Open Waters

Author's Note: This chapter contains strong sexual situations - be warned! Also, please forgive because I am not the worlds best smut writer. Enjoy!
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Jack closed his cabin door softly and latched the lock - Mr. Gibbs was a good man but didn't follow orders nearly as well as he would hope. He wouldn't set sail of course but that wouldn't stop him from barging into the room to tattle on one of the other pirates if need be.

"You won't be back, will you?" Olivia asked - needing to know the answer even though she felt it already. She couldn't half blame him for wanting to vacate this island as quickly as possible - even though they were trying they had done nothing but argue the whole time. If she could take it back she would but that didn't help her much now. Hind sight was 20/20.

"Olivia, I.."

Jack watched her expression fall and her eyes go to her hands, picking at her nails to keep from thinking about it. She didn't want to cry - at least not until he was far, far away from Port Royal. Perhaps it was better this way, Jack would have his precious ocean and she could start her life over - forgetting all about her childhood with the vicious pirate.

A sob escaped her at the thought of completely forgetting about Jack Sparrow.

"Olivia.."

"Why.. why do you do these things, Jack? What did I ever do to make you hate me so?" She asked, looking up at him now with tears threatening to fall. For the life of her she couldn't understand why he didn't want to be with her. She wasn't an ugly girl - not nearly as voluptuous as women she had seen in town but the way Jack stared at her it was apparent that he liked what he saw. "You're the only person I've ever wanted, Jack..." Olivia whispered, returning her gaze to her hands.

"Do you know how hard this is for me? Look at you - any man would be half crazy not to take you in his arms and never let go but I'm not just a man... I'm a pirate and things are different for pirates. We have more obligations and bigger dreams then mere men.."

This conversation was surely on the path as all their other conversations the past few days which caused them both to sigh at the thought and remain quiet. Neither wanted nor had the energy to go down that path again.

"Okay Jack. I didn't come here to speak of such things or try and make you stay out of pity. I honestly just wanted to say goodbye.." She assured quietly, standing to her feet from the bed and opening her arms in an attempt at a friendly hug. Jack raised an eyebrow and opened his arms as well, wrapping them tightly around her thin body. He held her there for what seemed like decades - breathing in the scent of her hair.

For the first time in his life, Jack Sparrow, knew he was an idiot.

Olivia finally let go of her friend and forced a happy smile. "Stay safe, Jack.." She whispered, turning to take her leave from The Black Pearl. If she could just make it back to the shore and into her make-shift home she could begin to get her life back together. Jack Sparrow would always be a part of her but she wasn't going to fret over him anymore. He had made his decision and all she could do was accept it. She waited for him to say something but he never did, just watched her move a little closer to the cabin door with each step.

"Olivia..."

Her fingers grasped the handle of the door as she stopped - keeping her back to her company as she felt his hands on her shoulders and she turned slowly to face him. Before she could take a breath to speak Jack's mouth found hers and he kissed her hard - with every bit of pent up passion he held deep inside himself. A whimper of pleasure and confusion passed between them as she welcomed his weight against her body - feeling his quickly growing erection pressed against the inside of her thigh.

"Jack, I..." Olivia broke away from him but they stayed close - his eyes wandering down her face, to her neck and then her breasts. "This isn't right and I'm.. not very skillful in this type of fashion.." She breathed nervously, staring up at him as realization took over.

A virgin? Jack felt he would simply explode then and there. How could she be a virgin? She had been married once before. Then again, the man she was married didn't seem to show her much interest and he wouldn't think she would allow such man to ever lay a hand on her.

Jack leaned his head down and began kissing her again - harder this time as he tongue pressed against her lips and dipped inside, causing another soft moan of pleasure to pass between them. His hands roamed skillfully down her body, caressing her breasts through the thin material of her dress and he could feel her melting into his touch.

Olivia felt as if she were dreaming - that this wasn't real - Jack would never act so bold towards her but the way his hands traveled down her sides and cupped her backside with a strong grasp before moving up her back and into her hair caused her to realize it was real and this was happening.

They broke away from one another again quickly - gasping for needed air as Jack stared into Olivia's eyes, trying to find a small glimmer of hope that she wanted this to happen as badly as he did. He had waited for a moment like this for over ten years - a second chance to show her just how badly he did love and want her. Even if he couldn't stay docked on this vile island forever he needed her now - more then she'd ever realize.

"I need you.." He murmured suddenly, looking into Olivia's lustful eyes as she searched his face. She needed him as well but it scared her to think that after their actions he would be gone and she would be left feeling more empty then before. "I want to feel you.. so bad.." Jack continued, now whispering into her ear - causing her legs to nearly go limp. His breath caught in the back of his throat, lips trailing down her neck to her collarbone where he stopped and took in a breath. Just the thought of her wriggling beneath him made a soft moan escape his lips - feeling her nipples harden at his touch as he licked a trail back up her neck, resting his lips at her ear. "What do you say, love?"

"Jack, I've never.."

"I won't hurt you.. I would never.." He whispered, gazing down at her body again. He had never been so turned on in all of his life. "..you are magnificent.." He breathed - guiding her willing body back towards the small bed as he sat her down - never taking his eyes from hers as she laid back and he advanced on top of her - working the laces from her corset with a restrained yearning. After a few moments she was lying there with her dress on the floor and Jacks arms around her naked body as they kissed, softer this time and her hands snaked through his open shirt and removed it just as quickly.

