
to get down into bed so he could pass out next to his wife. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His walk slightly swaying, he made it down the
steps without further incident and sat down heavily on the bed next to his
wife, managing to take his shoes off and chuck them across the room before he
fell backwards on the bed, still fully dressed and armed, one foot hanging over
the edge for balance.
“Sands?”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His entrance had roused her out of a deep
sleep. She wasn’t totally awake, but she
was conscious enough to know he was being unneedfully
forceful. Then a peculiar odor reached
her nose, and she woke up even more. “What
is that smell?” It was just familiar
enough to drive her crazy until she identified it.
“That . . . would
be me. Jeffrey decided . . . it’d be a
fucking . . . grand idea to get us
both drunk while he was out,” Sands mumbled, not opening his eyes and not
moving from his rather precarious position half on and half off of the bed.
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “He what?”
There was a distinctly angry tone in her voice.
“He got . . . himself
. . . and consequently me, drunk, spitfire,” Sands reiterated slowly.
“Wake him up.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida was not happy, and she was determined to
make that known.
“That might be a
little . . . difficult, spitfire. He’s .
. . passed out.”
“Wake . . . him . .
. up,” she said through her teeth.
After astyle='mso-spacerun:yes'> few long minutes, a loud groan escaped Sands’
mouth and his face clenched in a glare. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “What . . . the fuck . . . do you want?”
Jeffrey practically spit out.
Shifting her weight
away from him for just a bit, Aida quickly reached out and slapped Jeffrey
sharply across the face. “That was to
make sure you’re awake.” Since he was
drunker than any man had a right to be, she was able to then catch his ear
between thumb and forefinger. Squeezing
hard, she said over his yelp, “And this is to make sure you’re listening.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She shook his head once by her grip, then
sto.
to baby you, because I won’t put up with it.”
Having said that, she released him and climbed out of bed just in case
he tried to retaliate, taking the sheet with her.
Jeffrey just lay
there, utterly stunned. “You know, your
wife’s a real fucking bitch sometimes, Sands. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I think she might be growing on me.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He took a moment to rub at his face a little,
wincing. “But if she ever tries that
again I’ll fucking cut her into little pieces.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> With that, he slipped back into
unconsciousness once more.
“Fuck,” Sands
muttered, putting a hand to his ear and rubbing it, sitting upright on the bed.
If it hurt this much now while his
senses were dulled with alcohol, it was going to hurt like a motherfucker
tomorrow. “I get what you were doing,
but fucking ow,” Sands muttered, not for the first
time wishing he was separate from Jeffrey if only to be saved the pain he was
currently causing him.
“Don’t worry,” Aida
soothed, climbing back into bed. “I did
that to my brothers all the time, and it doesn’t hurt as bad as you would think
the day after. It doesn’t even bruise.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She sighed.
“God, I’m exhausted.”
“In a good way, or
a bad way?” he asked, slumping back down to the bed, managing to pull the knife
off of his belt and drop it to the floor next to him so he wouldn’t roll over
on it.
“What do you mean?”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sleep was already returning to her voice.
“I mean, are you
exhausted because I wore you out or. . . ?”
“Hard to say.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All her medications, not to mention her
treatments, made her drowsy. “I’m a
little uncomfortable, but not in pain.
It’s only to be expected after being so . . . intense.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I’m tired from wandering around on top of
that. But a few months ago I wouldn’t
have been so tired after a t dat day.”
“Get some rest,
then,” Sands mumbled, both closing his eyes and throwing an arm over his face. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Sorry . . . I’m like this.”
“Not your
fault. And I am sorry about the
slap. And the pinch.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But I needed him to know I meant business.”
“Oh, I’m sure he
did. You . . . heard what he said after?”
He pulled his arm away and opened his
eyes to look over at her.
“That he’d kill me
if I tried that again?”
“Yeah, that’s about
what he said,” Sands said slowly.
“That doesn’t mean
that he took me seriously.” Aida was
snuggling down into her pillow and pulling the blankets around her.
“Worry about that .
. . later. Sleep now,” Sands murmured,
his voice thick as he undid his belt slowly and pulled it off, dropping it to
the floor on top of the knife, his arms then falling limply at his sides once
more.
“Alright.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She let her eyes close as weariness pulled at
her.
“Love you, Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You still . . . gonna wake me up for the
sunrise?” he asked slowly, turning his head to look at her again.
“If I’m awake.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I make no promises about that, though.”
“Don’t have to make
promises. Just, wanted to know,” Sands
assured her.
“Alright.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> See you in the morning, my love.”
“class=SpellE>Gnight, Aida,” Sands slurred with a mixture of sleepiness
and drunkenness.
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Sands let out a soft moan as light began to assault his
closed eyes, silently cursing the lack of proper curtains for the large windows
that surrounded the suite. He cracked an
eye open, cursed and wished he hadn’t, then opened them both and looked out the
window to see a rapidly brightening sky. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Spitfire,” he murmured, nudging his still
sleeping wife gently. “You’re going to
miss it.”
Aida moaned, and
turned towards him, tucking her face into her shoulder to shut out the bright
light.
“Sunrise, Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Remember that? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The so-called delightful thing you wanted to
share with me?” Sands mumbled, pressing the heel of his hand to his aching
hung-over head. “If you don’t want to see
it I can always go out there, find the magical tasseled pull cord, and switch
it off,” he murmured, closing his eyes once more as well.
That made her open
her eyes. She gazed at him fondly, still
half asleep. “You’re silly,” she
informed him before turning her head towards the windows with a groan.
“Maybe so,” he
returned, opening his eyes again with a wince. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m going to find it someday, though. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And have the sun rise at a fucking decent hour
for a change.”
“And what hour
would that be?” she asked slowly, her eyes half shuttered as she watched the
rising sun.
“Sometime not now,”
Sands responded, watching the sun with her and trying to will his hangover away
through sheer force of will. All he
succeeded in doing however, was to make his headache intensify due to the level
of concentration he was attempting.
As beautiful as it
was, Aida couldn’t keep her eyes open. “Sounds
good. Wake me up for the instant replay.”
“You got it,
spitfire,” Sands murmured, feeling sleep steal over him once more as well.
“Sands?”
“Mmm?” he murmured,
still somewhere in the place between full sleep and consciousness.
“Do you like your
name yet?”
“Huh?” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands couldn’t draw up enough mental power to
figure out what was was talking about.
“Do you like your
first name yet?”
