Friends With Benefit

So Chase said he wasn’t gay, so what? They were having a great time those days weren’t they?

Caleb didn’t mention to Chase that he knew about his web site. But he didn’t need to, Chase did it himself two days after he first saw it.

-So, the other day I was really bored and somehow I discovered this website.-

-What website?- Caleb asked pretending he had no idea what was he talking about.

-Well, there’s people who dance or have sex or masturbate in front of a camera and everyone can see them- he said naturally.

-Yeah? I think I heard of it- Caleb was getting really nervous. He didn’t expect Chase to be that honest with him.

-I kinda, bought some cameras- He said and they both started laughing

-What? Seriously?- Wow, he was a very good actor, although the whole situation was definitively funny anyway.

-I was bored! And you know I’m not afraid of showing my body, I mean the first day I met you, you saw me naked.- Chase’s smile was great.

-So? You saw me too and I’m not jerking off on public! - He said, but immediately regret it as he wasn’t supposed to know Chase had done that.

-Me neither, I’m alone when I do it. I mean there are only three cameras it’s not like I’m in Big Brother or something- Chase doesn’t seem suspicious so he calmed down.

-So you have. Jerked off in front of the camera?- It wasn’t much of a question since he was laughing really hard.

-So what! I don’t care if they see me. I’m not ashamed of my body. Why shouldn’t I show it?-

-You, my men, have a very wrong concept of self-esteem-

-I do not! I’m just very comfortable with myself-

-Yeah, one thing it’s being OK with yourself and another, a very different one I might add, being an exhibitionist- They were still joking.

-Yeah whatever, I’m not responsible there are so many voyeurs out there. It just doesn’t bug me so if they get their pleasure from me jerking off, it’s their problem not mine.-

-You’re crazy, that’s what I get out of this entire conversation- he said with a confused looked.

-Yeah, but a good kind of crazy? - Chase asked smiling.

-An interest kind of crazy- he was now smiling too.

-A “get away from me” kind of crazy?-

-Mhm, more like a…”I like being with that bastard because he makes me laugh the shit out of me” kind of crazy- They both smile.


Oh, oh. When did the conversation became into flirtation? That was definitively what they were doing. Man, how didn’t he recognize the signals? They were both smiling a lot at each other. They were looking, or staring, a lot at each other.

They were under a huge tree. And somehow, without noticing, they managed to get closer to each other during the conversation.

It was so weird. He liked the flirtation, he liked to flirt, he liked to be flirted. Wait, was he being flirted or was he just imagining that because he wanted it so badly?

So Chase said he wasn’t gay, so what? They were having a great time those days weren’t they?

And Chase was an exhibitionist, and cool, and pretty and probably a little too much confident of himself. But he wasn’t a normal guy, he was a weird guy. And he didn’t mind being that way, and he didn’t mind getting naked in front of him, and he didn’t mind staring back at him (which, if Caleb wouldn’t have been so confused could have see it as a sign), he didn’t mind confessing his darkest secrets to him, he didn’t mind playing footsie whit him, he didn’t….wait. When did they start playing footsie? He didn’t even notice his foot was being touched until he notice he was touching Chase’s foot too.

Ok, so this was definitively flirtation and Chase didn’t mind that either. Caleb liked that, he liked that a lot.

Chase noted that Caleb suddenly seemed a bit nervous. He hoped all that nervousness weren’t because of what he said. Caleb might have not noted it, but he was flirting with him. He hoped that the nervousness weren’t for that either.

He decided to try his luck and go a little further, so he started moving his feet and play with Caleb’s. It felt great. It wasn’t like he had a feet fetish, it was just that it felt great to touch Caleb that way, the way two friends shouldn’t. They both knew this was more than just a little game. It stopped soon because it wasn’t as easy as when you’re sitting in class and you’re able to touch each other’s legs. They were sitting on the grass so it was a little more difficult.

They didn’t say anything. Just stayed silent for a minute and before either of them could talk, they were interrupted. By Reid.


-He Caleb, think you can leave your boyfriend alone for a minute? I need to talk to you.- He wasn’t joking, would he really think Chase was his boyfriend? Uhm, that didn’t sound bad at all.

-He’s not my boyfriend asshole.- He didn’t know if laugh or stay quiet about it.

-Whatever, I really need to talk to you- He was serious.

-Ok. I’ll be back- He said to Chase and walked with Reid a little so he wouldn’t hear.