Jacks cool tongue traced a wet line from Olivia's neck to her collarbone before moving down between the valley of her breasts and then to her navel. "Jack..", she moaned, running her fingers through the thick mound of hair on his head, digging her nails into his shoulders nervously as he continued down the path of her stomach - kissing her thighs open as his hands pried them apart and two fingers disappeared inside of her - moving tormentingly slow against her soft skin. Her back arched as his fingers were replaced with the coolness of his tongue - running just the tip against her clit then inside - tasting her. The real Olivia - bitter sweet, something better then rum or anything he had ever tasted.

Her reaction was so powerful - her pleasure so intense she tried to squirm away but instead of allowing that he gripped her tightly around the waist - holding her in place as he gave her the most oral attention his could muster. She was making it very hard for him to restrain himself - her fingers tangled in his hair, begging him - pleading for more of this wondrous torment. He could feel the heat from her once cold body now, warming him as his hands freely roamed her sides - pulling her down to meet his mouth.

Without warning Olivia let out a howl of passion - her back arching as she climaxed hard, eyes closed. She felt as if she had been torn from the world - her body humming quietly as she fell back into reality. Her eyes opened after a moment to see Jack hovering above her - watching her with a fascinated look on his features. "You're beautiful.." He assured, more to himself then anything as he nuzzled his face into the crook of her neck - feeling the rise and fall of her chest as she tried to breathe.

After a moment Olivia gasped with passion and fear as her eyes went wide and Jack's member pressed against her sex - allowing just the tip to enter. He exhaled deeply - arms becoming weak as he crushed her breasts between the wall of his chest - panting, nearly shaking as he worked himself between the folds of her silky core. "Jack.. please.." He pushed himself forward with one long thrust - entering her hot burning core as she cried out in the pain and pleasure of it all.

Jack leaned down and placed a small kiss on her bottom lip - staring into her eyes as he stood completely still and allowed the sensations to take over their bodies. "I didn't mean to hurt you.. I couldn't... help myself.." He groaned as she wiggled beneath him and he began to thrust inside of her gently - placing small kisses over her face and mouth. She was close - he could feel her tightening around him.

The sensations of being so deep within her core causing Olivia to slip over the edge, holding onto his arms for dear life as wave after wave of release passed through her body. He continued to thrust into her at a quicker pace - slamming into her several times as she cried out and dug her nails into his flesh - causing Jack's eyes to close as he grunted - his own orgasm taking over his body.

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"Bloody captain be smitten by that whore.. keepin' us from our beloved ocean.."

The crewmen stood at the edge of the ship - watching their captain walk along the shore with the woman they had picked up in Tortuga four nights ago. It was obvious to anyone with a set of eyes that Jack Sparrow was in love with that girl, and she with him.

"We may never get of this bloody spit of land.."

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"I guess you'll be going, then?" Olivia asked, standing at the door of her new home. It was twice as small as the shack they shared as children. Jack's face was expressionless as he stood before her - eyes still glazed over from the passion they had just shared. This was surely to be the hardest thing he had ever done in his life. "I told Gibbs we set sail by morn'.." He croaked, silently praying that she not bring up anything to ruin his mood or moment.

Olivia just nodded her head in understanding and forced a smile.

"Would you like to join me tonight, then? Just until day break.."

Jack smiled. "I was hoping you'd ask.." He assured, ushering her inside of the house. There was a small living area/kitchen and a bed in a back room. "It was very kind of the Governor to allow me this safe haven for now, don't you think? I haven't properly thanked you for bringing me here, Jack."

"I think you have, love."

Olivia blushed at the thought.

"I really will miss you, Jack Sparrow.."

Jack took Olivia by the hand as they went into the small bedroom and laid back on the bed. A small lantern flickered from the kitchen - illuminating them in a soft orange glow. He turned over on his side and held himself up by his elbow - running a hand over Olivia's dress softly. If truth be known he was going to miss her as well - especially after what they had just experienced together. He had been with several women but none had ever left him with this feeling - a feeling he couldn't quite describe.

Olivia closed her eyes - the smile on her lips never fading as she felt Jack's hands on her body, his fingers through her hair as she dozed off into a dreamless sleep. After a few minutes he placed a soft kiss on her forehead and pushed himself from the bed - covering her with a blanket one of the maids had made to keep her warm.

"I love you, Olivia.. in all honesty I do.. please forgive me.." He whispered, pulling a piece of paper from his pocket and sitting it on the dining table as he made his way back to his ship. Gibbs was standing at the helm waiting for him to return - yelling at the men to make way from Port Royal. "Welcome aboard, captain. You look as though something’s troubling you? Should we wait to set sail.."

"No.. by all means set sail.. I'll be in my cabin.." He muttered, holding his hand over his heart. If it were physically possible he felt as though it had broke in half where he stood - the slow ache from his stomach suddenly hitting him in the center of his chest. "Farewell... Olivia.. farewell.."

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That morning Olivia woke slowly - glancing around the vacant room and she was alone. Not that she hadn't half expected to be alone when she woke but there had been that small ray of hope that Jack would be there and he would stay with her.

She had been foolish to think such a thing.

With a sigh she pushed herself from the uncomfortable bed and went to the kitchen - searching for something worth eating. That's when she found the mysterious note lying on the table - her name half scribbled on the outside in black ink. It read:

Dearest Olivia,

I am a shameful man for leaving you in such way but you deserve so much better then I could afford. A pirates life is nothing for a woman in your standards to have to endure and I just want the best for you. It kills me to leave you now but the sea is calling to me and I must oblige - please keep safe and a weathered eye on the horizon. Know that whenever you think I'm not I am thinking of you always. I love you, Olivia - more then you will ever know.

Sincerely,

Captain Jack Sparrow

Olivia felt her knees go weak with grief as she sat down at the table and buried her face in her hands. She had held back her sorrow for to long as it came flooding back to her at full force - causing her to cry harder now then she had ever cried before.