“Oh. style='spacspacerun:yes'> Nope. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Still detest the very syllables,” Sands
muttered, somewhat surprised he’d been able to string a sentence like that
together.
“Alright.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll stop.”
Sands immediately
felt a hint of what he took to be guilt flood through him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “No, you don’t have to – I just don’t like it,
that’s all. Never said I wouldn’t.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, actually he had, but that wasn’t the
point he was trying to make.
“I don’t want to
call you something you don’t like,” she murmured, moving closer to him.
“Yeah, but you like
calling me . . . Sheldon. You made it
yours,” Sands responded.
“But you don’t like
it,” she repeated.
“There are far
worse things I don’t like in my life, spitfire.”
“And I don’t want
to add to that list.” As far as she was
concerned, the case was closed. She’d
never call him by his first name again unless he asked.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Go back to sleep.”
“You’re impossible
sometimes,” Sands murmured without animosity. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Fine. Don’t
use the name. Whatever. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sleep sounds good.”
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>You’ll change your mind.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She was confident of that now, since he’d
made such a big deal out of it. “I love
you, Sands.”
“I love you too,
Aida,” Sands murmured. “Can I sleep now?”
he asked, not wanting to be woken up again by another conversation, but not
entirely minding staying awake a little longer if she still wanted to talk.
“Yes.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Go to sleep.
I am.”
Sands nodded,
feeling himself slip back into sleep’s embrace before he could fully answer
her, pulling her close to his chest unconsciy any and holding her there.
Aida sighed in
contentment and followed him into slumber.
Her last thought nothing more than a smug certainty that she would win
in the end.
******************************style='mso-spacerun:yes'> ***
******************************
“Stop your whimpering,” Aida said, gathering a beach towel,
a bottle of water, and a bottle of sunscreen.
She was dressed in her swimsuit and a lighter green wrap cover-up.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The couple had whiled away the morning with
sleep and soft, teasing touches, but she was ready to get out of the room, and
determined to get to the beach.
“Why the hell do
you want to go out there for? It’s
bright, hot, sunny, bright, sandy . . . did I mention bright?” Sands murmured,
still feeing a little out of it due the last lingering remnants of his
hangover.
“Take some Aspirin
and wear sunglasses. I want to ut out on
the beach. Besides, you should like
sand.”
“Why?” Sands
grumbled, pulling on a clean pair of pants and an airy silk shirt which he left
unbuttoned, rolling up the sleeves.
“Well, besides the
matter of you name. . .” she teased, “there’s other similarities between
you. You’re both gritty, occasionally
irritating, and get in the darndest places.”
“Ha, ha,” Sands
muttered, a grouchy scowl crossing his face. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “If I end up looking like a fucking tomato, I’m
blaming you,” he said, giving her a look before grabbing his sunglasses and
putting them on. “Let’s go.”
“I’ll put class=SpellE>sunblock on you,” she cajoled as they walked out the door.
“Won’t that be fun?”
Sands muttered, walking down the hall to enter the elevator.
“See . . . this is
where those similarities between you and the beach start, Sands my love.”
“And yet, I’m still
coming with you,” Sands pointed out, half wondering why.
“You know you want
too.” The elevator dinged as it came to
a halt in the lobby.
“Oh? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And how do I know that, exactly?” Sands asked,
turning to glance at her through the darkened lenses of his sunglasses, his
expression unreadable.
“Because you like
seeing me have fun.”
Sands grumbled
under his breath. She had him there. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Fine. At
least one of us will. Lead the way.”
Aida did lead the
way. She led the way for fifteen
minutes, walking past the hordes of people from the hotel and the small strip
of beach they’d all flocked to. Once
they were a few hundred yards away, she walked closer to the waterline and
spread her towel out and took off her wrap.
“Me first, or you?”
“Me first or you .
. . what?” Sands asked, squinting even behind the dark sunglasses, and feeling
the black of his clothing eagerly soak up the hot sun.
“class=SpellE>Sunblock.” She held
up the bottle. “What . . . were you
expecting another offer?”
“A man can always
hope. Give it here.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He took the bottle from her, squirted a little
on his hand with a look of distaste, and began to rub it into her skin,
meticulously covering every inch of her that was exposed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “There. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> All safe from the blazing nuisancetherthere.”
“Your turn.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida moved so she was facing her husband and
started to strip his shirt off him.
“Just . . . don’t
miss any spots. And I don’t want to wake
up with a nice pale fucking smiley face or something surrounded by burnt skin. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Capische?”
“How about a pink
smiley face surrounded by white skin?” she teased, taking the time to massage
the lotion into his shoulders and back.
“Oh, well that
might not be too-No!” he insisted, moving his hair out of her way.
“Spoilsport.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Done with slathering him up, she turned so
she could rest her back against his chest.
“Know what we should do tonight?”
“Oh? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> What’s that?” he asked, ignoring her jibe.
“We should rent a
car – a sports car – and go for a drive.”
“Ok. style='mso-spaceyes'yes'> Doesn’t sound like a half bad plan. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Could be fun even,” he said with a slight nod,
tilting his head back a little and glaring at the sun overhead.
“How’s your
headache?”
“Irritating,” Sands
grumbled with a soft wince.
“Here.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She dug in the small bag she'd brought with
them, pulling out the bottle of water and a single dose package of Ibuprophen.
“I love mfe,”fe,”
Sands said with small grin, opening the packet of aspirin and the bottle of
water and taking them both.
“I should have let
you suffer,” she sighed. “It’d teach you
not to be so stubborn.”
“No, it wouldn’t
have,” Sands said stubbornly, leaning over to kiss her forehead.
would have taught you to follow the advice of your wise wife.”
Sands shrugged. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Maybe so. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Got any other advice for me, oh wise wife of
mine?”
“Look both ways
before you cross the street.”
Sands rolled his
eyes at that. “Always do. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Anything else?”
“Don’t pet snapping
turtles.”
“Uh, ok. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll put that on the list. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That all?”
“Don’t drink soda
right after eating Pop Rocks – your stomach might explode.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> This was fun.
“That’s a myth,”
Sands said with a wry grin.
“No, it hasn’t been
around long enough to be a myth. It’s an
urban legend.” Closing her eyes, Aida
relaxed into the strength of her husband’s body – it was nice to just sit here
and talk.
“Whatever. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> They’re all the same to me. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Like alligators in the sewers,” Sands said
with a grin, wrapping his still bare arms around her.
