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Adult +
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11
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1,794
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Chapter Four: All I Want to Do is Make Love to You
Chapter Four: All I Want to Do is Make Love to You
(Song title by Heart)
**
//Wait// Obi-Wan smiled at her and stepped back, admiring the play of moonbeams from the skylight above on her pale skin.
//What is it?// Diffident self-consciousness colored her thoughts in a way that could have been hidden in spoken conversation, but telepathy couldn't disguise.
//I just want to look at you. What's wrong?// Concern colored his expression, and he reached with one hand to caress her cheek.
She blushed and hung her head, looking away. //It's just, well, you're young and gorgeous, and I'm…//
//Stop// He lifted her chin and looked into her eyes.
//Look at me, Kayla.// She raised her gaze shyly to meet his. He leaned forward and kissed her softly, his eyes full of passion, and she felt as if she'd drown in their aqua depths. //Do you have any idea just how long I've wanted you?// She shook her head mutely, and he continued with a smile, cupping her cheek with his hand. //I can remember, to the precise moment. I was 16 years old, and you’d just come back after almost 5 years in the Outer Rim. You stepped out of the transport and looked my way, although I doubt you even noticed me right then. But you took my breath away. You were the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen, and I…even though I knew it wasn't right, I fell in love with you right there in the hangar. //He sent images and emotions along with his thoughts, and she re-lived the memory through him. //It didn't matter to me whether what I was feeling was right or wrong, and…and it still doesn't.//
She nodded, biting her lower lip and closing her eyes. "I know."
//You always seemed so self-assured, and everyone talked about how you were some kind of prodigy, being the youngest Master in so long and the things you'd accomplished to get that way, that I figured you were out of my league.//
She felt the truth in his thoughts and couldn't help but smile. //If I remember correctly, it was only a few weeks after coming back to Coruscant that I really noticed the man you were becoming, and was insanely jealous of the younger girls who'd have a chance to be with you. I was ten years older than you, and assumed you'd never be interested in me. It broke my heart.//
He grinned and shook his head. "Were all their best qualities combined, they still would not come close to what you are." She smiled and blushed again. //It's true.//
Kayla leaned forward and feathered a kiss on his cheek. "Thank you." His answering smile seemed to set the room alight. //I can't see that something that feels so wonderful can be wrong. Jedi certainly aren't celibate creatures…// Her thoughts were interrupted as she giggled, remembering some of the escapades of her year-mates. //…so why is it that sex is allowed, but not…Love?// She swallowed hard, knowing full well she was treading on dangerous ground. She'd argued this point over and over as a padawan, and had never been content with the answers Master Windu or any of the other masters had been able to supply.
//I've wondered the same thing. We're taught to encourage positive bonds as a way to strengthen our connection to The Force. It has always seemed to me that love is the most positive bond of all.//
She nodded. "I suppose the concern is what happens when love dies." She felt tears rising as she spoke. "It doesn't always last forever."
Obi-Wan pulled her close, wrapping his arms tightly around her. "But it doesn't always end, either." He held her close in silence for a long moment, their heartbeats the only sound.
After a few minutes, Kayla nodded. "You're right, it doesn't always end. And even if it did, I can't see us not at the very least being friends. I can't imagine not caring about you."
"Nor I you. I don't see any way that the way we feel is of the Dark Side."
She nodded again. "I agree. But the Council doesn't see it that way, as I know we're both aware. It would mean both of us keeping our relationship a secret."
"Umm. There's only one problem; I doubt I'd be able to keep anything hidden from Master Jinn. He'd sense it across the padawan bond."
Kayla smirked. "That may not be as big of a problem as you think. I can't think of another Jedi who flouts convention quite the way he does. If anyone will understand, it's him."
"True. Well, I am willing to risk the Council's displeasure if you are," he whispered, trailing his fingers along her spine to her belt and working it loose.
//Absolutely.// She leaned into him and kissed him, her tongue parting his lips. //Now what are we going to do about all these clothes you're wearing?//
His laugh resounded in her mind. //I was more concerned about the ones covering you up, love.// It was only a matter of moments before they'd divested one another's garments.
He gently eased her back onto the bed, covering her with kisses, cupping her breasts in his hands and drawing her nipple into his mouth. She gasped and arched her back slightly as he flicked his tongue over it and gently nipped with his teeth, and then resumed the trail of kisses over her abdomen and lower.
Kayla reached for him and pulled him back up for another kiss. //Words aren't enough…I want to show you how I feel. I want you to know. Lower your shields for me, and I will do the same for you.//
//How? I don’t understand?//
//You will. Let me show you. // She kissed him again and opened her mind to him.
He gasped and sat up. “Oh, Force…” his voice trailed off and a dazed expression crossed his face. Powerful images of how she saw him, colored by a vivid current of emotion woven of equal parts desire and love, filled his mind. //Oh, Kayla…//
She sat up beside him and tickled his cheek with the end of his padawan braid. “See?” she said with a smile that dazzled him. “I told you.”
“I want to show you now. What do I do?”
