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Running away…
that always sounded good to me, don’t get me wrong I have a wonderful family; my mom and dad have always loved me; also I’m not running away because I don’t have any friends that’s the exact opposite of what I am I have friends there close but they don’t know me well the real me for that matter.
No the real reason I want to run away is so that I can feel… just to feel anything. That’s the problem with me I can’t feel anything at all. When someone hugs me I don’t feel warm inside, when someone hurts me I don’t feel pain. The only times I feel something is when I hurt things…kill things mostly animals … but it’s still not a good feeling I feel sick inside but it’s still a feeling something that’s why I do it, also it gets me away from my daily routine.
for example…3…2…1 “Lilium wake up sweetie, you’ll be late” my mother ‘wakes me up’ at exactly 7:45 each day for the past 4 months and 5 days we have been here, but I wake up at 3am I’m a light sleeper. My mom is a sweet woman she’s the only one that look’s after me now since dad was murdered; no I didn’t kill him… But I was there when it happened...we moved here a few years after that incident to clear our minds.
“Lilium are you awake?” I really should get out of bed now “yes mom I’m coming” I get up off my bed, get the clothes I set out the night before quickly get changed. I walk down the stairs of my house all 23 steps, take a left turn and sit on the last chair at the table.
“Honey guesses what I made for you for breakfast” by my guess like every Friday panckes“Pancakes with maple syrup the way you like them” I have a thing of knowing my daily routine of life. My mother gently places them down on the table and kisses my forehead, I fake biggest smile I can, because the moment I show no emotion my mother begins to cry, I know I don’t show any emotion but I know it’s not normal for a mother to cry like she dose. She walks away just as I finish up. I pick up my bag and say goodbye to mom.
I walk to the bus stop a 5 minute walk. I get there and dump my bag on the ground and wait, “umi hi” I turn to see Ashlin, I have known her since I moved here but she said the moment she met me it’s like we have been friends since we were 3 but its sort of true she’s like a sister to me I care dearly for her if I had feelings; oh I know what you’re thinking who’s umi? Well my nickname is umi Ashlin gave it to me because she says it makes me sound like a little kid. “umi did you do the home work? I didn’t get time to do it; I was talking to Jason all night. I think he likes me do you think so I mean...” Ashlin is known to be one to talk too much, so I have been prone to drown out a bit I just smile and nod. “You know what you need umi? A boyfriend” I always hated it when we got to this subject.
I enjoy being alone one less person to act around. “Ashlin I don’t need a guy I’m fine by myself” she looks at me like if I’m insane “umi every girl needs a guy” she tries to emphasize this with a pout. “Ash you know I’m not like other girls, I don’t have to live my life swooning over a guy… no offence” she smirks a little and shrug her shoulders “ fine I give umi for now; but one day you’ll find a guy, and be like me” I’m not looking forward to that day.
The bus arrives and I take the window seat I look outside and in a blink of an eye I see a man in a white mask. “Hey ash did you see that?” I turn to ash to only see her flirt with Jason. “See what umi?” I look outside and he was gone “…nothing”
Michael Myers has been infatuated by this girl. He has been watching her for a while now ever since she moved to Haddonfield.
At first when he saw the moving vans coming to the house he thought it was someone in his family he could kill, like a niece or nephew. Even thought his curse showed there was no sign of it he just wanted to make sure, he would kill them either way.
He was first disappointed when the mother first came out of the car, his curse show no sign it was his family, then he saw the girl; she wasn’t tall and she had short shoulder length hair and looked happy like the other girls perky and bubbly. He was already thinking of ways to kill her the moment he saw her, but something’s put him off like… she was acting out everything she did, her smile and emotions; just like him. But he put that off his mind he just wanted to feel.

Once the girl went inside he was thinking of was he could kill that girl and her mother.
Later on That night he was watching her eating with her mother then he saw it… well we should say didn’t see, her face with nothing no happiness or bubbly not sadness, anger or grief, just nothingness at that moment when he saw her mother cry he could tell she forcefully tried to smiled her mother hugged her and then nothing… the mother let go and she went up stairs, he climbed up a tree near her room and watched from her window. She picked up a photo frame in her room he couldn’t see what the picture clearly or the girls face, she placed the photo frame down and went to her window she looked out and failed to see Michael looking straight at her, no one normally did darkness was always Michael friend; he looked at her eyes she looked lost… like she didn’t know what to do anymore, she closed the window and then went to sleep.
He was mad at the fact that the only girl to really intrigue him was the smartest one to lock her window, but that didn’t change anything he watched her lying down on her bed. Watching the cold hold her body watching her shiver; he was delighted at that and for that reason he got confused with himself with this girl he wanted to know her more….