“Whatever.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Back to me and my wisdom.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She didn’t need to see his face to be able to
visualize the indulgent smirk he’d be sending her way.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Let's see . . . red sky in morning, sailors
take warning. Red sky at night, sailor’s
delight.”
“Never fully
understood that one,” he muttered, not really caring though.
“What one hopes for
is always better than what one has. . .” she was running low on wisdom.
“A penny saved is a
penny earned. A rolling stone gathers no
moss. Don’t count your eggs until they’ve
hatched. If you can’t take the heat, get
out of the kitchen. Love conquers all. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Many hands make light work. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Money is the root of all evil. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Shall I go on?” Sands asked with a grin.
Aida craned her
head around and mock-glared at him before sticking her tongue out at him.
“Was that a yes or
a no?” he asked with a smirk, nipping on her protruding tongue before pulling
back so she could answer.
“Spoilsport,” she
charged again before falling silent to watch the wav/p>
/p>
“’s t’s the second
time you’ve called me that today. What
sport am I supposed to be spoiling exactly, spitfire?”
“My fun.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And if she knew her husband, he enjoyed
watching frustration flare up in her face.
Not that she was ever able to stay frustrated with him for long.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Which was probably why he likeeineeing it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Because he knew he’d win her over again in no
time.
“Well, I guess I’ll
just have to make my own fun then,” he said with astyle='mso-spacerun:yes'> wicked grin, pulling her head back for a deep
kiss that left them both slly oly out of breath. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “See? Now
that was.”
“Yes.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It was.
But I wouldn’t go any further if I were you.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Not only are we in public, but I’m still
rather . . . sore.”
Sands made a noise
of irritation, his expression clearly stating that he didn’t care that they
were in public in the least. “Sorry
about the soreness, but now you’re
being a spoilsport.”
“What goes around
comes around, Sands my love.”
Sands just grunted
at that, not saying a word.
“Sands, don’t
pout. We can later.”
“I’m not pouting.”
“Then you’re
brooding and I get to claim another fine.”
Sands blinked at
that, having forgotten her little “game.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’m not brooding. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m sitting in the sun quietly with my wife.”
“Ahh . . . then that’s
alright.” She’d let him get off with a
warning this time, but the next. . . She
wasn’t afraid to be ruthless.
Sands sat in
companionable silence for a moment before asking softly a slight grin on his
face, “Are you going to just sit here against me soaking up sun or do you have
other plans?”
“No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> This was it.
Unless you want to go swimming.”
She pretended to be enchanted with the idea.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh yes, we could learn to snorkel.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Wouldn’t that be fun?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Or to surf.”
“Yeah, if you want
to get gnawed on by sharks,” Sands muttered.
“Why should that
worry me when I’ve got my own landshark to worry
about?” she teased, prodding him gently in the ribs with her elbow.
He leaned over and
nipped the side of her neck in retaliation both for her comment and action
before sighing softly. “If you want to
go, I’ll go.”
“No . . . not
really. Just teasing.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For some reason I’m being appallingly
lazy. And enjoying myself, I might add.”
“Be lazy. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Become one with the sand if you like,” Sands
rolled his eyes at his unintentional pun. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Do whatever you want. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I won’t stop you. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And I’m enjoying myself as well.”
They sat in silence
for a few minutes before Aida remembered something she’d been meaning to ask
for awhile. “Sands?style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Can I ask you a question?”
“If you like,”
Sands said with a slight shrug. “I’m not
going anywhere. Ask away.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Just don’t
make me promise to answer it truthfully if its something I don’t want to talk
about.
“When Jeffrey found
out we were in
continue, but she swallowed hard and continued anyway.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “When he found out where we were, he said
something about Salida making you go away.
What did he mean?”
Sands hesitated,
not knowing what to tell her. This was
one of those things he didn’t want to talk about. “Don’t worry about it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It’s not going to happen.”
Aida pulled away a
bit at his refusal to answer. Part of
her knew that he simply didn’t want to discuss something that was obviously
complicated and unpleasant, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t be hurt.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “What?” she asked softly.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Is this another one of those things that I
wouldn’t be able to understand?”
“No. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I just . . . don’t want to talk about it.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands frowned, but the sadness he’d heard in
her voice loosened his lips and he went on. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “When sunrise first showed up, she and I didn’t
have the . . . greatest of introductions. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> After a lot of words, a few . . . actions, she
drugged me. She drugged me so that
Jeffrey could take over and I would simply . go go away. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I came back, eventually. . . style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’s done it twice and I don’t intend on
allowing it to fucking happen again. The
second time . . . things happened.” <.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands trailed off, not knowing how much he
wanted to tell her. Well, he didn’t
really want to be telling her any of this, but it was too late to hold much
back now.
Aida’s eyes
narrowed and she was very glad the other woman wasn’t here right now, otherwise
she might do something rash. Instead she
turned to her husband and wrapped her arms around him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Trembling with the force of her emotions, she
whispered, “It won’t happen again. I won’t
let it.”
“It won’t. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It can’t. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The second time sunrise did it, she . . . fucked
up somehow. Set Jeffrey off balance. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He tried to kill her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t know all the details, but I know that.
I won’t let that happen again. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I won’t let anything happen to you,” he
promised solemnly.
“No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That’s not what I meant.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m not scared.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’m angry.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I won’t let them do that to style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>you again.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her arms tightened around him, as if she were
protecting him at this very moment.
“You don’t have to
protect me, Aida. I’ll be alright,” he
said softly, giving her a gentle smile.
“No.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You won’t.
Not if what you said to me that day was true.”
“What are you
talking about?” Sands asked with a slight frown. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “What did I say?”
“The day you met me
at the theater. When we went to the
park,” she reminded him softly.
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh. I
had a good little rant going that day, huh?” he murmured. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Didn’t even hardly know you and there I was
spilling all.” He gave a soft
self-depreciative chuckle.
“You knew the only
thing that mattered,” she said softly. “I
was safe.”
“Maybe I did. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Are you?” he asked softly.
“What does your
heart tell you?” She waited in tense
expectation for his answer, not sure what to expect.
“Who says I have a
heart?” Sands muttered darkly before looking up at the sky and letting his
thoughts settle. “You’re safe. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Only you. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Nothing else in the world,” he murmured, not
looking down at her, his head still tilted back, staring up into the sun.
“You have a heart,”
she told him. “I can hear it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And either you love me, or you’ve been lying
. . . and I think I know I line when I hear one.”
Sands’ eyes slowly
shut and he whispered, “I do love you, Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> More than life itself.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His head was still tilted back, his eyes now
closed behind his dark sunglasses.
