Writer: Sabaku No Kel
Fandom: Hellboy
Pairing: Hellboy x John Myers
Title: Confession
Words: 1684
Rating: Overall rating M
Disclaimer: I don’t own Hellboy or it’s characters and do not make any money out of writing this.
AN1: And another week has passed people! I must say the days at school just seem to be dragging on endlessly nowadays only interrupted by the days at work. With valentine’s day coming up we’re all super busy in our flowers shop simply cause it’ll be like the second busiest day of the year, right after Mother’s day which is just crazy. I’m just glad I’ve got my fics to spice up my life a bit and I hope you all will enjoy this one too.
Extra note: To Mrs. Bee, Of course you can leave an idea dear :) All ideas/suggestions are welcome. As it is everyone is free to review or e-mail me with their thoughts, I don’t mind at all!
000 Confession 000
John moaned as his lover’s cock was forced into his body over and over again, breath coming out in short gasps as he fisted the material of the bed covers. Hellboy thrust into him with a steady rhythm, in and out, in and out, over and over again and with every single slap of flesh against flesh he felt himself come further undone. The demon was gripping his hips so tightly it must have hurt, if not for the fact that every little ache he felt only intensified the feeling of pleasure coursing through his veins.
“Hellboy…!” John moaned out after a particularly well aimed thrust, flesh inside of him now hitting his prostate head on and he screamed out in ecstasy every time it was hit. God, he never wanted this to end. He knew it would though, all too quickly if the demon continued at this pace. John tried to hold off his orgasm for as long as he could but it got harder to do so by the second, just the sound of Hellboy groaning and gasping behind him enough to push him to the brink.
The agent moved his hips back against the pulsing flesh pounding into him, wanting more, needing to feel more of the demon as he felt the tight coil of his impending release settle low in his stomach. He was close, so very close, and by the sounds of it so was his lover. John knew they weren’t going to last for much longer especially since Hellboy always made sure his partner came first.
He felt something wrap around his leaking erection and recognized it to be the demon’s tail, the agile flesh providing the last bit of stimulation he needed to reach his orgasm as it stroked his cock in the same steady rhythm as the flesh pounding into him. He babbled incoherently as he felt his pleasure building higher and higher, sure his lover’s name was one of the actually sensible things he was repeating over and over again as his eyes widened and he came with a silent scream.
He heard the demon’s breath hitch behind him as he shot his seed all over the covers of the bed, felt Hellboy’s cock twitch inside of him as his arms lost all the strength to keep him up and he just collapsed forward. Just a bit more, he knew, one or two short thrusts and the demon would join him in release.
“God, John… Love this, love you…” The demon whispered behind him, so soft he might not have heard it over the ragged intake of his own breath but by some miracle he had heard. He wasn’t sure the demon even realized he’d said anything as he heard a ragged grunt followed by the complete seize of all movements as Hellboy came. Warmth flooded his senses as the demon shot his seed inside of him, remaining inside of him for a moment longer before pulling out and collapsing to the bed himself.
They laid there in silent satisfaction, both coming down from their high as they regained their breath. John felt sore but for once he didn’t care, he was more focused on other things. Hellboy had said he loved him, sure it was during sex and you could never take what a guy said during intercourse as truth but still, it felt… sort of
nice to hear it.
He opened his eyes to find the demon lying beside him, arm flung over his eyes and still panting as he recovered from their act. John blushed as he let his eyes roam over Hellboy’s naked form, having touched every inch of delectable red skin at least once before not taking away how much that body amazed him every time he looked at it. The things he’d seen this man endure without even blinking twice made John feel sort of proud at himself that he could make him come so undone by something as simple and primal as sex.
Hellboy lifted his arm from his eyes and John quickly averted his gaze so it wouldn’t seem like he’d been staring as the demon turned on his side, now facing him.
“Hey…” Hellboy said, a lazy, satisfied grin pulling at his lips.
“Hey yourself.” John said as he smiled back. This was his second favourite part of the day, after the sex made his muscles feel like pudding therefore making it nearly impossible for him to get up for the first few minutes he could allow himself to relax for a bit. No paperwork to worry about, no life threatening missions to get to, no nothing. Only relaxing with his lover mere inches away from him.
Today was a little different though, sure he felt sated and very much unable to move but that didn’t stop his mind from straying to more serious thoughts like it usually did. It seemed he just couldn’t let go of Hellboy’s little confession even though he had already told himself he couldn’t seriously have meant it, it was just something said during the heat of the moment, is all. Still, he couldn’t forget about it no matter how hard he tried.
