Ironic

Title: Ironic (3/3)
Author: Mahie/EvenStar
Reply to: persefone_rj@hotmail.com
Pairing: Jack/Will
Rating: NC-17. M/M SEX.
See Part 0 for other info.
No infringement is intended.
'thoughts'
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*In the present moment*

"See, I told ye he would like to see ye, Will." Annamaria said, realizing both Will and Jack couldn't take their eyes off one another. "I'll leave ye alone," she said and left. She was sure she had been right. She was sure Jack was in love with Will, and that he would feel happier now that he was with the boy again.

He loved that boy, Anna could swear it. Will and Jack looked into each other’s eyes. They were so happy to see each other again! Jack hugged Will caringly, aill ill felt his heart melting; he had missed Jack, oh how much he had missed him!

They stood there for what seemed like hours just holding each other.
They missed one another deeply and couldn't loosen the embrace.

"I missed you." Will spoke finally. He sat on the deck, and Jack sat
beside him. "Very much. How've you been, Jack?" he asked, but he already knew Jack was unwell.

"I missed you too, Will. I've been fine." Jack didn't want to say the
truth. He couldn't tell Will he was suffering because of him.

"Really?" Will looked at him in the eye and Jack looked away. "Well,
Annamaria seemed to be worried about you."

'Damn.' Jack thought. 'I know she's trying to help, but how much has she told Will?'

"She told me you were down." Will spoke again, as if listening to Jack's thoughts.

"Aye, that is true." Jack sighed. "But see, I'm just...um...bored...yeah! That's it! I'm bored!" Will looked at him and smirked.

"Bored? Um...how can one be bored traveling all the time?"

"Well, because...oh, you know, same landscapes, same activities..." he told Will, but Jack couldn't believe the lie himself.

"Jack," Will was almost laughing now. "Tell me why you're down. We're
friends, right?"

"Right." Jack took Will's hands and tried to change the subject. "That's why I don't want to bother you with my problems. So, care to go to my cabin? We can drink some good rum and talk about lighter things."

"Seems wonderful to me." Will smiled beautifully and Jack felt his heart constrict in his chest. He caught himself lacking for words. He just looked at Will. He was so beautiful, yet he seemed to be even more beautiful since the last time Jack saw him.

His hair had grown a little and it was fairer because of thn. Hn. He was incredibly gorgeouis cis chocolate eyes shone with a happiness Jack had barely seen.

They went to Jack's cabin and Jack was wondering if Will was happy because of Elizabeth. He wasn't sure he wanted to know, but asked anyway: "How's Miss Elizabeth? Have you already married?"

Will closed his eyes. He didn't remember that Jack still didn't know
Elizabeth had chosen Norrington. "Well, she...chose to marry Norrington after all." Will spoke, but Jack realized with glee that he didn’t seem to be sad. Jack couldn't be more surprised.

"Really?"

"We're friends." Will nodded. "No big deal."

Jack laughed and took a bottle of rum. He poured some for himself and for Will into two glasses. "I thought you were madly in love with that lass."

"I thought I was, but it was before I..." Will stopped talking when he realized he would say too much. Embarrassed, he drank the rum and fell silent as the grave.

But Jack seemed very interested now: "Before...what? Has beautiful Will Turner been in love another lass, yet?""De"Definitely not, Jack."

"A lad, then?"

Will looked at him. He knew pirates slept with another men and didn't
find it disgusting, so he risked telling part of the truth. "Yeah."

Jack widened his eyes. "Didn't know you liked men, *too*."

Will blinked. What did Jack mean with *too*? "Well, I do," he said as it really was no big deal.

"So, who is he? I think you can tell that to an old friend, hm?"

"Jack! Is this the sword I made for you?" Will smiled, trying to change the subject.

"Aye, that is it."

"Liked it?"

"I loved it." Jack smiled at him.

Will smiled back; they stood there for hours drinking rum. All the crew went to sleep, but they were still talking. It was almost 4 AM.
They didn't want that night to end. Will didn't know when he would be able to see Jack again. And he was so drunk that he just thought about
kissing Jack, no matter what.