We get off the bus and walk a head of Ashlin as I get to the entrance doors I hear her squeal, I turn around and see her run to me “it happened it finally happened” I look at her with a questioned look “Jason asked me out, I’m so happy “she gleamed “that’s good, he took his time I guess” trying to sound happy for her but ended up sounding sadistically. “Well I’ll see you later I’m goanna talk to him” she ran off, I don’t get love or relationships it seems to childish to me.
I went to class and I sit down and start to day dream, it’s a Friday just one more day to go, I normally go out “hunting” on Saturday, I blow off a lot of steam then.
At lunch I see Ashlin sit with Jason and some guys, it looks like I have to sit by myself to day...perfect a smirk plays along my lips. Just as I’m about to walk away I hear a girl crying out “please stop it please” I go towards the voices of ridicule and laughter. I see a little girl in the center of the circle; some guys are pushing her and kicking. “Jerks” I mutter under my breath I feel my blood begin to boil; it’s a good feeling that I enjoy the most. I walk towards the circle to see what’s going on. “ look at the whore I bet she want you bad man” I fat lard of crap says one of the guys next to him “yea bet she does” the guy says licking his lips. They haven’t seen me yet. I get close to them and call out to lard boy “what’s going on here?” He turns to me “hey look boys another whore for us to play with, and she’s Asian bet she knows what she’s doing. “Grate he’s sexist and racist I feel my blood to boil like lava under my skin about to burst “what did you say?” I look him in the eye “I said you’re a little whore you got a problem with that?” I try to calm myself down I don’t want to hurt anyone…to badly “yes I do tubby, just because you won’t get some from anyone doesn’t mean you can call me a whore” I see him get a bit man and his friends go ohhhhh, I grab the girl and place her beside her she came down about and only looked at me shocked for what I said. “Also tubby don’t you feel so strong hurting a little girl but the moment someone calls you names you start to shake.” He clenches his fist at me “don’t make me hurt you, you slut.” I can’t help but umickle at that. “There you go again. I almost feel sorry for you” I start to walk off with the girl, suddenly I feel the guy grab my arm turn me around and slap my across my face, “see boys that’s how you hurt a girl” I feel the warmth of the hit but I feel nothing else. I look him in the eye once more to see him smirk, I give I crocked smile also then calmly say “well the first hit Is always free” he clenches his fist “so is the second one” just when he tries to throw the punch and the girl screams I stop it with my hand with one hand behind my back. I see his smirk turn to anger, I umickle once more “Na I don’t think so “as her tries to punch me his other fist. I turn around to twist his arm around his back and then ram him to the wall. “ let go of me bitch” he growls “ so you can try to hit me like before” he squirms “ well I guess it’s my turn to hit you” I twist his arm further and stomp on it causing him to scream in pain, he tries to get up but I just kick him the way he kicked the girl, I stop for a bit Neal down and whisper to him “ your right this is the right way to hurt a girl” then I do one last kick in the nuts, he sobs in pain and blanks out. I hear his “boys” murmur “if I see you guys do anything like that to a girl you might end up worst then him, got that.” I said this all with no emotion I looked at them I think one of them shit their pants. I go towards the girl “are you ok?” she still shocked but she nodded her head to say yes “that’s good, by the way I haven’t cached your name? my name is Lilium but everyone here calls me umi” the girl gets out of her shocked stage “mines Ruin” such a shy girl, I like that its innocent…I miss that. “Thank you umi how, can I repay you?” this shocked me a bit. “I don’t know? You being ok is fine by me” actually I was being greedy just smashing that guy’s face made me happy. “In that case can I be your friend?” I sort walked into that one I kind of fucked up. Now I have another person in my life I have to lie to. “Ok whatever you want” the bell rang “I got class to go to I’ll see you soon.” Runi went off with a skip in her step, why are all my female friends always so happy? I shake my head. I heard a noise I turned to see that guy in the mask I saw earlier just as I was going to move forward to see clearer a guy bumped into me “sorry” he said “it’s ok it’s my fault “I replied I turn around the guy in the mask disappeared again “darn”.

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He enjoyed the “performance” she just did towards that boy, but he knows that he would do it more cleanly and no noise from him at all. He was also amused that every time that she saw him she would try to see more but then get interrupted to see her face getting irritated.
As she left he would try to follow her to watch what she will do next.

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