scars

Time stood still as I listened to my heartbeat in my temples. I felt like I was going to faint. Then I heard it.

“Yeah, I do. Kinda scary, it’s like no one before.” I used my arm on the door to brace myself for a moment. The fucking door creaked loudly. I jumped back as I heard Baby giggling.

“I think he likes you too.” I braved a few more steps.

“I jus’ can’t have him all over me. I guess I jus’ need time to make it all right in my own head.” He sniffled. I returned to the crack and watched Baby brushing his hair.

“Well I’ll take care of ya today! It’ll be like ol’ times! Remember when you came home with Daddy and you were all sick an’ stuff? Me and Mama took good care of ya.”

“Yeah I do. How could I forget?” The last statement sounded woeful. “You know, I think I liked him…”

“Rufus Junior, what are you doin’?” I felt my eyes go wide as Mama announced to anyone within earshot that I had been caught doing something.

“I was jus’…” An answer, I needed one, any answer would do fine…think!

“You were spyin’ on Otis! Shame on you.” If I could tuck a tail between my legs when she gave me that look it would make me feel better. “Take your behind and go and take a shower.” She waited for me to move but I was awaiting more instructions. “Now!” I couldn’t get away fast enough.

I ran downstairs and into the bathroom. I slowly began to remove me clothes and caught a glance of myself in the mirror. Fuck, I looked like hell. But yet there was a gleaming in my eyes that I could not figure out. My heart was calm and light just thinking that Otis had feelings for me. I turned on the water and stood there staring at myself until the mirror began to fog up. I got into the shower feeling the prickles of heat on my skin bringing my hands up to my face I stopped. I could smell Otis on my hands. I could feel myself begin to get hard. I closed my eyes as I reached for my cock and began to move. In my head I could see Otis sitting on my lap. He was biting and licking at my neck. I held my .45 at his head and ordered him to suck my cock. He whimpered but dropped down. I could tell that his resistance to it was next to none but he had to play hard to get. I grabbed a handful of his hair, eliciting a screech from him. My thought came back to reality as I was getting ready to cum. I slapped a hand over my mouth as I realized that I was screaming Otis’s name. I crouched in the shower as my head swooned. I had to be with him. There was no other way.

I spent the rest of the day trying to find any and all excuses I could to go upstairs and spy on Otis. Every tool I needed to fix things I was convinced happened to be upstairs. Each day he was getting stronger. He was sitting up a lot more and reading when I happened by him. Baby kept him company. They were working on a scrapbook and laughing about it. It was thrilling to climb the stairs to get a glimpse of him. Just to see him resting in the shadows of his room was hot. I wanted him so badly.

Night would take forever to fall. Everyone was lounging around the house. Mama was knitting something and snuggling with Baby. The television had Brenda Marinoff yelling something about human French fries. “Bring ‘em and I’ll bring burgers!” Grandpa yelled back. Tiny was whittling small animals out of wood and I was going insane.

I finally decided it was time to go upstairs. I would tell Otis that I wanted to check on him but no feelings...none. I cannot show feelings for him. I entered his room poker faced. My expression crumbled when I saw Otis lying there soaked with sweat. “Otis?” I called to him as I rushed over to him. His body was limp under my touch. “Otis! Come on.” I shook him until he moaned. His body was burning. I carefully scooped him up and brought him to the shower. I turned on the shower and quickly pulled off my clothes before I took him into the shower. Otis shrieked when the cold water hit him. “Easy now, easy.” I held him close to me feeling the cool water run over our bodies. He moaned softly and I noticed I was getting hard. I suddenly heard myself moaning as Otis began to nip at my neck. I let him get to his feet but kept an arm around him in case he was still too weak to stand. The sinewy albino awed me by his strength. He licked around my throat and stopped below my ear leaving me breathless. I then felt him begin to push me away. “You are not playing this game with me.” I mumbled. Then it occurred to me perhaps he had been hallucinating and was just now being brought back into reality by the water. Maybe he doesn’t have feelings for me. He startled me by kissing me fiercely, his strong artist fingers sinking into my back. I slammed him into the wall of the shower; my hard cock pressing into his soft flesh. I licked his neck and spun him around to face the wall. Otis whimpered softly as I realized that I had my hand on his wound. I quickly removed it and grabbed a handful of his white hair. The grab became a caress before I realized it and I pulled his head back to kiss him passionately. He spun around and reached down for my cock. I silently thanked whomever listened to me that he was strong enough to return my affections and was willing to do so. I gently took a hold of Otis by his jaw and locked my gaze upon his eyes. I hoped that he would realize that I was doing this as an act of affection. That I wanted to fuck him and I wanted to be with him in whatever capacity happened to be. I stared into those deep crimson pools until I could see that he understood my intentions. I kissed him passionately.

Suddenly I found myself twirled around and facing the shower wall. Otis’s breath was hot on my neck even in the steam of the shower. “You want to feel what it’s like to be loved by me?” His words seemed venomous. “You’re gonna find out.” He slid his hand down my back, stopping at my opening. I gasped as I felt him begin to slide a finger into it as he hungrily licked my flanks. He delivered a hard slap to my ass before he grabbed my hair and bent me over. “Come on, let me love you.” His words were cold but yet seductive. He stepped around me never relinquishing his grasp on my hair and forced his cock into my mouth. I gagged initially. “Show me you love me.” I began to suck his cock as the hot water ran down my body. The two sensations melded into one. He was bucking into my mouth and clawing my back. I could feel the sharp trails his jagged nails were leaving on my skin. He dodged back behind me and I felt a sharp pain as he swiftly entered me. I reached between my legs and raked my nails down his thighs. He threw his head back and howled. He was quickly slamming into me. I moaned loudly, it felt so damn good. Otis was screaming with each thrust. I tightened my whole body and slammed back onto him. I kept backing into him driving him over the edge. Otis came, bucking and screaming. Fuck was it hot to watch him lose control. He collapsed in the tub, trembling.

Suddenly I had an idea. “Oh, no. You’re not going to give up yet. I have a plan for you. We’re going to have a lot more fun before today is done.” I could see the look of dread cross his face despite his exhaustion. I have just started with this boy.

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Sorry for the long delay, more to come tonight.:)