They hadn't talked any more about why Jack was sad or who the guy was that Will had 'affections' for. They were laughing like madmen and Will was almost on Jack's lap. They were both on Jack's bed.

They were laughing hard, but suddenly Jack stopped laughing and said: "I really missed you," he caressed Will's face.

"Me, too." Will leaned into the caress and snuggled closer to Jack.

"And now you'll be leaving again, won't you?" Will seemed really sad, much more than when he had told Jack that Elizabeth had married Norrington.

'I didn't want to, lad' Jack thought. 'Not with you still here.'

"I think so." Jack spoke aloud.

They had stopped drinking for a while, and now they weren’t so drunk anymore. And so Will could see it clearly that Jack was caressing him with no shame. He fell silent and let Jack do what he wanted to him. He just relaxed and closed his eyes.

Jack couldn't stand it anymore. He wanted Will more than anything. And
as the boy was so responsive he dared to ask: "What did it mean, Will?"

"What did what mean?" Will opened his eyes. His head was on Jack's lap, and he had been almost asleep. Will sat and looked Jack in the eye.

The pirate spoke: "The kiss."

Will was entirely awake now. Of course he knew what Jack was talking
about. That kiss they had shared while Jack was locked in the cell.
"Um..." Will was embared ned now and looked to the floor, but Jack caught his face tenderly and made Will look at him again.

Their faces were inches apart; Will could feel Jack's breath on his face. "I was so scared you would die, Jack." Will said.

"I think I never thanked you for saving me life," Jack spoke. "All I
said was ‘Nice hat,’ " he smiled at the thought.

"Well, it *was* a nice hat, wasn't it?"

They smiled at each other again. It felt so good, so right to be with
Jack, Will thought all the time. He felt really at home, there in Jack's cabin, on the Pearl. He didn't want this night to end. And was sad to know it would, eventually.

"You want to know why I kissed you?" Will finally said.

"Aye." Jack caressed his face tenderly.

Will fell silent. Suddenly it all made sense to him. Annamaria saying
Jack was down since the Pearl had left Port Royal...she said also she thought Jack was sad because of someone he was in love with...it all made sense to him.

Will was afraid he was mistaken, but felt almost sure Jack was in
love...with him.

"I kissed you because I loved you, Jack."

Jack blinked. "You loved me?"

"No. I love you."

Jack was caught in a lack for words. With that, Will spoke: "Let me kiss you again?"

Jack was stunned; he was about to melt. It was really interesting how
*Captain* Jack Sparrow had been totally undone by a young lad who was in love with him. Now *Captain Jack Sparrow* was only Jack. And Jack was a man who was completely in love.

An empty bottle of rum crashed on the floor and both of them laughed.
Jack looked to the floor and Will caught his face lovingly. "I love you, Jack."

Jack couldn't hold any longer his desire to kiss Will. He closed the distance between them and kissed him passionately but tenderly.
He tht hit his heart would explode at that very moment.
Will responded to tiss iss eagerly, longing to feel Jack again, longing to run his hands all over his gorgeous body, to feel his mouth on
his...

Their tongues found each other easily, and Jack started undoing the buttons of Will's shirt. He had waited for this for too long. And Will was as eager as Jack to get rid of all their clothes.

When Will was shirtless, Jack ran his tongue all over his chest. He
explored it with tongtongue, kissing all the way down to his navel.
Will's erection was evident against his trousers. Jack got rid of his own shirt as well and Will took his face for another passionate, deep kiss.

"I couldn't stop thinking about this." Will whispered. "I couldn't sleep for nights because I was thinking about you. What you would taste like..." he ran his tongue over Jack's chest, too. His nipples were hard under Will's tongue and Jack was almost shivering with pleasure.

Will couldn't wait any longer. He took off Jack's trousers, slowly and then his undergarments. Jack was paralyzed; it all seemed so much like another dream. He had dreamed of having Will for so long that he
couldn't believe it was really happening.

'Please let it not be another dream,' Jack thought while moaning. Will was looking at his cock with a hunger Jack had never seen in another person before. Even being as experienced as he was. Will's lips were slightly parted and his eyes were dark with desire. When the boy couldn't resist anymore, he engulfed Jack's cock with his mouth.