“Then don’t worry
about whether you have a heart or not, because I say you do.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And you can trust me.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It took little effort on her part to push her
husband backwards to lie on the towel.
She followed him down, her head pressed against his shoulder and one
hand resting over his heart.
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You’re getting your Sands all sandy,” he
murmured, attempting lighten his own mood once more. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It didn’t fully work, but he had tried none
the less.
“I’ll wash him off
once we get back to the hotel,” she promised, her fingers rebelliously refusing
to lie still. Without her direction they
started tracing meaningless patterns over his chest.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You can ask me something if you’d like.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She wanted him to be in a good mood again.
“How do you put up
with me?” he asked wryly before shaking his head. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “No, that’s not what I wanted to ask.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He paused a moment, trying to think of
something to ask. “Tell me about
yourself. Like . . . what’s your
favorite color? Et cetera, et cetera. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I . . . want to know you better.”
“I thought we talked
about this over burgers,” she teased. In
reality, Aida was more than willing to answer his questions, but she was going
to need more direction than “et cetera.”
It was hard to sum yourself up in such general terms.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “My favorite color is green . . . dark,
forest green. Like my swimsuit.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Next question.”
“We did, but we
didn’t cover everything. What . . . are
your plans for the future? For yourself?
For . . . us?” Sands asked softly,
wanting to know, but having trouble finding the right questions to ask.
“Plans?” she asked,
a bit bewildered. “I don’t really
know. I’ve never been one to make
plans. Not past tomorrow or perhaps the
day after. Que sera sera,
and all that.” Closing her mouth, Aida
took the time to think about his question.
“It’s hard to make plans when your life has almost been put on hold . .
. but I’d like to act again someday. I
already miss it.”
“And for us?” he
asked quietly when she didn’t immediately continue.
“I don’t know,” she
admitted. “I just know that I want to be
with you. Whatever happens after this,
whether it be tomorrow or in five years . . . I’ll handle it if you’re there
with me.”
“I will be,” Sands
said softly, holding her close and ignoring all else on the beach. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> To him, she was the world. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Nothing else mattered. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If he had to fight to stay by her side he
would. He’d die before he abandoned her.
And if she died first. . . style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She
will. You know that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Look at her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> See how frail she is? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’s wasting away before your eyes. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She’ll die in agony and you’ll get to watch. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Won’t that be fun? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sands willed the voice away with a shake of
his head. The voice did leave, but not
before letting out a gleeful cackle that echoed through his thoughts. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “No matter what,” he said slowly, trying to
stay calm so he wouldn’t worry her.
They fell silent,
and Aida finally had to rouse herself before she fell asleep.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Any other questions, my love?”
“Can’t think of
any,” Sands said slowly, trying his best not to dwell on the voice’s words. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You have any?”
“How about. . . ‘Do
you want to go back to the hotel and let me give you a sponge bath?’”
“Oh hell yes,”
Sands said without hesitation. “Make me
forget.” He paused as the words left his
mouth, tensing slightly. He hadn’t meant
to say them out loud. “Lead the way,” he
continued, hoping to gloss over his unintentional slip.
“I’ll make you
forget your own name,” she promised with a wink as she gathered their things
and re-tied her wrap.
“Why, want to give
me another one?” he asked with a hint of a smile. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Not that I’m complaining of course. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Ignorance is bliss. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> There’s a bit more wisdom for you. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Keep that one close.”
She tried.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But there were some things that he wouldn’t
let her ignore. “I like your name as it
is . . . perhaps I should simply settle for making you forget that you don’t
like it.” She tucked her arm through his
and led the way back to the hotel.
“Good luck,” Sands
murmured, walking across the hot beach, avoiding and ignoring the scantily clad
people giving him odd stares. His
entirely black on black on black ensemble drew more than a few.
“Just because I’m
not using it doesn’t mean I’m not determined still,” she informed him, taking
great pleasure in wrapping her arm around his waist when a trio of women in
skimpy bikinis shot interested looks their way before beginning to walk
over. At her territorial gesture, they
glanced at each other and decided to search for other game.
“You staking your
claim, spitfire?” Sands asked, letting his sunglasses slide down his nose just
enough so he could look over the tops of them to her, an amused look on his
face.
“And what would you
have done had that group been three young hunks offering surfing lessons?” she
answered indirectly.
“Grabbed their
surfboards and used them to beat each one to death,” Sands said, his face
expressionless, making it impossible to tell whether he was joking or not.
“Hmm . . . see, I
would have settled for a sweet smile before flipping them off.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And she would too.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She was very content with her marriage.
“Well that’s where
you an I differ, spitfire,” he said with a grin, giving her a kiss on the
cheek. He wasn’t really worried about
her leaving him, not anymore, but he defended what was his.
“Sugar and spice,”
she teased him. “Besides, I think women
are better able to protect what’s theirs than men are.”
“Oh? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> And how to do you figure that?” he asked,
letting her move ahead of them as they entered the hotel lobby.
“Men just beat the
crap out of each other and leave it at that.
Women are much more cruel. They’re
able to do and say things that will haunt their enemies for a lifetime.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Just look at any middle school clique in the
country.”
Sands mulled this
over as they walked across the buzzing lobby and stepped into one of the
waiting elevators. “Perhaps you’re
right. I’m not agreeing, but you may
have a point.”
“You know what they
say about a woman scorned . . . there’s a reason they don’t say the same about
men.” It was cool inside the hotel; the
air conditioning was almost brutal after the hot sun.
“Hell hath no
greater fury, right. I know. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Alright fine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re an ass kicker. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> There isn’t anyone on this earth that could
take you down, my very dangerous sexual predator,” Sands said fondly.
“That’s right.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You better remember that should your eyes
ever grow restless.” She knew it’d never
happen, but she was too happy that he was once again joining her in their
playful banter to care.
“Oh I will, don’t
worry about that. I’m too afraid now not
to,” he returned.
“That’s what I like
to hear.” Just as the elevator do
ope
opened, she rose up on her toes to plant a kiss on his check.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “A man who knows his place.”
“Oh, and where
would that be, spitfire?” he asked slowly, his eyes glinting with amusement.
“At my complete and
utter mercy.” She shoved him through the
door to their room. “Now strip and climb
into the tub. I think I promised you a
sponge bath.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he
said with a smirk, pulling off the shirt he hadn’t bothered to button, sitting
down at the table to take off his shoes, before rising again to strip off his
pants; he hadn’t been wearing underwear. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He let her look at his fully naked body for a
moment before striding into the bathroom, mindful of the large windows he
passed, but not caring in the least. If
there was anyone out there, they were more than welcome to get a good look. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That’s all they would get.
