Mine to Break

~~~~Golden~~~~

How exactly had things come to this? If I really think about it I can probably remember, but my mind is still buzzing, and my body won't stop burning in the afterglow of pleasure. It makes thinking difficult. It was just a few hours ago wasn't it? That we'd been in that stupid fight.

I blink up at the ceiling, pulling Amy's warm body next to mine. The silky blond strands of hair tickle my chin. Her hair always looked so tamed, but I knew her better than anyone else. I knew it got wavy when it was dampened with sweat. I knew how it stuck to the side's of her face while she moaned under me. I knew how each shiny gold thread would send shivers up my body when it tickled my bare skin. I knew how she'd gasp in pleasure if I fisted my hands in the wet tendrils.

I could ramble about every single inch of her for days. I could write paragraphs, stories, and books on how it felt to kiss her soft tempting lips. I could could sing a song about how her moans sounded to me. How it felt like I'd been starving for my entire life, and only her verbal displays of pleasure could assuage the terrible need.. I could keep telling you about everything I could write for eternity, and it just wouldn't be enough.

Nothing could explain the way I feel for her. Not a lifetime of expressions would give anyone a single clue. I pull her closer to me, not willing to let her get away from me for a moment. When she sighs softly, her sleep softened body squirming in closer, I feel my heart grow. I feel complete... If she ever left me...

"Fuck, I love you"

"....Mnn, I love you too"

Awake?!

"Lucy... I didn't mean it."

It takes me a moment to respond. The fear i'd been holding back all night seems like it wont just vanish away at a simple sentence, but for some reason I can't resist her. I feel it slowly going away like the ocean with each crashing wave taking sand with it back into its depths.

After a moment, I feel Amy pull away, and my soul suddenly feels empty. The hardness I'd been holding in my heart tightening into an even more compact knot. When she looks at me with her deep blue eyes, I still manage to smile for her, if not for myself.

"Lucy, I'm serious"

The pale moonlight reflects off her lightly tanned skin. I can see the curves of her body in the best light. My fingers would normally be itching to pull her back down, but this is too important, and even my libido takes a back seat.

"Lucy, I love you. I just..."

"I won't"

"What?"

"I won't steal again. I... I realized tonight. It isn't worth it. It isn't worth it if I don't wake up with you for the rest of my life. I'm not me anymore when I'm with not with you."

Amy looked at me carefully for a long moment. I could feel her slow smile forming, and suddenly I felt like that diamond hard heart melted into flesh and blood again. I sudenly felt okay.

"...Lucy..."

"Yeah?", I whispered softly, running my fingers through her hair to brush back the heavy locks that had fallen into her delicate face.

"I... I know it... I know you didn't mean for me to..."

"Huh?"

"Earlier... I... I want to do it like that again sometime"

Did my eyes just cross???

~~~~That Morning~~~~

Okay, this was probably really bad. The temptation had been too much. Was it really worth it?

Lucy Diamond was retired, had been retired for little over a year now. She'd eventually cozied down in Barcelona with her golden goddess, and had even went so far as to open her own mechanic shop. She'd tried for awhile to do the boat renting thing... but it was just so damn BORING!!!!! Working on cars suited her better, although she'd kept her boat rental company on the side.

It had been a pretty normal day overall. Amy rushing around frantically as if she'd forgotten something when she never did, while Lucy stared blankly into her plate, way more than half asleep. No matter how many times she woke up early, she'd never be a morning person. There were just way better things to do before 12pm... Like sleep, and sleep, and sleeping sounded great. She wasn't getting up happily unless it was for a morning fuck.

"Ohhhhh fuck, I'm going to be late!!!!"

Amy was never late, whether she said that or not.

"Mnnnn?"

Lucy grumbled softly, pushing her eggs across her plate a little more. When she felt Amy's hand touch her arm, she looked up as the ex-deb set down a cup of coffee. It looked creamy so she must have prepped it already... How cute.

"I have to go. I'll see you later"

Amy leaned down and pressed a light kiss to her befuddled girlfriends forehead. The soft hazy way Lucy wandered around in the mornings was always a good thing to wake up to. It still made her feel all... fuzzy inside. Knowing Lucy woke up early just for her. Still, no matter how cute she could be, she was still a complete troublemaker. It was proven right then.

The brunette suddenly grinned. It was that candid confident way her face got, even if it was a little more tired at this time of day. It made her melt. Or maybe it set her on fire, she wasn't really sure which one. Lucy tapped her cheek with one finger, and Amy complied, kissing her cheek quickly. When Lucy tapped her lips, the blonde just shook her head.

"I'll be late!"

Lucy raised her brow and tapped her bottom lip again. With a soft faked sigh, Amy left a feather soft kiss there. The effect was ruined when Lucy pulled her close, her tongue still slightly sweet from jam toast delving into her mouth. She tasted so good, she felt so good. Lucy's fingers knew exactly where to move to make her forget everything, the tips of her tanned fingers trailing along the curving line on Amy's hip. The captured girl's moan was interrupted by the ringing of the town clock. With a curse Amy broke away, glaring down at the villian she'd almost been sitting on a moment ago.

"YOU MADE ME LATE"

Lucy rolled her eyes knowing that no matter how many times she said it... She still was never late.

With a light smile, Amy ran out the door. Just before it closed she heard Lucy call out, a little more clear than before.

"Love me!?"

Amy smiled softly in that warm way she always did.

"YES!"

and then she was gone.

Well fuck. Now what was she supposed to do? The eggs didn't taste as good when Amy wasn't there. Nothing tasted as good.She flashed the fluffy yellow things a sharp glare. In fact, she was about to kill the evil eggs via biting their head off [She still played with her food in her mind sometimes, although no one could tell from sight] when there was a knock on the door.

Couldn't be Amy.......

Lucy was getting curious. Her deep brown hair fell into her face as she tilted her head to the side. After a moment, she got up. Even though they'd managed to outrun everyone, bribing the rest off, she was still a cautious person. She walked to the bookshelf, ignoring more knocking while she pulled out the item she'd been looking for.

-Antigone-

The greek theatre classic also seemed to serve as a hidden monitoring screen. She hit the right words in order, and watched as the front door suddenly was visible on the page. Handy little thing this was... all her design of course. The brunnete smirked for a moment before she noticed who was at the door.

"No fucking way..."

Nicolae? She put the book away with a curse. What the fuck would he want?

What he'd wanted was for Lucy Diamond to steal his family heirloom back from his older brother.

She knew Amy would be mad, she'd known Amy would be livid. Seriously, SHE KNEW. For some reason the idea of breaking in just thrilled her. It was like a drug craving. She suddenly felt like she needed it. It suddenly felt like she was trapped in her goody goody relationship.

If she'd looked beyond that momentary high, she'd have realized she was a fucking moron.

She'd have remembered that one word from her lover sent her heart soaring.

She'd have stayed at home.

~~~~End of chapter~~~~