Ch. 5: True Secrets
Our “new” relationship grew over the next few seasons. Khristen turned fifteen and she completed her freshman year of high school. It was summer time again and back to the preschool for me. It was a new bunch of kids now. They were a cute class, especially some of the girls. There was a girl named Nancy who liked to draw and she was the nicest. Another girl named Kris was very cute ad two boys named Jesse and Quentin were fun to play with as well.
I was starting to feel aggressive about things and I turned these emotions into tools. I decided to make a glove of some kind, although I wasn’t sure where to go with it at this point, but it didn’t bother me too much right now. I focused these feelings on other experiences. During the summer when Khristen paid me a visit I went into a mood and sneaked her down to the secret room I had shown her last year. She got nervous because she thought someone would hear us, but nobody but me goes down into the basement during the day. That room became one of our little secrets. I didn’t go any further with her for the moment, but I planned to make my next move since Khristen would have more time for me now.
Khrisy was still shy about going out because other boys were starting to hit on her again. That would get me so angry inside. Sometimes I would find her in the park and she would be pushing a boy away from her. Seeing that almost made me snap, but I had to maintain control of my protective emotions or else Khrisy would be frightened of me. Just in case, I told her in the spring that she couldn’t tell anyone what we were doing, but she laughed saying she already knew that. She didn’t want me to be taken away from her and at that point I knew she was closer to being mine.
Tonight though, there was a big thunderstorm out. It was so bad that it woke me up and I couldn’t go back to sleep for a bit. As I watched it the storm became intense. One thunder clap was so loud that even I jumped and the whole house seemed to shake. I always hated storms like these just because I thought they were annoying. I kept my smile hidden when I saw Khristen had come into my room. She never liked thunderstorms either and I bet that last thunder scared her.
“It’s ok Khristen, it’s just a bad storm. ” I said to her. She came over and laid down next to me. For some reason I got nervous because I didn’t really have PJ’s on like she did. I didn’t have a shirt on, but I did wear shorts to bed so I dismissed that feeling as I knew I would be ok for the moment. I had to be careful that she didn’t feel anything at the moment.
“That last one was so loud that I covered my ears. ” She said to me.
“I figured it might have scared because I even jumped at that. ” I chuckled at her. I blocked her view of the window and she was just staring at me for a bit. That must have been the climax because after that things quieted down to the point where it was just raining. I decided to take the opportunity and work on her. She let out a sigh when I crawled on top of her and kissed her neck. Her arms rubbed my sides as I kissed her. My hand went under her tang top and I groped her breasts. She even helped me take off her shirt and I pulled her close to me. She breathed deeply and ran her hands through my hair as I started to kiss her breasts. She started to moan when I began to touch her center. Her body responded perfectly and I let out a deep growl of satisfaction.
I gently pulled the rest of her clothing off and got to work. As I started to work my tongue over her sex she moaned and arched her back for me. When I paid a glance up at her I felt satisfied when I saw that she was clutching the sheets again. It made me feel proud and dominant that I could make her feel this good. I worked on her for a few minutes before I crawled back up to her.
“Can I do something with you?” I asked her as gently as I could. She bit her lip as she knew what I meant to do.
“I won’t hurt much will it?” She asked me with fear.
“It will hurt at first but after a while it won’t hurt at all. ” I had to be honesty with her on that point and I waited patiently for her answer.
“Ok daddy I want to try. ” She said to me with a little more confidence. I instantly became excited at her willingness to try.
“Close your eyes for me Khrisy. ” I said to her and she did. I didn’t really want her to see anything right now. In preparation for my next move I put a condom on for her protection. It might have been strange, but there was no way I could put her in a risk like that. I covered the lower parts of our bodies with the sheets and started to work. I never realized how much I craved her until now. She gasped and her eyes went wide when I slowly started to enter her. I groaned heavily into her shoulder as she held me tightly. I complete forgot how long it had been for me because I had been so focused on raising Khristen. I grunted deeply and clutched her hard when I was in her. She felt so tight it felt wonderful. At first I completely lost myself and started to thrust fast into her.
“Daddy stop that hurts!” Khristen cried and I instantly froze.
“I’m sorry baby. ” I whispered to her sincerely. I kissed her for a bit before I started slow this time. Even though I was going slowly, I knew it was still hurting her. She was panting hard and holding me tight. “You need to relax. ” I said to her and she did her best to calm herself down. Her grip on my loosened when she did and finally she started to pant with slight pleasure as I thrusted into her. As I started to go faster so did her panting. I grabbed her shoulder and thigh and I grunted out loud. I had to keep control over myself, but she felt so nice and tight it was almost maddening. I didn’t go into a desperate pace because I knew that would hurt her the most. She clutched the sheets more tightly and I felt myself build more. I laid down on top of her to get into her more deeply and she wrapped her arms around my back. After a few moments she cried out as she orgasimed for me. Her cry nearly sent me over the edge, but after a few hard thrusts I grunted hard in her ear as I came. We were both breathing hard and all we heard was the sound of the rain beating down onto the windows. She whimpered slightly as I got off of her and we both turned away from each other as we got dressed.
“That was nice daddy. ” She whispered to me as she laid down next to me again. I figured she might say something like that since it was only her first time.
“I’m glad you liked it. ” I said to her. Even though she looked half asleep her blue eyes still sparkled at me. “I’m sorry about how I started. I just got too excited and got ahead of myself. ” I explained to her as I trailed a finger down the center of her shirt.
“It’s ok, I understand. ” She said. My finger still trailed over her shirt and I started to get a picture in my head. I pictured that my finger was a claw tracing over her soft skin and hard enough to make her shiver, but not enough to draw blood. It was an exciting thought in my head that I had to keep to myself for now.
“Would you like to still keep doing that?” I asked her curiously.
“Yes I would. It felt really good towards the end, but from what it sounds like it’s supposed to feel good from the start. ” She answered.
“Oh trust me baby, it will once you get used to it. ” I said to her.
“I can’t tell anyone we did this too right?” She asked me.
“No, you can’t tell anyone. ” I replied a little too sharply for my liking. “It’s our own little secret and if you keep it a secret I promise I’ll make this feel special for you every time we do this. ” I said in my normal voice.
“Yeah daddy I can do that. I promise. ” She said.
“That’s my little Khrisy.” I whispered to her and gave her a small kiss. She looked even more tired now so I let her snuggle up to me and watch her fall asleep. I looked her body over for a bit because I wasn’t tired yet. “You’re all mine now.” I whispered darkly to myself before I focused on sleep.