Aida grinned and
shook her head, but didn’t say anything.
She had her husband back – that was all that mattered.
******************************style='mso-spacerun:yes'> ***
******************************
“Oh . . .” Sands
groaned as she trailed the soothing hot water down his chest. “You know I love you, right?” he asked with a
big grin, feeling his body relax in the hot water. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If she kept this up for much longer he was
going to fall asleep then and there in the tub, and that would be somewhat . .
. embarrassing.
“Yes I know you
love me,” she teased, resting a hand on her forehead and pulling his head back
to rest on her shoulder. “Now, just keep
relaxing.”
“If I drown because
you made me fall asleep in the tub I’m going to come back and haunt you,” he
threatened lazily, leaning into her gentle touch almost unconsciously.
“Perhaps I should
practice my mouth to mouth,” she murmured, leaning her head down to press her
lips gently against his.
Sands returned the
kiss with a languorous passion that started slow and small but began to build
almost immediately. When they finally
broke apart, Sands grinned again. “You’re
welcome to practice on me any time you want.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> an>Han>He couldn’t remember a time when he had been
so relaxed, at peace, content, whatever you wanted to call it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Well, at least not a time where there hadn’t
been something overtly sexual involved.
“Better not too
often. I get the feeling that we’d
become more and more breathless instead of gaining any real skill.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> However, it was more than tempting to “practice,”
and Aida found herself bending her head again.
“You should tell me to stop and wash your back,” she whispered, gazing
at him though half-shut eyelids.
“There’ll be plenty
of time for back-washing later. You need
more practice. My life could be at stake
here,” he said with a wry grin, leaning upwards toward her to capture her lips
again in a kiss even more passionate than the last. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was more than a little tempted to pull her
into the tub with him, strip her of the swimsuit she was still wearing, and
have a long practice session.
She gave short
moan, but pulled away as he reached a hand behind him to capture her neck.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Patience, Sands my love.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> We’ve the entire afternoon before us.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Pressing a last soft kiss on the corner of
his mouth, Aida pulled away and pushed gently on his shoulder.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Lean forward.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I want to scrub your back.”
Sands mumbled something
about how he was anything but patient, but did as she had asked. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Scrub away, spitfire.”
She grinned, and
dipped the natural sponge in the water before soaping it up.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The hotel had provided plenty of natural
soaps and shampoos, but Sands had insisted on buying his own on account that
the free ones were “too smelly.” Aida
hadn’t really complained since she liked the fresh scent of his chosen soap . .
. not to mention that it left more papaya/guava/cucumber shampoo her her to
use.
Still smiling, she
traced the sponge down Sands’ backbone before branching off to do his shoul
an
and ribs. She took her time, simply
enjoying seeing soap suds run down her husband’s wet body.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But there was only so far one could linger
before becoming obvious, and she was reaching that point.
With a sigh of mild
disappointment, she rinsed his back, planting small kisses down the crease of
his spine as the soap and suds were shunted down his skin by the hot water.
“Why haven’t I
asked you to do this weeks ago? Good
god, Aida,” Sands murmured, even more relaxed now than he had been before. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Sure, he was mildly aroused at her soft
caresses, but for the first time in perhaps . . . ever, his arousal was
secondary to his relaxation. He just
wanted to fall asleep with her in his arms, content to just . . . be. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He couldn’t recall ever feeling such a way
before.
“Because you never
thought of it.” She was more than
pleased that he was enjoying her little gift.
After everything he’d done for her, after all the intrusive questions
she’d asked, she was glad to find that there was something she could give in
return. “But now you know, so don’t
hesitate to ask ever again.” Brushing
his hair out of her way, she nuzzled the back of his neck before kissing his
nape.
style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Oh, you can be damn sure I won’t,” Sands
promised with a soft sigh, enjoying thelingling of her pleasantly cool lips on
his heated skin. “Feels nice. . .” he
murmured softly, his eyes falling shut so he could better focus on enjoying her
gentle touches.
“That’s the idea.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Moving to sit on the tile counter behind him,
Aida pulled her husband's head back to rest against her stomach.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> With her legs now in the water to either side
of his body, she started massaging his temples and scalp.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She worked slowly, wanting grant peace to her
troubled lover.
“Now you really are
going to make me fall asleep if you keep that up,” Sands murmured, not opening
his eyes. s'> He knew what she was trying to
do, and appreciated the gesture, but he knew it wouldn’t really do him much
good. The problems he had couldn’t be
solved by a nice temple massage. Unless
he happened to fall asleep and didn’t dream, which didn’t happen often. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But he wouldn’t tell her to stop. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was enjoying the sensation too much to do
something stupid like that.
“That’s the idea,”
she repeated in a whisper. “Although, it’d
be nice if you didn’t do it in he tub, because the water will eventually grow
cold and I wouldn’t want you to catch a chill.”
Her hands kept moving until her fingers rested against his collarbone
and her thumbs worked away at the base of his skull.
Sands gave a soft
snort at that, but still didn’t move or open his eyes. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I’ll be fine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t want to move.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His voice matched her in its softness.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
“I know.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Aida did know; she knew that state of total
relaxation where any movement beyond a tilt of the head was a monumental
undertaking. So she let Sands sit in
silence for another ten minutes before she removed her hands from him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Come on, husband mine.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Dry off and get into bed and I’ll finish your
massage.”
Sands grumbled
under his breath. He had been a breath
away from falling asleep when she had moved her hands. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Of course, that was probably the way she had
planned it. He could tell it would be
pointless to argue, however. She wouldn’t
continue the massage until he was out of the tub and dry, and he didn’t want
her to stop so he merely did as he was told with lazy movements that still
managed to be graceful somehow.
Aida held out a
towel and helped him dry off before wrapping her arms around his waist and
planting a kiss on his chin. “Go get
into bed. I’ll be along in a
minute. I want to change out of this.”
Sands nodded and
turned to walk to the bed, casting a “Don’t take too long,” over his shoulder
before practically falling on the bed face-first. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He mumbled something unintelligible under his
breath, raised a hand to move his slightly damp hair out of faceface slowly
before letting his hand fall back to the bed and waited for his wife to return.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
Aida grinned as she
watched Sands flop down onto the bed, then stripped off her swimsuit with a
sign of relief. The spandex had been
starting to irritate her skin, making it itch.