“Just relax and let your shields down. That’s all.”
He nodded. “Ok, easy enough.” He closed his eyes for a moment. //Done.//
She sent a tentative thought questing towards his mind, and found the barriers down. Once within, she was almost immediately overwhelmed by the intensity and depth of his emotions. //Oh..//
Obi-Wan smiled and kissed her. “I told you I fell in love with you the moment I set eyes on you. I love you, Kayla. Do you believe me now?”
//I- I love you, Obi-Wan// She was still within his thoughts, so he felt as well as heard her response, and the warmth of it suffused his soul. He found her shields still lowered, and re-entered her mind.
//I still can’t believe you’re here with me. It’s like a dream come true.// She felt the wonder in his thoughts, and the sudden coruscation of pleasure as she kissed him and reached to stroke his erection. //Mmm, that feels so good//
She slowly kissed along the curve of his throat and onto his chest, then along the muscles of his abdomen. He gasped as she flicked the tip of her tongue over the head of his cock, and ripples of her longing for him mingled with his own pleasure. She drew his shaft into her mouth and circled it with her tongue, until he could no longer tell her desire from his own.
//I need to be inside you// The intensity of his thoughts sent shivers down her spine.
Kayla kissed her way back up to his mouth, and as she straddled him, he guided his shaft within her. Nothing prepared them for the surge of ecstasy that followed, from the complete union of minds and bodies. Intoxicated by sensation, he thrust within her over and over, feeling her response as if it were his own.
Her senses reeling, she could feel his orgasm building as fast as hers. //Kayla, I can't hold back much longer…//
//Let go, love!//
He arched his back, shouting her name as he came, pumping his seed deep within her; the shared sensation was more than enough to send her into her own climax. Gasping for breath, she curled against him and he held her close. She tightened muscles deep within herself and felt him shudder with pleasure.
//Sorry…//
//For what?//
A sensation of disappointment and regret colored his thoughts. //That I couldn't last longer. That it's over.//
//Shh. I'll let you make it up to me.// She giggled and snuggled closer to him. //Do I seem to be complaining?//
//Umm…no.// He smiled wryly and shook his head. //I just wanted…//
//I mean it. I have absolutely no complaints, love.// She flooded the bond between them with a blend of tenderness and passion.
//Gods, Kayla…there are no words…// She felt the warm certainty of his love enwrap her soul.
//Don't need words.// She kissed his forehead, brushed kisses over his eyelids and the tip of his nose, and then across his lips.
//Mmm. No, we don't.// A sleepy chuckle accompanied his thoughts. They lay with bodies and spirits intertwined as one until sleep gradually claimed them.
(Song title by Heart)
**
//Wait// Obi-Wan smiled at her and stepped back, admiring the play of moonbeams from the skylight above on her pale skin.
//What is it?// Diffident self-consciousness colored her thoughts in a way that could have been hidden in spoken conversation, but telepathy couldn't disguise.
//I just want to look at you. What's wrong?// Concern colored his expression, and he reached with one hand to caress her cheek.
She blushed and hung her head, looking away. //It's just, well, you're young and gorgeous, and I'm…//
//Stop// He lifted her chin and looked into her eyes.
//Look at me, Kayla.// She raised her gaze shyly to meet his. He leaned forward and kissed her softly, his eyes full of passion, and she felt as if she'd drown in their aqua depths. //Do you have any idea just how long I've wanted you?// She shook her head mutely, and he continued with a smile, cupping her cheek with his hand. //I can remember, to the precise moment. I was 16 years old, and you’d just come back after almost 5 years in the Outer Rim. You stepped out of the transport and looked my way, although I doubt you even noticed me right then. But you took my breath away. You were the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen, and I…even though I knew it wasn't right, I fell in love with you right there in the hangar. //He sent images and emotions along with his thoughts, and she re-lived the memory through him. //It didn't matter to me whether what I was feeling was right or wrong, and…and it still doesn't.//
She nodded, biting her lower lip and closing her eyes. "I know."
//You always seemed so self-assured, and everyone talked about how you were some kind of prodigy, being the youngest Master in so long and the things you'd accomplished to get that way, that I figured you were out of my league.//
She felt the truth in his thoughts and couldn't help but smile. //If I remember correctly, it was only a few weeks after coming back to Coruscant that I really noticed the man you were becoming, and was insanely jealous of the younger girls who'd have a chance to be with you. I was ten years older than you, and assumed you'd never be interested in me. It broke my heart.//
He grinned and shook his head. "Were all their best qualities combined, they still would not come close to what you are." She smiled and blushed again. //It's true.//
Kayla leaned forward and feathered a kiss on his cheek. "Thank you." His answering smile seemed to set the room alight. //I can't see that something that feels so wonderful can be wrong. Jedi certainly aren't celibate creatures…// Her thoughts were interrupted as she giggled, remembering some of the escapades of her year-mates. //…so why is it that sex is allowed, but not…Love?// She swallowed hard, knowing full well she was treading on dangerous ground. She'd argued this point over and over as a padawan, and had never been content with the answers Master Windu or any of the other masters had been able to supply.
