Control

Title: Control
Chapter Nine
Author: Angelsdee
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Mikaela is forced to submit to Dom.
Author’s Note: Same as chapter 8

*Submission*

His blood sang in his veins. He had never felt this kind of power before. Yeah, he was a powerful and well-respected man in the world of street racing. All sorts of women threw themselves at his feet either because of his good looks or what he represented in the circuit.

None of them meant shit to him. They were just a lay. And Letty…it just dawned on him that he wasn’t at all affected by her desertion. In fact, he hadn’t even thought about her until now.

From the second that he first saw this girl he hadn’t thought about anything else. He just looked at her now. He knew she was damaged…badly. But she possessed some kind of power…ability…that allowed her to bypass her pain and focus on others. She could look at you…just look…and know immediately what you needed. Did she have some kind of mission or was she paying penance?

She was an extremely strong woman now and he wondered just how powerful she was before someone tamed her. ‘Tamed.’ The only word to describe how someone could have possibly brought her down to a level where she could be broken.

‘He broke her bad. The son of a bitch!’ He could tell that she’s fighting to maintain her sanity. She feels guilty for giving a single person the ability to break her control and this strange ability she has, without control, is killing her. Even lying here, fighting all her fears just to remain subservient to his every wish showed her incredible strength. She still has all the power here and she doesn’t even know it.

She just gave herself to him but he knew he belonged to her the instant her black eyes met his for the first time. ‘Damn it! I feel like a fucking virgin! I tell her that she belongs to me and now I don’t know what to do with her. I mean I know what to do but telling her she’s mine and making her mine are 2 different things.’

She was still crying. ‘Probably from the thought of trading one owner for another.’ It hurt him deeply to see her this way. ‘Such a strong, beautiful creature brought down to this fractured state of being.’ What he was planning to do to her now was going to hurt him even more. ‘It’s time.’

“Baby…I want you to listen closely and do exactly what I tell you, ok?” He got a shaky nod. He took a deep breath and tried to clear the knot that was forming in his throat.

“I want you to close your eyes now and keep them closed unless I say otherwise.” He didn’t think he could go through with this if he had to look in her eyes. She gave him a defeated look and shut her eyes.

“Now keep your arms above your head and leave them there unless I tell you to move them. Do you understand me?” Another nod. “Good girl. Now I need you to think of a safe word. Do you know what that is and what it is used for?”

She started to tremble and her breathing quickened but she gave a quiet “yes”.

“Have you thought of one?”

“Yes.”

“What is it?”

“It’s Dominic.”

He was glad that her eyes were closed because that brought tears to his eyes. ‘I make her feel safe.’ That knowledge coupled with her tears almost made him want to forget all this and just hold her but a voice in his head (that strangely was not his own) said otherwise. *No! You have to do this. It has to be this way.*

“That’s good, baby”, he said with a choked voice. “That’s real good. There is one last thing you need to do. Make sure that your safe word is the only word you speak. I don’t want you to say a thing otherwise. Am I clear?” She shut her mouth and nodded her head. All he could hear was her hitched breathing. All he could see was her trembling form and the tears on her face.

He clenched his eyes and the tears that he held in check earlier finally ran down his face. *Do it* He swiped an arm across his face to dry his tears. He leaned down and placed a kiss across her lips and then he licked the tears from her face.

“Turn your head a bit. Bear your throat.” She did and he placed a long lick up her jugular. Then he bit down gently marking her neck.

He ran his tongue along the same path his fingertip had traveled earlier. This time his tongue kept going. He ran it down her cleavage and buried his face between her firm, bronze colored mounds of flesh.

Little whimpers reached his ears but he dismissed them and dragged his tongue up the inside swell of her right breast until he reached the areola. Then he drew a circle around it and saw her nipple tighten. His attention drawn there, he lapped at the tip until it hardened into a peak.

He looked quickly at her face and saw her desperately trying to control her shaking. He kept his eyes on her face and drew the swollen tip into his mouth and sucked on it. She let out a soft moan and he smiled while enjoying his feast. *More*

He released her from his mouth with a pop. “Baby, open your eyes and watch me.” She obeyed. He locked her in his gaze, bared his teeth, and bit down gently on her nipple.

“Ahh”, she cried softly.

Then he gradually increased the intensity of the bite. She cried out louder the harder the bite got. *Do it. She has to know pleasure and pain* Then he bit down…hard.

“Aaaahhh!” She arched her back and her hands grasped the bed linens so tightly her knuckles turned white.

He unclenched his teeth but kept her in his mouth sucking softly. He brought her down from the pain level as gradually as he took her to it. Her back was flat on the bed again and she came back to pleasure when he lightly ran his tongue over the tip. And it was definitely pleasure. He could just barely detect the scent of her arousal.

“Look at it, baby. It is fucking beautiful!”

She looked at the wet, blood-filled tip with glazed eyes. Then glanced up into his eyes, he thought he saw the spark but she quickly tamped it down.

*Continue! You have to drive her to the edge*

He definitely caught the scent of her arousal and he decided to up the stakes. The thought sent a thrill through his body.

“Close your eyes”, he bit out a little roughly. She obeyed immediately. He backed off the end of the bed, looked at her for a second and sighed silently. ‘This is a big line to cross. She hasn’t been touched in a long time. I wonder how long?’

“Baby, I am going to ask you a question so please answer it and then go back to the rules. How long has it been since you were last touched?”

“Two years”, she whispered. “Maybe a little longer.” Then she went silent.

‘Fuck.’

He took a deep breath. He leaned forward, grasped the waistband of her shorts at each hip, and started to pull them down.

She tensed, her eyes flew open and her hands went flying to grab his.