“Stop thinking so much.” Hellboy suddenly said, shaking him from his thoughts. John blinked once, twice as he realized he’d been so absorbed with his thoughts that he hadn’t even noticed the demon frowning at him.
“Sorry, couldn’t help it.” John admitted with a shrug of his shoulders though his flippant comment only made the frown on his lover’s face worse.
“What were you thinking about?” Hellboy asked and John froze. He
really didn’t want to tell him it was his confession that had him thinking too much.
“It’s nothing, don’t worry about it.” John tried to avoid the question. He should have known it wouldn’t work though as a look of determination suddenly lit up the demon’s golden eyes.
“If you say it’s nothing that means it’s something.” Hellboy said cryptically and John raised an eyebrow at the words that didn’t make any sense to him. “Tell me.” His partner practically demanded of him, making the agent sigh.
“It’s really nothing Red…” John tried again, hoping that if he just didn’t let anything slip the demon would soon lose interest. It seemed fortune was not on his side today, though.
“If it’s nothing then why don’t you want to tell me?” Hellboy insisted and John just knew he wasn’t going to let this go without an answer. An answer he didn’t want to give.
“Because I don’t want to freak you out.” John said as he rolled over, no longer facing his partner. Maybe if he didn’t look at him he wouldn’t be forced into saying anything. He didn’t expect the demon to wrap his arms around him and pull him to him though, eyes widening as he felt lips trace gentle kisses against his back.
“Scout, I’ve seen a lot of freaky things in my life, I’m sure whatever it is you’re worrying about can’t be all that bad compared to any of that.” Hellboy almost whispered against his skin and John knew he’d lost. If the demon really wanted to know he shouldn’t keep this from him even if it meant it would be positively awkward and painful for them both to keep this thing they had going on casual.
“You said you… loved me.” John murmured, body tense and still facing away from the demon. The air between them suddenly grew tense and it almost physically hurt him when the demon pulled his arms, his comfort, away from him.
“I was hoping you might have missed that…” Hellboy said and John wasn’t sure how to react to that. The demon knew what he had said, how could he still look at him without a care in the world, still hug him like it meant nothing that he had admitted something so big during sex. Maybe it did mean nothing, maybe he was right and his partner had only said what he’d said because he wasn’t thinking straight. John closed his eyes and breathed in deeply before raising from the bed to search for his clothes.
“Scout, I--” Hellboy tried to say but he didn’t let him, he didn’t want to hear excuses that would only hurt him more.
“It’s okay Red, you don’t have to explain. It was just something you said in the heat of the moment, nothing more.” John said, trying to keep the hurt out of his voice. “I’ve already accepted that.” A lie, but Hellboy didn’t have to know that. As long as the demon thought he didn’t care maybe one day they would be able to look at each other again without it being incredibly awkward.
“I should get back to work, Manning will flip if I don’t--” John said but was interrupted by the demon grabbing his arm and pulling him to him again, moving so fast John hadn’t even noticed it when he’d left the bed. The agent felt his eyes burn as he struggled against the embrace, knowing he had to get away before he made an even bigger fool of himself.
“I meant it Boy Scout.” Hellboy said and he froze. “It might not have come out in the right moment but I meant what I said, I love you.” The demon repeated and this time the tears did fall from his eyes.
Hellboy loved him, the thought echoed in his head and he suddenly didn’t care that he was still naked and crying in the arms of his equally naked lover because this just had to be a dream, it couldn’t possibly be true that the demon loved
him.
“Really?” He asked as he looked Hellboy in the eye, having to make sure he’d heard correctly just to save himself more embarrassment. The demon laughed and tipped his chin up with his fingers.
“Really.” He echoed before closing the distance between them with a kiss. John instantly threw his arms around the demon’s neck and kissed him back. He’d never been happier.
000 Confession 000
AN2: Gah, did I ever mention before how much I hate typing beginnings/endings? Especially endings are annoying for me as I never seem to be able to get it just right… Oh well nothing much I can do about it but practice I suppose.
Speaking of practice I need your help guys! It’s for another fic I’m writing (unfortunately not the Mpreg one but I’m getting to that). You see there’s a question I want to ask you and though you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to appreciate all the help I can get.
If you could ask John T. Myers a question what would it be?Feel free to leave as many or as little suggestions as you wish and I don’t care how crazy or tame you guys are with your ideas because all help is welcome! (I know the subject is very wide but I don’t want to go into further detail for fear of giving away the story.)
I hope you all enjoyed reading and now I’m off to enjoy my weekend before the hellish day of pink, reds, hearts and sugar, better known as Valentine, at work. Wish me luck!
~~~Read long and prosper,
Sabaku No Kel~~~
