Painless

A/N: Italics are direct thoughts. I didn’t have to do that in the other chapters because there was more verbal interactions.

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It eats away at you. You don’t even know its name.

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I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do now. Nothing I’ve tried holds its meaning for long. Jack says he’s my friend. I know we were close before, he was the only male that I could talk to. It bothers me that he doesn’t act as crazy anymore. I think it’s my fault. It’s not my fault that it’s my fault though.

He won’t leave me in a room by myself anymore. Not even to sleep. Yeah, like it’s going to stop me from doing something that I want to do. I started to speak to him again. I explained that I don’t need to play with the knife. I don’t think he believes me.

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As I lay there one night, I couldn’t help but to wonder what it felt like to be one of them. My “captors”. I glanced over to Jack’s bed on the other side of the cabin. His breathing had evened out some time ago and he had fallen into a deep sleep. My curiosity had gotten the best of me. I need to find out.

I’m pretty sure I was grinning when Jack woke up. He seemed rather surprised when he realized he couldn’t move much. It definitely helped my purposes that he only slept in under garments. I sat there straddling him, looking to see if there would be a need to gag the man. “Will, what are you doing?” He pulled at the restraint on his wrists. It was a great help to my intentions that Jack was the fancy sort. The posts on the bed were definitely a plus. He insisted on wiggling around trying to break free. Not until I’m done.

I knew very well that I was making him hard. Placing my hands at his waste, I slowly slid them up and down the sides of his torso, making his eyes flutter slightly. Wanting more, I pulled myself further up his body, making our bulges meet. He arched his back a little, trying to get more contact.

I pulled away for just a moment and the twit suddenly became aware of exactly what was going on. “Will, I really don’t think this is a good idea.” I raised my eyebrows. I think it’s a perfectly good idea. Jack narrowed his eyes. “Will, don’t make me…” Scream? I don’t think so. Not yet at least. I slammed my mouth into his, attacking it full force. I’m sure I heard some muffled obscenities before I reached down to slide off the little cloth that was left between us. Grinding my erection into his, I took a handful of his hair and pulled his head back, fully exposing his neck. He was too busy gasping to notice his mouth was free. Starting slowly, I sucked on the skin right bellow his beard, making my way down to the more sensitive area of his neck.

I didn’t want to, but I knew I had to gag him now. I kept working on his neck and upper chest while getting ready to tie the cloth around his mouth and head. His eyes shot open in surprise and he began to struggle more forcefully. Taking his erection into my hand, I began to slowly pump it in hopes of getting him to stop fighting for a moment.

Forcing his legs apart with my knee, I positioned myself at his entrance. I slowly pushed my way into the tight heat, not wanting to prepare him but not wanting to cause too much damage. There were some more muffled yells before I started to move. I knew I had hit Jack’s special spot when he nearly bucked me off of him. I had gotten so caught up in the moment that I had forgotten something very important. Reaching next to Jack’s head, I took it and fit it on his erecting. A makeshift version of what they used on me to keep me from climaxing. The movement Jack realized what I had done he was furious. He struggled so much that he came close to making me pull out of him a few times. Ignoring his disdain, I resumed my movement, slamming into him now. He kept struggling, I could tell he was desperately trying to scream.

I was so close now and I began to suck on his left nipple while he angrily tried to thrust his aching cock into my stomach. That pushed me over the edge and I came so hard that I thought I would black out and die right then. After the waves of my orgasm finally ended, I slumped over Jack’s body trying to remember how to breathe. It took me a few minutes to realize that he was still painfully erect.

At this point I didn’t know exactly what I should do. The men that raped me never gave me a release, but they hadn’t saved my life numerous times either. I realized that since I had gotten what I wanted, there was no reason not to let Jack have a reward in return. I pulled out of him watching the tear he just let escape from his clenched eyes. Taking off the burden, I slowly but surely slid my mouth over his penis. Engulfing it, I started off with an easy rhythm, giving him time to realize he should enjoy this. He responded quite nicely by pushing up further into my mouth. Moving faster, I hummed a song I had learned when I was still a baby and living with my mother. This sent him into a full-blown (no pun intended) orgasm. Taking in everything I could, I licked up the rest of his ‘essence’, leaving nothing behind.

He was breathing heavily now and I decided it would be all right to free his mouth. Pushing my mouth onto his, I forced my tongue in, running it over his teeth. Finally, lying down next to him, I rested my face so that I was breathing on his neck. Putting my arm around his stomach, I began to fall asleep. I felt him relax under my touch and he turned his head towards me, leaving his lips touching my forehead. We both finally went to sleep.

I neglected to untie his hands.

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A/N: Yes, Will did just rape Jack. So there.

Jessi: I have done that so many times it’s not even funny. I’ll be like “Oh, this seems familiar… wait a second… DAMN IT!!!” Anyway, I don’t plan on doing any of those things you mentioned. Unfortunately for me, it took me two days to figure out what those things were. I think it was the ‘Marysueish powers’ that got me. I looked at it but I didn’t see it. Oy.

Kali: Yeah! A club! I don’t know what exactly that would consist of, but it sounds fun anyway. Also, if you post your work you had better send me some linkage.