You Know I Love You Right?

Ch.4: A Different View

Winter came quickly and I was excited about the winter break. We wouldn’t be coming back to school until after New Year’s and I was really happy about that. I was also excited because I could spend more time with daddy and explore what he showed me. It never hurt me at all when we did stuff like that. I didn’t tell anyone what we did because they would take him away from me. I wasn’t sure how to handle the whole thing. I knew what we were doing was wrong, but at the same time I didn’t want to say no because I didn’t want to do with anyone but him.
I did get a little sad in the winter because sometime he had to wake up before me to shovel the snow for the preschool. Then in the evening I would make dinner because he usually didn’t get home until six or so. He was off during Christmas time so that helped us out a little. Another thing that was interesting only during the holidays was that my grandmother usually called a lot, but she never came to visit. I think I hadn’t seen her since my mom died and I also thought she didn’t like daddy too much either. I sensed she blamed him for her death in any way she could, but honestly I never asked and I didn’t want to know.
I was still doing fine in school. None of the boys really paid attention to me anymore after that first one. There was a school dance right before break and we all went together as a group. Our Christmas was no different than anyone else’s. Dad and I still exchanged gifts and I was glad he liked all the stuff I got him. He liked the silly red-and-green sweater I got him and he was even happy with the brown fedora hat I got him. He always got me art supplies and a gift card for iTunes and he joked that he wanted to hear more music that I liked. We never really got anything fancy for each other because we didn’t really have the need for it. It was snowing like crazy and the snowfall always made me think about what to draw.
It was a quiet day and no one was really outside because today was real windy out. I heard daddy moving around in his room so I decided to go talk to him. I poked my head in and saw him moving around. He didn’t see me so I knocked and he smiled at me like he always did.
“Hey baby.” He said to me.
“Hi daddy.” I said back to him cheerfully. He grabbed me by the waist and we fell down onto the bed and I giggled at his playfulness.
“Doing anything with Lily and Jack?” He asked me.
“Maybe later, not today though. I get nervous when I’m around them.” I answered.
“They’re a young couple and all they want to do is make out. They’re always thinking about it especially when they’re with their friends like you. That’s all the teenage couples thinking about.” He added.
“What do you think about when you’re with me?” I asked him and he started to crawl on top of me with his bright blue eyes staring into mine.
“I think about how beautiful you are.” He said as his fingers went over my body. “How much you trust me and how good this is for us.” He said to me. I suddenly got a funny idea in my head.
“Hey daddy?” I asked a little nervous.
“What baby?”
“Want to…make out?” I smiled weakly. He looked at me and gave me a smile that made me think this might have been bad idea. He chuckled as he leaned down and kissed me. I let out a small moan as his tongue went into my mouth. One of his hands went under my back and the other went down my pants. Our lips separated every now and then so we could breathe. His breath came out in deep pants from a voice that got me scared. I felt him unbutton my jeans and I became still so he could pull them down. I let out a sigh as he started to rub my center with my panties still on. He didn’t remove his shirt as I rubbed his chest, but he brought me closer to him. His free hand clenched my shoulder a little tightly, but I didn’t really want to say anything. I brought my knees up when he almost roughly pulled my panties down. I let out a small gasp when he immediate inserted a finger into me. He thrusted one finger for a few moments and I cried out when he shoved another finger in me. I did my best to try and get a breath because his chest fell on top of mine as he thrusted. I clutched his back because his fingers were thrusting hard into me and it hurt, but I couldn’t tell him that. He was grunting in that deep voice on my neck and I started to get use to his fingers in me.
“You know I love you right baby?” He whispered fiercely into my ear. I dug my fingers into his back as a new sensation overwhelmed me. It was a tingling sensation that just racked through my body and I cried out as it took me. I heard my dad growl in my ear and I got nervous when I felt something hard against my leg. He must have ignored it because he took his fingers out of me and just looked me over as I tried to catch my breath. He helped me pull my pants back up, but he wouldn’t let me leave the bed just yet. I looked away from him because I was nervous. “That was best make out I’ve had in a while Khrisy.” He said to me, still in that deep voice that made me flinch inside. I looked back at him and he gave me one of his sweet smiles that I loved.
“So it wasn’t a bad idea?” I asked hopefully.
“No baby it was a great idea.” He said to me this time in the voice that I loved.




I was playing in Lily’s backyard and it was a cool snowball fight since I was winning. At one point it got too quiet and when I saw them they were kissing. I pretended not to notice and when Jack backed away from Lily I got a little angry and threw the snowball hard at him. I knew why they gave up and we went inside for some hot chocolate for a little bit. As I waited for my dad to pick me up I noticed some of the things they did. Jack always seemed to be holding Lily and her hands covered his fingers when his hands were at her waist. I heard a car horn and was grateful dad took me home.
I was on my laptop when he came into my bedroom and sat down next to me. I always took pride in the fact that I had his blue eyes that were staring right at me, but I could tell by the way he looked at me he wanted something more. I put my laptop away and gave him a funny face. He laughed at me then slowly got on top of me and then he kissed me.
“I think you were right about Jack and Lily.” I said
“How so?” He asked curiously.
“I saw them kissing in the snow.” I answered.
“I told you that baby. All they want is to make out whenever they can and they just ignore their friends.” He said to me a little sternly. I looked away from him a little sad. “Don’t worry baby, I wouldn’t ignore you like that.” He said sweetly. I turned and looked back at him again. He smiled sweetly at me and traced my face with his fingers.
“I saw his hands all over her and I thought it was gross.” I said to him.
“I told you that’s all he wants. Boys would put their hands all over you trying to get what they want. They’re very impatient and that’s how they hurt you.” He said to me.
“You wouldn’t hurt me like that right daddy?” I asked sincerely. He leaned into my neck and started to kiss it.
“No baby, I wouldn’t hurt you like that. I want to treat my little Khrisy right.” He said in that deep voice and licked my neck. I started to gently kiss his face. I trailed kisses along his neck and face as he just laid there. I turned his face towards mine and kissed him fully. His arms wrapped around my back and he just held me close.

He chuckled at me in a deep voice. Sometimes I got nervous when I heard that deep voice coming from him, but I always quickly got over it. His fingers traced over my body as I slowed my breathing down. I stared at him for a bit while his fingers went over my face.
“You know I love you right?” He whispered to me. I smiled and gave him a small kiss on the cheek.

This chapter is told from Khristen's POV and I don't own Nightmare on Elm Street ( still just like any other big fan bummer for us) Anyway I figured I would put another chapter up before I start school again and thanks for reviews and keep them coming PLEASE!!!!!