She knew the dry skin was a result of her chemo, but she was reluctant
to let Sands know. He was having a rough
transition, and she didn’t want to add more worries to his already burdened
mind. This time was to relax and
forget. Sunday would come soon enough
now.
Glancing around the
room, she picked up the abandoned black shirt on the floor and slipping into
it, only fastening the first few buttons.
After gathering a clean pair of underwear from a nearby drawer, she went
to the bed and climbed on, moving to straddle Sands’ waist.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Ready for more?”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her fingertips were already trailing up and
down the skin of his back.
“I’m always ready
for more, wife. Especially if it’s
coming from you,” Sands said softly, a lazy and contented grin on his face. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If he was a cat, he’d be purring just about
now. In fact, if she kept massaging him
like she was now he might decide to overlook that little fact and purr
anyway.
“That’s good.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Because I plan on sticking around for a long
time to come.” Not giving him a chance
to reply, she started kneading the muscles of his back, exerting enough
pressure to cause him groan and the joints of her fingers to pop.
“Definitely . . . should
have asked you to . . . do this sooner,” Sands murmured, groaning again as she
moved lower, literally feeling as if he were about to melt into the mattress at
any moment under her fingers. And the
thing was, he didn’t mind that in the least. style='mso-srun:run:yes'> He couldn’t bring up the energy to care about
a hell of a lot at the moment.
“I’m glad you’re
enjoying yourself.” Because I certainly am. Aida
took her time working every bit of tension from every muscle from his head to
his toes, even going so far as to massage his fingers and palms.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> By the time she was done, Sands laid
motionless and soundless underneath her, his breathing deep and even.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She couldn’t tell if he was asleep, but if he
wasn’t then he was close.
Very carefully, she
moved off his back and onto the bed beside him, simply laying there and gazing
at his face. He looked at peace, and
that made her relax. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Oh my Sheldon, she though, running her
fingers ever so softly over his hair. style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>I wish you could be like this more.
“You . . . stopped.”
Sands’ voice sounded heavy and thick
even to his own ears. He could feel
sleep clawing at him, and he was about to give in without any further fighting.
Not the wae was all that tired, but he
was so relaxed that it was all he could do to stay conscious. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He felt like his entire body had turned to wax
under her fingers, allowing her to mold him in any way she saw fit. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was completely under her control, and still
he didn’t care. If being under her
control felt like this every time then he’d definitely have to give it up more
often. He leaned into her touch upon his
head a little, but nothing more than that.
“I did.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I was afraid that if I kept going, your heart
would become too lazy to work. And what
use would a dead husband be to me?
Besides making me a very rich – and very lonely – widow?”
Had he more energy,
he might have made a smirking comment about necrophilia to her, but he wasn’t
feeling up to it so he merely made a slight gee.
he murmured. “No worries.”
“Do you want to
sleep?” she asked softly. “Or would you
rather put the old ticker to the test?”
“Well, I style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>had wanted to sleep . . . but you
present an interesting challenge. One I
think I might have to take on to keep my dignity intact and prove my ticker’s
not old. Unfortunately, for what I hope
you have in mind, I’m not quite up to the challenge at present. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Your fault.”
Aida laughed and
leaned against him. “Just how old is
your ticker?” she asked idly, still playing with his hair.
“Twenty-seven. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Why? How
olE>old’s yours?” he asked with a carelessness that he
was still feeling after her long massage. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You said you graduated from high school what
. . . seven years ago? Right? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> So you can’t be older than me. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Probably even younger,” he murmured, opening a
single eye to look at her for the first time. styleo-spo-spacerun:yes'> All this conversation was keeping him
awake.
What he saw was his
wife, frozen in place, with a smile on her face that was clearly meant to
change the subject. It was a guilty
smile. The smile of someone who knew
they’d been found out but was too stubborn to give in right away.
One of Sands’ eyebrows
rose as he opened both eyes to look at her, but still didn’t move from his
position on the bed. “Something you want
to tell me, Aida?” he asked casually.
“No.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That was the honest truth.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She didn’t
want to tell him that perhaps she’d exaggerated just a little about her age. He’d
only laugh at her, but she found even that prospect distasteful.
“Tell me anyway. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> How old are you, Aida?” he asked directly
before smirking. “You wouldn’t be taking
advantage of a younger man, now would you?” style=-spa-spacerun:yes'> The prospect didn’t really bother him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He found the thought rather amusing
actually.
Her eyes
narrowed. “Not that much younger.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Can’t be more than a few months at –”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She was interrupted by the laughter she’d
known had been coming.
Sands let his
laugher die down enough for him to breathe properly before attempting to speak.
“I do love you Aida. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You amuse me greatly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> So what, it’s only a few months, no big deal. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You could have just told me.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> His mirth faded a little when he said
that.
“Mmm-hmm.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Show me one woman who’s never lied about her
age and I’ll believe everything you say for now on.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She scooted an arm’s length away from him,
but there was a rueful smile on her face.
“When have I lied
to you?” he asked, raising a curious eyebrow. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He couldn’t really think of a time in which he
had. He may have omitted certain truths,
but he didn’t think he had full out lied to her before.style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
“You haven’t, that
I know of. But that doesn’t mean you
haven’t exaggerated some things in the same way I have.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Her arm extended until she could cup his
cheek in silent assurance. She didn’t
doubt him; she just took some of the things he said with a grain of salt.
Sands had been
about to respond but when shechedched his cheek in the gentle way she did,
combined with the fact that he was still feeling rather relaxed, he decided it
wasn’t worth it and merely shrugged slightly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
“Better act fast or While just a few Aida smiled at his “So what?” she “It would seem so,” She couldn’t Sands let her kiss “Myself.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> That little cliché never fails to remind me “Uh . . . ok. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re strange, spitfire,” he said with a fond His mouth was hot “I’ve never been “Oh,” she said “Still sounds Aida knew he was “Sands . . . He might have She grinned, and “Yeah, well, don’t “What’s wrong “Not nearly,” he “Don’t worry.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t want to take things too slowly.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t have the stamina at the moment.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Very carefully she started rocking her hips “Much . . . better,” “Sands?” she Sands wanted to ask “Now it’s easier to “I’ve always liked “Hold me,” she Sands wrapped his She would have “What-what are you “Y-you don’t want . “In about two “You asked for it.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Deliberately, Aida angled her hips and ground Sands let of a “You were right,” “Of course I was. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Right about what?” he asked slowly, enjoying “This was better “Much better,” “I’m not a Sands let out a “I should get up,” “Why? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t. Stay.” '> “No, I need to take Sands frowned “Always.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She kissed him lightly before forcing herself There was a “Are you alright?” “I’m fine.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Ask me later when I might be ruing not taking “Golden, huh? style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I guess I can live with that,” he said with a “Did you know that “No, I did not know “It is,” she “I did not know “It’s wisdom ala “Well ok, if that’s “Don’t,” she “Then sleep Aida smiled, “class=SpellE>Significa che cosa “I like that.”style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If he talked her to sleep, she’d be the “Want me to keep “It’s nice,” she Sands nodded Whether Aida ever Sands gave her a
I’m going to end up joining you in a nap, r.”
minutes ago that had seemed like the best idea in the world, it didn’t seem so now.