-It’s just. Look, I know since that kiss our friendship hasn’t been the same. No, don’t say anything, just listen. It’s been a couple of months since that and I just thought it’ll stay as a fun memory and maybe even been forgotten. But apparently it isn’t even near to be that way. The way you look at me, it’s not the same. And I feel bad about it. I fell like I betrayed your trust. I mean, I shouldn’t have done that, but I did because everybody was laughing and you know how much I hate it when people do that to me. But the point is that I should’ve asked you if it was ok…. And I don’t know. Look, the reason I’m saying this it’s so you know that I feel responsible because of what has happened and that I’m sorry.
I just thought since you liked boys you wouldn’t mind, and it sucks that I thought that way- Was that Reid talking? It seemed so surreal.

-Eh…, I’m sorry that I acted that way, but our friendship still remains the same. But I don’t understand, what just happened? What you talking about?-

-You don’t know? That’s actually good so it won’t take you by surprise like it did to me. On who better to tell you this than the one responsible for it in the first place- He breathed a few times before he said it. –Well, remember that night, there was a lot of people. And apparently one of them taped us kissing.-

Reid was upset and ashamed about it, but for some reason Caleb didn’t feel that awkward about it.

-It seems like it was filmed with a cell phone cam so it has bad quality, but there it is anyway- Reid just looked at Caleb, waiting for his reaction.

-Look, I know this should probably upset me more than it actually does, but it’s not something good anyway. We’re friends and nothing more, and that was just a game so, let people see it. I honestly don’t care what they think. - Wow, that conversation with Chase had actually made a point in him.

-Really? Cool. I’m so relieved. I’m actually ok with that too. Girls think that’s hot. Five girls talked to me today. And I didn’t start the conversation! Three of them asked if you were my boyfriend and seemed disappointed when I told them you weren’t. The fourth one just talked about I don’t remember what, and the last one seemed to be waiting for someone, when I asked her about it she said she wasn’t waiting for anybody but I could tell that she was hoping for you to come and kiss me.. or at least that’s what I thought-

Reid was talking a lot and all Caleb wanted was for him to go so he could go back with Chase. That must have been shown in his face cause suddenly Reid stopped talking said a “see ya later” and disappeared.

-Sorry, I’m back now- Caleb apologized.

-It’s ok. What did he want? Sorry, it’s none of my business. - He added fast-

-Its just a stupid video of us kissing…- He told him the story

-See, now you’re the exhibitionist- Chase said laughing

-That’s so not the same thing.-

-You’re right. But I bet there are a lot more people watching me doing my thing than your game kiss-

-Yeah, cause it’s a lot more interesting to see you touching yourself.-

-It is and you know it, you just don’t want to admit it- It was all just a joke of course.

-Oh yeah, I’ll admit it, even I am dying to see that- he laughed

-Bet you are. That’s what all of your yelling was about; you’re just upset because you didn’t get to see me-

-Fuck yeah, what else would I be mad about if it’s not because I did not watch you masturbate?-

-You know what? I just can see you suffering this way, I’ll have to make an exception with the no viewers rule and give you a private show- At this they both were silent, Caleb just didn’t have anything to say. –Sorry, was it too much?-

Caleb wasn’t sure what was the reason he did it, but before he could think twice, he got closer to Chase and kissed him.

Chase kissed back and that was all signal they both needed. They were rolling all over the grass in a couple of seconds until Caleb broke the kiss. Chase was on top of him.

-What was that?- he said breathing hard and loudly as if he just ran a lot.

-Don’t know. You tell me. I just know I liked it. A lot.- Chase was breathing the same way.

-Me too. You’re a damn good kisser-

-That’s what I’ve been told. You’re not bad either. Your lips are tasty, can I try them again?-

-Be my guess- Caleb was so exited about this, it felt so right and great it just couldn’t possibly be this right and great.

-My tongue will be- he said right before he started to kiss him again. This time they didn’t move. Just stayed the same. Chase was toughing softly Caleb’s chest as he’s back was being touched by the cutest guy in school, that being Caleb of course.


The kissed for about three minutes, just stopping to breathe. It was just them in the whole world right now. Nobody else was there. The whole world was their’s to rule and stay. Time didn’t’ matter either. They didn’t know how long they stayed there staring and smiling at each other. But it didn’t matter.

-Your lips taste good too- Caleb said finally.

-I bet yours are tastier. Man I just want to try them again. Can I? - He sounded so beautiful and innocent everytime he asked for his permission to kiss him.

-You don’t have to ask-

-I like to ask- But before Caleb could say anything else he kissed him, again. This time it was a shorter kiss.


God, why were they smiling like idiots? Why couldn’t they stop looking at each other’s eyes. Damn, was….he…falling…..for him? That scared him a little, but he didn’t had the chance to show it.

-So, do you want that privet show?- Chase asked with a smirk on his face.

Caleb just smiled a bit more.