Jack put his hands in Will's hair and let him do whatever he wanted to him. Jack was losing all coherent thought. 'God, Will is going to be the end of me.' He moaned aloud and didn't care if anyone on the crew would listen. He was far too happy to care.

Just when he was almost climaxing, Will stopped sucking. He. He kissed
Jack on the mouth and said: "God, if I don't stop it now I'm gonna come with my trousers on."

If it was possible, Jack got even harder just looking at Will. He was incredibly aroused. It was really arousing for Will to know how much Jack wanted him. The experienced captain - much more experienced than Will - was completely undone by a youth. Whenever he was with his whores Jack always knew what to do. Now he was almost stopped by Will's desire for him. Maybe because with Wit wat wasn't only sex and he wanted everything to be perfect.

Jack sighed. Then said: "Let's get rid of these." Jack helped Will take off his trousers and undergarments. The boy's cock sprang free and Jack looked at it with the same hunger he had seen Will look at his own cock.

"You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen." Jack said, looking at him in the eye.

Will kissed him deeply and then said against their moist lips: "Take me, Jack...I want to feel you...I need you inside me...please make
love to me..."

Jack almost came but held it. The thought of having Will was making him even more insane with lust.

He took a bottle of oil and coated his fingers and his cock. Will had lain down on his back and had his legs spread. Jack found the way to Will's opening and added one, two, three fingers. Will moaned aloud with pleasure. When Jack thought the boy was ready he replaced his fingers with his cock.

As it wasn't the first time Will did it, it wasn't so painful. When Jack adjusted himself completely inside and started pumping in him, Will just felt pleasure. He put his legs around Jack's waist, wanting to feel closer to Jack's body.

"I love you," Will spoke before kissing Jack. They kissed all the time, and said naughty words to one another.

"Fuck me hard, Jack...please harder..." Will spoke, his voice so throaty that Jack couldn't do any differently. He groaned and pumped harder inside of Will.

Will licked Jack's ears and face and seemed not to get enough of his mouth. Jack had taken Will's erection on his hand and was stroking him as well.

Will felt he was going to come soon. Then he felt Jack coming inside of
him, moaning his name and couldn't hold it anymore. He came shouting
Jack's name and held Jack closer to him after.

They both were panting heavily. Jack's hands were in Will's hair. They looked at one another and smiled happily. Jack kissed Will again, this time not so passionately, but caring, lovingly.

Will responded by caressing Jack's back. He didn't want to move. Jack was still inside him and Will wanted to feel that way forever.

Jack said between kisses: "Isn't it ironic? I thought you'd never love me back. You were to marry Elizabeth and all, and I was really sure you loved her. I felt so small 'cause I'm just a bloody pirate...and would never be the one you needed."

"It is ironic indeed, Jack. How can you know what I need? What if all I need is you? Because you are a pirate and you can make me live again?
What if I tell you I'm sick of being locked in a smithy, and that I want to see the sea again? For God's sake, Jack. It's me who was thinking you'd never love me back 'cause you have your freedom and as many whores as you want."

"Stop that." Jack put a finger on Will's mouth. "Why would I be happier with whores than with one person I truly love?"

Will's eyes shone with happiness. "Do you love me, too?"

"Of course I love you too, you fool," and Jack kissed the boy again.
They kept like this, holding one another, for a long time. "I love you," Jack kept saying. He was melting there, holding Will and being held by him.

The sun was rising when they went to sleep. They were still naked in each other's arms. Jack held Will closer to his chest and Will was almost asleep when Jack said: "Thank you for saving me life."

Will kissed him deeply and climbed on top of him. "I would have done it how many times you needed."

Jack kissed him again and said: "Not only from the gallows, Will." Jack sighed. "I think now I can be Captain Jack Sparrow again, savvy?"

Will smiled at him and said: "And I'd be glad to be seeing it."

"What?!" Jack wasn't sure he had understood. Was Will...?

"I want to go with you, Jack. I won't stand it anymore. I won't stand
to be far from you again."

"Oh, Will..." he held him close and they slept like this, holding to one another as if their lives depended on it.


The End