“Roll over on your stomach,” he
instructed, moving to straddle her waist after she had done so. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He wouldn’t be able to give as effective of a
massage as she had with only one good hand, but he would try. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Now while I am aware that doing this will only
make you fall asleep faster, I don’t intend for that to happen,” he said,
moving a hand in between her legs and reaching under her to rub her clit gently
befoetureturning the hand to her lower back, continuing her massage.
persist, bu, but let him continue. As
long as they were gentle this time around, things should go smoothly enough.
murmured as she stretched her body out under his.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “This a version of ‘I’ll scratch you back,
you scratch mine’?”
Sands said, kissing a gentle path down the curve of her spine. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “It’s always been a philosophy I’ve agreed
with.”
contain her mirth. Laughing freely, she
wriggled until Sands let her turn over onto her back.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Before he could ask the question she saw on
his face, she pulled him down for a kiss.
him long and slow, enjoying the lazy arousal he was beginning to feel, but once
they had separated, he pulled back a little to look at her and asked, “What
were you laughing about, spitfire?”
of two monkeys grooming each other.”
smirk before leaning down to take one of her nipples in between his lips and
roll it around in his mouth gently, enjoying the sounds she made in response.
and wet through the silk of the borrowed shirt, making her moan as the fabric
barrier denied contact between his teasing tongue and her hot skin.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As she tangled her fingers in his hair, she
murmured, “I really think we should take a nap.
Plenty of good, clean, wholesome fun –”
Her suggestion ended on a gasp as he nipped at her and his hand slipped
under the waist of her panties.
much a fan of good, clean, wholesome fun myself. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It always seemed rather boring,” Sands said
with a smirk, moving to nibble on her throat and neck as his fingers gently
caressed her clit once more.
faintly, trying to control the urge to move underneath him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “You should try it sometime.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You stay clean, don’t get tired, and are
usually more than able to say . . . wake up and watch the sunrise.”
boring to me. Getting dirty only leads
to fun times in the bath or shower, what causes the tiredness is usually more
than worth it, and while watching the sun rise is ok every once and awhile, it’s
generally overrated. I like sunsets
better.” While he had been talking, his
hands had been moving over her body, doing everything they could to torment her
into a reaction. Just one little moan, a
bucking of the hips, that’s all he was asking for. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> At the mt, at, anyway.
searching for a reaction, and she was willing to give it to him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> After he’d earned it.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> But her husband was a determined man and it
wasn’t long before a soft keening sound escaped her throat and her legs
clenched together.
pl.
Her entire body was still sensitive from their games of the day
before. Even light touches were torment,
and she found she couldn’t stand them any more.
denied her, wanting to tease her some more, but hen’t n’t really in the mood
for games at the moment. Besides, he was
also feeling generous after the massage she had given him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I don’t want to hurt you, Aida,” he said,
pulling off her panties and moving up above her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “If you want me to slow down or stop, tell me.
I don’t think I’ll mind too much, but
you have to tme,”me,” he said before thrusting into her as slowly and as gently
as he could. “If you want, to be on top,
it might be easier to control how far and fast we take this,” Sands said with a
bit of a moan at the instant their bodies were fully joined.
flipped him before the words were fully out of his mouth.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “I
being on top,” she murmured, leaning down to kiss him.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> For several minutes she simply played with
his lips and ignored the place they were joined.
get too comfortable up there, spitfire. I
like being on top too,” he said with a smirk after moving away from her half
kisses. His hands moved up to cup her
breasts and run his thumbs over her nipples since she obviously wasn’t
thrusting down onto him, much to his annoyance.
lo
love? Am I not moving fast enough for
you?”
said with a grin. “But I’m generally
impatient, so it may be just me.”
back and forth, making herself gasp. “How’s
. . . that?”
Sands said, letting out a gasp to echo hers. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It wasn’t as fast as he might have liked, but
god it still felt good.
whispered, still moving. “Sit up?”
why, but he just kept his mouth shut and slowly moved himself up so that he was
leaning against the headboard of the bed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Now what?” he asked with a bit of a grin.
get closer to you.” Placing her hands on
her chest, Aida leaned in close enough to trap them between their bodies.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As she rested her head on his shoulder, she
started moving again, this time raising up a little as she moved forward, and
settling back down as she moved back.
it when things are made easier,” Sands managed to moan, tilting his head back a
little and enjoying what she was doing to him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Feels nice,” he said softly, wanting to tell
her how much he was enjoying this but that pithy little phrase being all he
could come up with at present. His mind
had better places to focus on than forming complete sentences.
demanded in a harsh whisper, her pace quickening almost imperceptively.
arms around her and made sure her hands were out of the way before pulling her
so tightly against his body he couldn’t feel where he ended and she began any
more. Not that that mattered of course. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The feeling of her peaked nipples moving over
his chest felt almost as good as her riding him did, and soon he was moaning,
lost in the dual sensations.
kissed him, but she was breathing too heavily.
Instead she panted, her hot breath washing over his neck, her ragged
inhalations ringing softly in his ears.
Suddenly, all movement stopped and she sat on his lap, quivering with
the tension of a withheld orgasm.
doing? Don’t stop. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Don’t fucking stop,” Sands almost begged her. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He could feel his blood pounding, his body
screaming for release. He was so fucking
close. Why had she stopped?
. . want to keep going . . . for longer?”