“Let me go, put your arms down and close your fucking eyes!” Tears flowed from her startled eyes at his abrasive tone. “Obey me now or say the word!” She closed her sad, scared eyes and slowly put her arms back above her head.

He forcefully ripped her shorts down her legs and threw them to the floor. Then he looked at his woman. He started at her abs, down to her slender waist and finally fixed his gaze on her shaved, smooth pussy. His cock got unbearably hard and his mouth watered. ‘I gotta taste that!’

He laid down on her left side and repeated all of his earlier assaults on her neglected breast and nipple. This time, one of his hands snaked down her stomach until he reached the top of the slit that covered her core.

She started shaking her head in denial of his actions and, when he started to run his fingertip down her slit, she clenched her thighs shut.

He bit down on her nipple hard until she cried out. Then he stopped his ministrations and said in a deep, stern voice, “spread your legs open.” She hesitantly obeyed his command and slowly spread her legs apart while he moved down to get a close look at his beauty’s offering.

“Fucking beautiful”, he said reverently.

He grabbed her legs and pulled her closer to the end of the bed until her knees bent over the edge. He kneeled before her and ran that same finger from the top of her slit down until it skimmed over her nether lips. A very quiet moan escaped her closed mouth and he had to have more come from her. Louder.

He cupped her mound in his palm and could feel her heat. “I’m going to look at the rest of you now, Mick. From this point on, I will tell you everything that I am going to do to your body before I do it.” The slightest sound of panic squeaked out of her and she started to shift nervously.

“The only reason I’m going to tell you is obviously because it is going to be more invasive.” A distinct sound of fear was rising in the back of her throat.

“Mick, baby. Calm down. I’ve got you, baby. Now, I am going to open you up so I can see inside you.” He ran his hands from mid-thigh up to her juncture. He used his thumbs and index fingers to open her outer labia and expose her moist pussy to his eyes. ‘Goddamn I am a lucky bastard. No man has seen this in over 2 years.’ She started to squirm slightly. ‘Tiny whimpers. It’s time for bigger moans, baby.’

“There you are. You are so beautiful, Mick! I am one lucky man to get this gift of you. We’re going on now, baby. I’m going to bring your clit out of hiding now.” He kept the door to her channel open with his right index and middle fingers. Then reached up with his left thumb and index finger and pulled back the hood until her clit poked out. He was completely undone. He couldn’t keep this up or he would die of heart failure. She was glistening and he had to eat her.

“I can’t go any slower, baby. I’m trying for your sake but a man can only stare for so long at the forbidden fruit before he just has to taste it.” He did not give her time to react to his words. He went forward quickly and gave her a long lick from bottom to top.

“Ahh! Oh! Mmm.”

He used the tip of his tongue to worry her clit and he got the moans he’d wanted to coax out of her. She surprised him further by forcing her clit harder against his tongue when her hips bucked up off the bed.

He lapped at her nub and just barely inserted the tip of his right index finger into her inner labia to test her. She hadn’t noticed the intrusion yet. She was too busy rubbing her clit against his tongue. ‘She’s fucking my mouth! She’s ready for this!’

He sucked her clit between his lips just as he pushed his finger completely into her sex. Her head flew back and she pushed her pussy harder into his face. ‘Yes! That’s my girl. God, she’s so fucking tight!’ He started stroking his finger in and out of her. ‘She is so wet. Yeah baby. Cum for me. Let me take you there, love.’

He kept nibbling her swollen clit and slowly inserted a second finger into her dripping pussy. ‘Here we go, love. It’s time for you to let it go!’ He started pumping both fingers faster. Each time he pushed in, he made sure to hit that little bundle of nerves that would send her spiraling towards his goal.

Sweat was beading on her forehead, she was breathing hard through her mouth and a moan or cry accompanied every push of his fingers. He monitored all the signs perfectly and bit down on her clit. She cried out as her first orgasm in a very long time crashed over her.

He pulled back to watch the aftershocks run through her body. She was convulsing with tremors, tears leaked from her closed eyes, her breasts rose and fell sharply with her heavy breaths, and her toes curled. He kept stroking in and out of her to slowly bring her down from her orgasm. When she stopped quivering, he started to remove his fingers and he smiled when her inner walls gave him a squeeze.

He rose up on the bed placing a knee beside each of her hips. “Open your eyes and look at me.” A pair of glazed eyes focused on his dark, hungry eyes. He lifted his fingers to his mouth and licked her juices from them. “You are the most amazing thing that I’ve ever had in my mouth. I could live on the taste of you alone.”

Her eyes rolled up in her head and her breathing started to even out. “I thought…you said…you were going to tell me what you were going to do to me.”

He smiled at her naiveté. “My momma always told me never to talk when my mouth was full!”

His hard-on throbbed painfully and then the voice in his head made another appearance.

*You are not done. You made her cum but you have yet to claim her*

‘Is this the devil on my shoulder bullshit?’

*Funny asshole. Keep wondering. You have to claim her. Make her yours*

‘I already have. She knows…’

*NO! You have to take her! It is the only way!*

‘She is not ready for that yet!’

*She is not glass remember? She is a fighter! She has to be taken! Your ownership will not be complete unless you make her submit to it. You have to dominate her. You have to break her to truly own her!*

‘She’s already fucking broken!’

*And that is why he will always be her true owner. Her spirit will survive it. Trust me. But it must be done because this is a fight for her soul and you fucking know it. Now fuck her. You know you want to.*

‘Last barrier’, he sighed. He got up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. He looked at his reflection in the mirror. He saw pain in the eyes staring back at him.

‘Please…don’t let me lose her!’

He pulled his wife-beater over his head and tore it into 3 strips. Then he turned and walked back into the bedroom.