//I've wondered the same thing. We're taught to encourage positive bonds as a way to strengthen our connection to The Force. It has always seemed to me that love is the most positive bond of all.//
She nodded. "I suppose the concern is what happens when love dies." She felt tears rising as she spoke. "It doesn't always last forever."
Obi-Wan pulled her close, wrapping his arms tightly around her. "But it doesn't always end, either." He held her close in silence for a long moment, their heartbeats the only sound.
After a few minutes, Kayla nodded. "You're right, it doesn't always end. And even if it did, I can't see us not at the very least being friends. I can't imagine not caring about you."
"Nor I you. I don't see any way that the way we feel is of the Dark Side."
She nodded again. "I agree. But the Council doesn't see it that way, as I know we're both aware. It would mean both of us keeping our relationship a secret."
"Umm. There's only one problem; I doubt I'd be able to keep anything hidden from Master Jinn. He'd sense it across the padawan bond."
Kayla smirked. "That may not be as big of a problem as you think. I can't think of another Jedi who flouts convention quite the way he does. If anyone will understand, it's him."
"True. Well, I am willing to risk the Council's displeasure if you are," he whispered, trailing his fingers along her spine to her belt and working it loose.
//Absolutely.// She leaned into him and kissed him, her tongue parting his lips. //Now what are we going to do about all these clothes you're wearing?//
His laugh resounded in her mind. //I was more concerned about the ones covering you up, love.// It was only a matter of moments before they'd divested one another's garments.
He gently eased her back onto the bed, covering her with kisses, cupping her breasts in his hands and drawing her nipple into his mouth. She gasped and arched her back slightly as he flicked his tongue over it and gently nipped with his teeth, and then resumed the trail of kisses over her abdomen and lower.
Kayla reached for him and pulled him back up for another kiss. //Words aren't enough…I want to show you how I feel. I want you to know. Lower your shields for me, and I will do the same for you.//
//How? I don’t understand?//
//You will. Let me show you. // She kissed him again and opened her mind to him.
He gasped and sat up. “Oh, Force…” his voice trailed off and a dazed expression crossed his face. Powerful images of how she saw him, colored by a vivid current of emotion woven of equal parts desire and love, filled his mind. //Oh, Kayla…//
She sat up beside him and tickled his cheek with the end of his padawan braid. “See?” she said with a smile that dazzled him. “I told you.”
“I want to show you now. What do I do?”
“Just relax and let your shields down. That’s all.”
He nodded. “Ok, easy enough.” He closed his eyes for a moment. //Done.//
She sent a tentative thought questing towards his mind, and found the barriers down. Once within, she was almost immediately overwhelmed by the intensity and depth of his emotions. //Oh..//
Obi-Wan smiled and kissed her. “I told you I fell in love with you the moment I set eyes on you. I love you, Kayla. Do you believe me now?”
//I- I love you, Obi-Wan// She was still within his thoughts, so he felt as well as heard her response, and the warmth of it suffused his soul. He found her shields still lowered, and re-entered her mind.
//I still can’t believe you’re here with me. It’s like a dream come true.// She felt the wonder in his thoughts, and the sudden coruscation of pleasure as she kissed him and reached to stroke his erection. //Mmm, that feels so good//
She slowly kissed along the curve of his throat and onto his chest, then along the muscles of his abdomen. He gasped as she flicked the tip of her tongue over the head of his cock, and ripples of her longing for him mingled with his own pleasure. She drew his shaft into her mouth and circled it with her tongue, until he could no longer tell her desire from his own.
//I need to be inside you// The intensity of his thoughts sent shivers down her spine.
Kayla kissed her way back up to his mouth, and as she straddled him, he guided his shaft within her. Nothing prepared them for the surge of ecstasy that followed, from the complete union of minds and bodies. Intoxicated by sensation, he thrust within her over and over, feeling her response as if it were his own.
Her senses reeling, she could feel his orgasm building as fast as hers. //Kayla, I can't hold back much longer…//
//Let go, love!//
He arched his back, shouting her name as he came, pumping his seed deep within her; the shared sensation was more than enough to send her into her own climax. Gasping for breath, she curled against him and he held her close. She tightened muscles deep within herself and felt him shudder with pleasure.
//Sorry…//
//For what?//
A sensation of disappointment and regret colored his thoughts. //That I couldn't last longer. That it's over.//
//Shh. I'll let you make it up to me.// She giggled and snuggled closer to him. //Do I seem to be complaining?//
//Umm…no.// He smiled wryly and shook his head. //I just wanted…//
//I mean it. I have absolutely no complaints, love.// She flooded the bond between them with a blend of tenderness and passion.
//Gods, Kayla…there are no words…// She felt the warm certainty of his love enwrap her soul.
//Don't need words.// She kissed his forehead, brushed kisses over his eyelids and the tip of his nose, and then across his lips.
//Mmm. No, we don't.// A sleepy chuckle accompanied his thoughts. They lay with bodies and spirits intertwined as one until sleep gradually claimed them.