Things I can do for You

Fandom: J-Rock
Pairings: Gackt(of GacktJOB)x Hyde(of L'arc~en~ciel and solo work)
Rating: PG-13 for language and sexual themes. Will be raised in later
chapters.
Disclaimer: I don't own these two wonderful men. I wish i did, but alas
i do not. All of this didn't happen, it just occurred in my slash ridden
mind.


Two~

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Nodding i turned and picked up the lighter. Slipping my hand into his back pocket, i placed the lighter there for safe keeping. Ignoring the thrill i received from the contact made.

"I'm not supposed to smoke around the baby.."Hyde said looking at the ground. "..but i keep this with me regardless."

I smiled, my heart lifting unusually.

"You know why, right?" He enquired, smiling somewhat drunkenly. Leaning closer to me as he spoke.

I shook my head, feigning innoncence. When really, i knew the answer, and it scared me a little.

"'Cos you gave me it you baka!" Hyde said leaning his head against my arm as we stood in the middle of the bar, my arm still wrapped tightly around his slim waistline.

"I'm glad you like it" was all i could think to say, when really, what i wanted to do was to push his body up against the bar and take him right there and then, claim him for my own. I'd tell him, that if he thought the lighter was good, think of all the other things i could do for him.

But, he was obviously in a less than stable state of mind, and something prevented me from making any further comments or gestures.

We were begginning to get weird looks from the other patrons of the bar, including the surly bartender, who was drying a glass and chewing on some gum, staring intently at the pair of us. With my free hand i pulled out my leather wallet and took out some bills. Placing an ample amount on the bar i looked down at Hyde, who was still leaning, half asleep on my arm.

"He's had too much too drink i think" I said to the bartender as means of explanation. He simply nodded before scooping up my offered bills and counting them, a small smile on his sombre face.

"C'mon Haidochan, let's get moving" I said to my friend, half dragging him outside the bar. I hadn't reached the drinking limit by any means so i was safe to drive him and myself home. Unlocking the car with a beep i helped Hyde into the passenger seat, leaning over to belt him up. His scent overpowering me as i did so.

Casting the attraction away for the moment i pulled back, gently closed the door and got into the driver's seat.

"Don't drive like Shou would now" Hyde said, opening his eyes.

"Don't you like the thrill?" I asked mockingly, a dangerous glint in my fake blue eyes. "The exhiliration it provides?" Hyde smiled and looked into my eyes again.

Regarding me with blurry brown eyes, he lifted his hand and touched my face. His hand warm and inviting.

"I love it" was all he said.

Suddenly the space between us seemed too small, and he was leaning across the gear box, closing the mere inches we had between us originally. His face was tilted up, his lips parted.

By offering himself to me like this, i almost lost any sense of self-control. I bought my face down to meet his, our lips milimetres from touching. Our bodies as close as the car would allow.

"Haidochan..Kisu shite mo ii" I breathed out, desire making my heart hurt.

"You tell me that everyday" Hyde said, his eyes closed, he was smiling cheekily. He knew what he does to me evidently.

"..And everyday you deny me.."I said, purring the words out almost. It was true, all i wanted to do was kiss him, taste him. Yet he was straight, and what's more married and a father. Unreachable to me. However i hadn't given up, and tonight was no exception. "I don't like losing." I told him in a low voice.

"Maybe i won't deny you now.." A whisper.

"I can't take the risk of denial" I said, teasing him.

"Just kiss me Gacchan" He said, smiling again in that insanely stupid, yet deliciously perfect way.

Raising a hand to his own that was touching my cheek i gently took his hand away from my face. Faking reluctance i told him;

"I'm taking you back to mine 'til you sober up boy-o" My voice was firm as i tried to mask my attraction to being alone with this man. "I can't have you rolling into your hotel room drunk as a skunk and waking your son can i?" I added, putting the key into the ignition and starting the engine.

Of course there were other motives running through my lustful mind, but, right now, i didn't want to entertain those ideas. It wasn't right for him, not in this state.

Driving back to my hotel i'd been taking up residency at for the latter part of filming, Hyde was quiet. Obviously embarassed at his sudden outburst of confidence. Usually he was a shy man, it took me quite some time to get him to open up to me. Once he did get used to me, there was no stopping our relationship from blossoming. He was a beautiful person, inside and out. He'd do anything for a friend. I valued him highly, and consequently didn't find it difficult to fall in lust with this enigmatic man.

Parking up outside the hotel, i went over to his side and attempted to help him out. He shook his head and got out of his own accord. He followed me into the lobby where we were greeted by the night receptionist. After exchanging polite conversation with her, i motioned for Hyde to follow me into the lift.

He slumped against the wall of the lift and closed his eyes.

Unsure of what to say i began to hum quietely to myself.

Author's Notes: Well, it's lame, but i'm getting there! More soon, but for now, i need sleep! Oyasumi Nasai!~

~C