They hadn’t been at this long, and she’d only stopped to make sure he
was going to be satisfied. A single tilt
of her hips was going to send her over the edge, but she’d wanted him to come
with her.
fucking seconds it won’t matter what I want anymore because I will have come so
hard inside you I’d think my head was about to explode.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was a bit amazed at how calm and coherent
his voice had sounded. It was amazing
what he could push his body to do when he wanted something. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Don’t stop. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I don’t care about time. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Just don’t . . . fucking . . . stop.”
down into his lap, crying out as her release shot through her like a bolt of
lightening. With every nerve ending in
her body on fire, she kept moving over her husband, clinging to him as if she
were afraid of what would happen if she let go.
string of unintelligible prayers and curses at her abrupt movement before
arching as much as his body would allow with her weight on top of him and let
out a gravelly yell that tore at his throat and left him hoarse. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As he thrust his orgasm into her, he uttered
statements that he wasn’t completely aware of ranging frow bow beautiful and
sexy she was to how good she was making him feel. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> There were none of the hateful names he had
called her before; his subconscious somehow managed to keep them in check for
her sake. Once he was finished, or at
least once he thought he was, he leaned back against the headboard again,
letting out a mixture of a moan, gasp and a whimper as dwindling spasms of her
inner muscles around him drew his orgasm out longer.
she murmured, her orgasm completed and her body completely boneless against
his.
her limp weight against his body.
than good, clean fun.” Her eyelids were
heavy, but since her head was resting on his shoulder, she didn’t bother trying
to keep them open.
Sands agreed. “If you’re going to fall
asleep on me, the least you can do is let me actually lay down on the bed
first. This isn’t the most comfortable
position to sleep in, you know,” he said gently.
heifer. You move.”
soft snort of a laugh at her statement, but did as she directed. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Nope, definitely not a heifer,” he said
wryly, laying flat and holding her tightly against him, enjoying the way their
bodies were so intimately joined and the way he could feel her breathing and
her heartbeat against cheschest. It both
calmed him and made him sleepy.
she murmured, moving closer to him.
my pills,” she murmured. Shortly after
they’d arrived, Aida had sucked it up and called her doctor.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> The woman hadn’t been happy at all that Aida
was in
much to be done about that. Instead, the
doctor’s office had faxed a few prescriptions over and Aida had dutifully
picked them up, if only to assuage her own guilt.
deeply, but couldn’t find the will to argue to not do something to make herself
better or more comfortable. He may be
sociopathic and without conscience, but he couldn’t do that. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Alright. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> As long as you come back,” he murmured with a
slight sigh.
out of bed.
rattling of pill bottles for a minute of two, followed by the sound of water
rushing into a glass. Aida padded back a
little while after that snugsnuggled up to her husband.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “There.
Set for another day.”
Sands asked softly, kissing her forehead gently as she lay on his shoulder.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He hadn’t wanted to ask – hadn’t wanted to
reveal how worried all of this made him feel – but he hadn’t been able to stop
himself.
these with food, but for the moment I’m golden.”
smile, a niggling worry still eating away at him. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He was doing his best to ignore it. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> It was a hell of a lot easier to convince
himself while that fucking other voice wasn’t around. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He hadn’t thought such a thing was possible,
but he hated that biting, nameless voice even more than Jeffrey.
gold is the only metal that doesn’t rust, tarnish, or anything else?” she
asked, clearly not entirely awake anymore.
that, spitfire,” he said softly, smiling at her seemingly random comment. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Take a nap. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I’ll wake you up in time for dinner . . . probably.”
yawned. “And did you know that if you
screened all the trace amounts of gold out of the world’s oceans, there’d be
more than enough to pay off the National Debt?”
that either. Is this more wisdom ala
Aida? Should I be writing this down?”
Sands teased. He could see that she was
about to fall asleep, but he was wide awake at the moment. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He didn’t really mind though. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She could sleep, and he could watch her sleep.
It wasn’t a bad deal really.
bite me,” she murmured, nuzzling her face against his neck.
what you really want.” He tilted his
head and bit her on the shoulder. It
wasn’t a hard bite per se, but it wasn’t exactly a nip either. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> If Sands were pressed, he’d say it was an
innocent love bite that she had asked for.
protesteushiushing him away ineffectively.
“Wanna sleep.”
spitfire. I’m not stopping you.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He kissed the place he had bitten gently, and
began whispering soft murmurings into her ear to get her to fall asleep. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Most of it was gibberish, but not all. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Siete la class=SpellE>donna che più
bella ho visto class=SpellE>mai. Ti class=SpellE>amo. Siete l’unica
cosa che class=SpellE>importa. class=SpellE>Siete il mio
mondo. Ti class=SpellE>amo,” he whispered softly. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He had something of a knack for languages. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He didn’t know what had made him demonstrate
that now, only that it seemed the thing to do.
clearly enjoying his little demonstration of affection.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “What does that mean?” she murmured, just on
the edge of sleep.
significa,” Sands said with a smirk before sighing
softly. “It means, ‘You are the most
beautiful woman I have ever seen. < sty style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I love
you. You are the only thing that
matters. You are my world.’”
happiest woman on earth, but she was too tired to relay that bit of
information.
going? It doesn’t have to be in Italian
if you don’t want,” he whispered.
murmured. “I want you to . . . hold me
in your arms . . . and . . . and tell me all the things you’ve wanted to but
never could. And I won’t understand what
un . . . unless you tell me.” This
declaration was broken by several yawns, but Aida clung to consciousness.style='mso-spacerun:yes'> She liked hearing her husband talk.
gently. “Alright. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> I think I can do that,” he murmured, wrapping
his arms around her and holding her close. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> “Mi rendete la class=SpellE>cura. Mi class=SpellE>rendete il tatto.
Mi rendete class=SpellE>l’amore e danneggiate e class=SpellE>sorridete e gridate. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Lo incitate a class=SpellE>desiderare < cla class=SpellE>essere class=SpellE>migliori di sono.
Lo mantenete
qui. Siete class=SpellE>l’unica cosa < cla class=SpellE>nella
mia vita che vale class=SpellE>qualche cosa. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> E senza class=SpellE>voi, Sono niente.
Ti amo.” style='mso-spacerun:yes'> He paused and took a breath, his voice barely
above a whisper. “You make me care. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You make me feel. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You make me love and hurt and smile and cry. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You make me want to be better than I am. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You keep me here. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> You’re the only thing in my life that is worth
anything. And without you, I am nothing.
Mi fuoco class=SpellE>dello sputo,” he said fondly.
heard the translation or not was debatable.
All Sands knew was when he finished speaking, the soft, even breaths of
his sleeping wife filled the room.
small smile and ran a hand over her head gently before settling back to watch
her sleep. “I love you, spitfire. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> More than anything. style='mso-spacerun:yes'> Il mio amore.”