The day I died inside

Disclaim: I do not own Star Wars.

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CHAPTER 2

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A knock woke me from my dreamless slumber. I got up and cleared my eyes. The knock came again, “Hulloh?” I asked my voice scratchy.

“Hello?” replied a female voice back, I went over and opened my door. It was one of Padme’s handmaidens.

“Oh drat right, one second” I ran to my bathroom and took a quick shower. I wrapped a towel around me and quickly grabbed a pair of black slacks and a brown t shirt. I put my lightsaber on my belt and threw a coat on me.

“Lead the way”

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Padme smiled as she saw me come into the dinner. I went and sat at the table she was at.

“Saria, how are you?” she asked as she started to eat.

“I’m good thank you” I replied.

She nodded then said, “I haven’t seen you since……..well for a long time”.

I nodded in agreement, I knew very well that she was talking about Qui-Gon’s death but didn’t pursue it.

“So, You are going back to Naboo?” I asked taking a sip of coffee.

‘Yes there have been murder attempts on my life, Ani is going to come and protect me” she said.

I nodded taking another sip, she then continued, “Obi-Wan is going to try and tract down the bounty hunter”.

I nodded again, “I see”.

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I was happy to be back from the dinner with Padme. The first thing I did was go to the training room. I worked of my energy and even got a chance to duel with Obi-Wan.

“Saria would you like to duel?” I heard Obi-Wan’s voice.

“Sure Master Kenobi” I said.

He drew his green coloured lightsaber, I recognized it as Qui-Gon’s.

“you know you really don’t need to call me Master Kenobi, just Obi-Wan would be good” he said as he lunged an attack at me.

“Doesn’t master show rank?” I asked as I blocked.

He shook his head, “in a way it does but we have been friends for 14 years I think we are beyond that” he blocked an attack from me.

“I guess your right Obi-Wan” I said breathlessly.

This went on as he filled me in on the adventures he had with Anakin, and soon we were calling it quits.

“Cant keep up with me old man?” I asked.

“Hey I’m not old!” he protested,

It was then that I smiled, the first smile I had since I was 8, Obi-Wan noticed this and smiled back.

It felt great to smile again.

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Later that night I laid down on my bed and looked over at my room mates bed. She hadn’t been back in 2 months. She was on a mission with her Master, Master Yosha.

I sighed and rolled over on my side, and slowly sleep took me.

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The fires where there again, the houses burning. I looked at the ground, but instead of children, sand people littered the ground. I then noticed that it wasn’t houses but sand cottages burning. Yells and cries filled the skies, then slowly my right arm sliced open. The pain made me fall onto my knees and then I saw him. Anakin left one of the cottages and killed another sand people.

“Anakin?” I asked my voice hours.

He turned to me slowly, “And fine Sith Lords they where”

“NOOOO OOOO, please DON’T NOT YOU TOO ANAKIN!” I screamed.

“You killed him!, its your fault he died, you know it is…You stupid bitch you killed QUI-GON!”

“nooooooooooooo” I cried weekly.

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I sprung up panting, I started to take deep breaths. Then slowly I refocused.

The dreams had come back again, I had them at least 3 times a week. I was about to lay back when something caught my eye. It was blood on my bed, I fallowed its trail to me right arm then saw it. A long cut up my right arm.

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“these dreams are recurring hmmm?” Yoda asked me as I sat in the meditation room.

“yes Master” I replied after he had examined my arm.

“Seeing young Skywalker you did?” he asked.

“yes Master he was killing sand people” I said.

“This isn’t possible young Skywalker is on Naboo” Yoda said.

“Oh?” I replied.

“Hmm maybe, seeing the future you have?, the future is never clear” he said then grabbed a holo projector.

“Master Windu?” he asked into it.

A picture of Mace appeared, “yes master?”

“Check to see if young Skywalker is okay you will hmm?” he asked.


“One second master” the hologram went blank for a second before, “He has left naboo and gone to Tattoine” Mace said.

My heart stopped, sand people lived on Tattoine.

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If I have any error's please tell me, I noticed I have been spelling Windu Windo when I should have been spelling it Windu so I fixed that. thanks :) reviews would be nice.